~NightSky~

Edmund and Lishan birthday 2011

2012-01-09T22:49:00.001+08:00

This year, we celebrated our birthday is the simplest and the sweetest way. Haha. Just wanna write a nice opening.
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So how did we celebrate Edmund's birthday this year? Hmm, let me recall.. This year, Edmund's colleague have him a surprise party at Ksuite, together with Ivian! Coz they are the November birthday people in their company. Together with his colleagues, we got him a Ted Baker watch chosen by me. Hehe. On the actual day, Edmund received a big balloon from me! That's the other gift. On top of that, I made a birthday card for Edmund. Hmm.. But it's not completed yet coz I haven print any photos. Hmm.. We spent our day shopping at Ion and we had our dinner at Itacho. After that, we ate Haagen Daz ice cream at Jurong Point instead of having a cake. =)
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On my birthday, we took half day leave and I met Edmund at Clark Quay. We head off to Great World City to have our lunch at Imperial Treasure but it was not open to public coz of some function in the evening. So, we went to Vivocity instead and eat our very delicious lunch at Hei Se Hui! The custard bun and other dim sum is super nice and big. Haha! Edmund have me a polaroid camera! Yay! Something that I want since many years ago. I love it! We took a picture together later in the evening. My first Polaroid picture with just Edmund. =)
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After that, Edmund bought me a cake from Bakerzin and we went home coz Edmund gonna meet his auntie to change his SIM card. I celebrated my birthday at home with my family that night.
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I love our birthdays!

Buffet lunch at Todai

2011-09-16T23:24:00.001+08:00

~ Monday, 12 September 2011 ~

Today I took half day leave to meet Edmund for lunch at MBS Todai for international buffet coz I bought a "deal" from deal.com. Haha. Actually we just save $7 for each person but better than nothing.
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When we reached there at 1.45pm, the waitress told us that the last order is at 3pm. So little time, so much food to eat!!! Haha!
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So we started to go our separate ways to gather food. I took a lot of snow crab and some sushi while Edmund took sashimi, cold seafood, cooked food and many more.
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The snow crab is super juicy and tasty. It's the best snow crab ever! we also tried the Korean style 炸酱面. It's simple, nice and different from the Chinese style 炸酱面. They offer a very different range of sushi as compared to other buffet.
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We kept eating till the last order and were the last to leave Todai at 3.30pm. I hope that we had more time to eat.
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After lunch, we walked around MBS and Marina Square and travel all the way to Chevron to buy Edmund's sports shoes.
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At night, we ate mooncake and drank tea.
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~Gaining weight~

Blogger App

2011-09-16T22:57:00.001+08:00

Woohoo.. I have just downloaded the blogger application! I remember that I've tried to look for a blogger app before but I couldn't find any. And now here we have it. A blog app for iPhone. So convenient for me to blog. =D

Shopping Daze~

2010-11-22T01:02:00.002+08:00

My grandparents came yesterday from Malaysia to visit us and my parents. They are really sweet. But they will be going back tomorrow. I didn't really stayed at home to accompany them. =S hope they will come again so I'll have the chance to accompany them. Haha.. But then I have to work on weekdays...
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After eating brunch with my family. I went to Bugis to meet Jenny. We went to Haji lane and explored some shops. Then walked to a bus stop near city hall and went to far east orchard. We shopped for awhile and went to Ion orchard to continue shopping and eat dinner at Paradise Dynasty. We ate alot of food and tried the 8 flavors Dumplings. We are not really used to the taste. I tried the Ginseng, cheese, garlic and black truffle. Still alright I guess. We left the fois gras alone.. Lol
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I bought:
A pair of flats for $14.50
A skirt from Ion for $25.90
A romper from The Editor's Pick for $39
A pair of blue flats for $35
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Hope I will start to save money. Lol!
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~Shopping Shopping~

Ambush...

2010-11-21T11:33:00.002+08:00

Today I went to meet Edmund for movie and dinner. At first we wanna watch Due Date but it not not available in JP GV already. So we didn't watch any movie coz almost all the movie slots are taken. So we just laze around and rest.. After that we went to JP for dinner at Ambush. We took a lot of photos together. =) So I'm happy. I also showed Edmund the Photography applications that I have in my iPhone. Hope we can earn enough money to buy iPhone for Edmund.
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L.O.V.E  Just the two of us.

Happy

2010-11-19T00:43:00.001+08:00

Edmund said I'm happy when you're happy. Same for me. I'm happy when Edmund is happy. =)

Aston @ AMK with Edmund

2010-11-17T23:53:00.003+08:00

Edmund and I agreed to meet at 5pm to go Aston for dinner today. He reached tpy first then I came late.. Haha.. But nvm, guys are supposed to wait for girls? =P We wore the same colour, tomato red. We went to AMK and bought movie tickets for the movie "Unstoppable". We went to Aston after that. Edmund say that the food is not bad and the portion is not too big or small, just right. =) I know that it's not enough for him so I suggested him to order the double up chicken so he can choose 2 different sauces. In the end the kitchen seemed to have given him only one type of sauce.. =S I ate black pepper chicken. Edmund also like the potato salad. That's what I thought too. =) After dinner, we bought popcorn and went for our movie. The movie is not bad, very exciting. Funny in some part.. Haha..
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Edmund kept asking why I look sian and angry. But I didn't say. I was unhappy coz i noticed that he looked at another female from head to toe shortly after we sat down. After that, that ah lian and another guy were quite noisy. So I noticed that Edmund keep turning to that direction many many times... Just feel that why so much attention have to be placed on someone we dun know. =(
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I just feel that these few days or weeks, Edmund is not paying attention to me or just more interested in other things and I dun interest him. Just made me feel unimportant and not attractive enough to get his attention. But sometimes when he talk to me I dun feel that way and I feel happy. But after that, the feeling comes back. Think Edmund is not interested in me anymore and I nag at him too much. We just spoke on the phone.. He just wanna go back to his game... =(
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...Not so in love...

Edmund's birthday

2010-11-06T01:03:00.004+08:00

I took half day leave on 4 Nov 2010 to celebrate Edmund's 23th birthday, one day in advance. Cause Edmund got a chalet on his birthday with his secondary school friends and im not joining coz i wanna do accounts at home. 4 Nov 2010 also happens to be Edmund's last exam paper for this semester. The paper is really hard... I hope Edmund will pass all his papers. So after work I went to clementi to meet him. He came from school and we met at clementi mrt. He came with Jeremy and they chat about Cabal the game. Jeremy got off at Jurong East and Edmund told me about their paper and showed it to me. It is really difficult. =S
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The activity for today is Go KBOX and buffet at Kunshinbo~ =D We sang from 3pm to 5.30pm coz we wanna avoid the queue at Kunshinbo. So when we are at Kunshinbo, the first thing we grab is the Snow Crab!!! Snow Crab is really delicious, yummy and BIG!!! When the shell is removed, we can still see the meat at the leg! It has a light and fresh taste. Really nice! Hahah.. Edmund say I said that the crab is nice for more than 5 times already. But eating crab is still hard work... In the end I feel quite tired of removing the shell.. Haha.. Edmund managed to eat another serving of the crabs. The coffee and hokkiado cheesecake is nice. Sharks fin is no good.. =P We ate for slightly more than 2 hours. The sashimi is good too. After eating we walked around Jurong Point. I haven buy anything for Edmund as birthday present. Should I make a card? Hmmm.. Hope Edmund will be happy everyday. =) I bought a white with brown polka dots cushion at Jurong Point for Edmund!
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~Happy birthday Edmund~

Happy I guess

2010-10-30T02:58:00.002+08:00

I miss the days we study together in school.. Haha.. I just wanna spend time with u even if we are not doing the things we enjoy most. I'm really happy that day we studied together at your house and u carried me like a haystack.. Lol. It's actually quite fun.. =)
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24 October 2010, mr and Edmund with kian wee, bonson, kah wang went to the Nike City Run 2010.. I ran and walk for 1.22 hr to complete the whole thing. Edmund will pace me and wait for me and also motivate me to run. I think next year we can try again. =)
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tml is the day I will be going to desaru for company trip. Hope it will be fun!!
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Perfect

October 2010

2010-10-09T01:36:00.002+08:00

Wow.. I didn't blog for nearly a year and almost forgot about the existence of my blog.. Lol! So this year is a special year.. Perfect 10! Yesterday was 10.10.10~ Cool right. Guess a lot of couples tie the knot on this perfect day. =)
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Sigh. If there is too many coincidence will you still consider it as a coincidence? So weird.. Sometimes being observant is not a good thing I guess. Even though the coincidence is real, it just bothers me. Haha.. Even though the coincidence doesn't mean a thing, it still annoys me. I keep having this moody feeling. Why why why.. Nevermind. I just hate it. I'm not cool with all these kind of stuff.
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If I get only a part of you, I rather not have any part coz it involves pain... Coz I'm not the one u admire... Or admiring... Sad. You'll just say I'm thinking too much.. But I say I'm thinking bout you too much..
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~Not pretty not slim not clever not the one you want~

Shopping with Jenny

2009-11-03T21:38:00.005+08:00

wOoOo... It has been so long since i bloggged. Months since i blogged! Lol. Just a long Summary. I can never write a short summary.. wahaha..
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I started work at SMC P/L on 15 June 2009 and got confirmed 3 months later. So right now im still working there and its the peak period. I got tons of work to do.. and i am not doing it very quickly. Lol.. So i guess i should buck up! I know a lot of new friends who are real kind and nice. haha. Shuang joined SMC P/L on 14 August 2009.
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EDC is still together. Going out and stuff. But these days, i feel that everyone is kinda too busy. Anyway, there is an outing on Saturday, 7 November 2009. I may not join them even though i kinda organised this outing.. coz its my brother's Birthday! Maybe tonight i should try to get clues on what to give to my brother. =P
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I have got a weird dream about EDC on Saturday during facial. Its a rainy day at a very busy, crowded HDB Void Deck that have a lot of shops. I dun know where we are going but i know we are constantly moving forward. Then suddenly, Nath got one luggage and then it became two luggages. So i helped with one. Nath had one more bag with her. I was walking at the back. The last person and we just got further and further apart. Nath was the last person i saw. I remember EDC walked in the rain, took a bus, cross a overhead bridge... but i dun remember the sequence for this part. I think the meaning behind this dream is that we will all be busy on our own stuff and will become more distant in future. Well, 80% of my friendship end this way.
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Edmund registered for SIM RMIT Accountancy. haha.. and yesterday was the official Last Day of EXAMS and today's the First day of Holiday!!! So cool. I wish im still a student. Now he is into Bowling and he even joined the Bowling CCA. I know what to get him for his birthday!
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I went out with Jenny on Sunday. And WhOoow.. my wishlist just got longer. We watched My Sister's Keeper tgt. Sad movie. hMm.. Jenny's holiday is over and the next day was the First day of school. haha.. We took 2 pictures using her new polarid Cam. So Cool! Oohh.. Thank you So much for letting me have one of the Pictures. haha.. Nice! The Christmas Deco at Orchard Road is partially Up!
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Last night, i went out with Shuang after work. We bought the girl's stuff, eat dinner and went home. haha.. i alight at Orchard alone, changed my slippers and continued shopping lol. I bought some stuff at Cotton On. Time for a break from Shopping.. lol.. At this rate, im gonna be broke soon.
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+_My Wishlist_+
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A new Bag
A Guitar
Substance Shoes
Pedro Sandals!
New dress
Grey Jeans maybe?
Long Sleeves from New Look
Accessories...
More Clothes!
A Black Jacket (Gonna buy online)
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+____SHOPPING____+

Bangkok!

2009-06-06T19:31:00.003+08:00

WooOhOo!!!!!!! LOL!
I'm Crazy! haha.. So long nv blog le!
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I went to Bangkok from 20 May 2009 to 25 May 2009. The trip was Great! haha.. Very fun and lots of shopping. The things there are super Cheap! haha.. the best thing is that we are all very enthu and On! haha.. we did alot of funny things together.
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Day 1: We took the plane and went to Bangkok in the morning. We arrived at the hotel and do some packing. haha.. then we were to platinum. Shopped till 6pm and we went to A&W for dinner. After that went back to hotel and play games.. Bridge.
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Day 2: We went to MBK to shop. haha.. bought lots of Bra and adidas on sale clothes.We ate teppanyaki for lunch. haha.. At night, we meet Som (papa's friend) and went to a place called Waterside. The ambience of the place is very nice and romantic. The food is okie.. too salty. hahaha.. then after that we went to a club called Hollywood Awards. Many funny things happened in the club. Anyway we dance alittle, drink some and was very tired coz we stayed at the club till 3am. We reached the hotel at 4am and slp at 5am. Jacky is allegic to alchohol and vomitted.. thats why he MIA for quite some time. Weide keep dozing off at the club and he even fall asleep and knocked his head on mine. LOL. And then.. someone from the next table accidentally hit my face when he was trying to move his gf forward so that we can pass.. =/ And his funny weird friend offered me to smoke.. and i quickly walked away.
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Day 3: We woke up late and went to Central World. We shopped like crazy in Naraya. At night, we went to Sala Dang, Siam Plaza to meet Jacky's relative. haha.. Jacky Nath and I took train while Sandy Lydia and Weide went there by by cab. We waited for Jacky's relative and we went tgt to a seafood restaurant. haha.. Jacky's cousin, Ice, is a very cool and cute and smart girl. Her english is very extremely good and she knows some chinese too! Thats really cool! And she is still a very small kid. I think she is really extremely smart and active. After that, we went to Par Pong. Dun know how to spell. Its a night market. haha.. that place the prices are set very high to cheat tourist. lol. Anyway, we know about it after we shopped.. a thai guy working in Naraya who knows chinese told us about it. After Par Pong, we went to another night market called Suan Lum Night Bazaar. We shopped only for a while coz all the shops are closing at 12 midnight. After that, we just went back hotel and play games.
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Day 4: A Saturday! We went to Chutchuchut. We shopped alot then we took train to Sala Dang. haha.. shopped at Siam Plaza. and then we went to Suan Lum market at night. Later at night, Jacky and Weide went to meet Jacky's primary school friend. haha.. so left us 4 girls. after shopping, we took cab back to the hotel. lol.. and we dun really remember the road back so we were a little freaked out. lol! At night, we played games in the hotel room.
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Day 5: A Sunday! We went to Chutchuchut again! ahaha. Then we went to Pratunum and Platinum? hahah.. so confused now. lol.. anyway, we went back early to go for a Ah Gua Show, which turn out to be quite lame. After the show, we went to Suan Lum night market again. haha.. shop a little, eat at the nice restaurant again then take alot of pictures! We went back to the Hotel that night and videoed us dancing Low by Flo Rida and also played True and Dare till morning. haha..
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Day 6: Last day in Bangkok! We went to Pratunum Plaza (the other Pratunum)and went to Platinum. haha.. Shopped again. And went back at about 5pm.. took the mini van to airport and headed back to Singapore!
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Reach Singapore! Edmund, Mummy, Papa and Kor kor were all waiting for me at the Gate. =) Thats really sweet. haha.. and i understand what is meant by the clash of the titans. lol.. My family helped to bring my luggage back home and i was allowed to stay with my friends and Edmund at the airport till ard 6am. Nath, me and Edmund shared a cab. haha.. and we all went home and sleep in the morning!
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This is my first and the coolest trip with friends at Bangkok!
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EDC Enthu Dancing Club

Steamboat and great uni life

2009-05-03T01:14:00.002+08:00

Today is our last exam paper on OB!!!
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School life has finally ended and a new chapter of life begins. hahaha.. but then the study period and final year is one of the best time i ever have. I made a few new friends through internship, in school with another clicks, looking at interesting people in the library and even have the chance to go bangkok with my uni classmates!!! Its the coolest thing!
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Today is also a very interesting day! hahaha... i went to school early to study. Then when the library opens, I walked towards the library and saw L but then L looked like wolverine today his hair look so funny lo.. And i tried not to laugh. hahaha.. super funny. And the other day he is known as hokkien mee seller coz of his hat. Anyway, he is just another interesting person in the school library. So i sat down and study.
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We went up to the exam hall. I saw the wrong seat number and went to the wrong seat at seat 700 when the actual one is 60. So funny lo... i was laughing at myself. Super funny.
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Ater exams, we went took MRT to bugis to have steamboat. In the train, there is me, Nath, Lydia, Shuang, Weide, Jacky and Yichang. Yichang went to the office and got down at City Hall. So we continued to go to Bugis. When we reached, we went straight for steamboat.
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School life in Uni is Great!!! =)

Study

2009-04-10T21:44:00.002+08:00

Haha... today i studied at Lido. So tiring..
haha.. At first i am at McCafe studying.. from 1pm to 3pm.
After that, i went to Lido to study till 8pm. haha
Then i shopped around Isetan Scotts and Mango.. and went home.
Super tiring. but got some progress. =)

Feel weird

2009-04-04T17:38:00.002+08:00

I kinda feel real weird and need some help. LOL
I Hope that someone can psyhc me and tell me whats wrong.
haha.. and i hope is not disappointing news
Whats wrong with me?
Im beginning to feel that making friends is not a right thing to do.
But i thought this is a way of life.. to live your life.
Don't really want to be left out all the time. Lol..
I wish i am right.
I just wanna make friends.
And hope that they can make friends with me. Lol.
Confused

Shopping!

2009-04-02T11:56:00.002+08:00

29 March 2009
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Today is a wet wet and gossip girl day. LOL
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I met Jen at Orchard and went to City Hall then to Bugis.
Why wet? Coz of all the wet and bad things. First, a girl poured her tea on the floor and our shoes and leg got hit. lol.. Next, went we were walking to heeren, it rained heavily. And the last, is at bakerzin. Jen had to buy new leggings..
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It is still a good day.
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Edmund is in Germany for the 16th day. 12 more days Edmund will be back! =)
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A little bit

Edmund in Germany

2009-03-27T23:39:00.004+08:00

Some many events in this month!!
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First, tons of project deadlines and test.
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Next, Edmund went Germany on 18 March 2009. haha.. Edmund gave me the lon-awaited Valentine's day present he had been preparing. haha.. Something that we can share. =)
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2 Days later, Wei Meng and Hang Sheng Wedding. haha.. Wei Siang and I were the emcees. His the english emcee and I'm the chinese emcee. All i did was to translate his script and add a little of my own and my mummy's suggestions. hehe.. I am just the supporting role. Wei Siang is more clear of all the sequence of events. hMm.. I have more to learn before becoming a good emcee. =P The wedding brought us cousins together.. it is like we have something to do together and share too. Was really cool. haha.. After wedding, my Bro, Fang, Wendy, Wei Siang and I went to Fashion Bar for the 'after-party'.
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The eve of the wedding was a extremely busy day!! We collected dresses, shopped for groom stuff, shoes, cut hair, bride and groom tried gowns and suits, and many more. haha.. anyway, I stayed over at the hotel with the bride and my cousins coz we are acting as her family or sisters. Anyway, we didnt get to bargain for the ang bao at the door. The groom did some task and is ready to get his bride. hahaha.. this is on the day of wedding. Oh ya.. while me and Fang went down for breakfast, the guys and groom arrived are were already waiting for us to go back to the room. That was really funny.
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Next, FP project. I used 4 days to complete the 8 articles. Now have to prepare for OB project.
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Today, Nath gave us biscuits and keychains she bought from hk. haha.. i picked a minnie mouse key chain. haha.. but i am giving it back to her because 'someone' is given the mickey mouse one.. and i think that they should own a pair.. lol.. even though they not yet in relationship. =P i suggested to her to take it back when i realised that they are a pair of keychains.. not really pair.. but is matching.. lol.. like them. I dun mind..
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But I really like the keychain!!!!! hahah.. but then.. whats mine is mine, not mine is not mine. lol. Nath is going to switch the keychain with a stationary set. lol. Lyd and Shuang envy me for choosing first and getting the minnie mouse keychain. They got the stitch ones.. haha.. now i get stationary set. =P I am totally Good with stationary set. =)
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I want disneyland keychain.. must mickey or minnie mouse one.

Test coming

2009-03-06T02:24:00.002+08:00

hahaha... 4 more days to my test and i am still so distracted. =P
Things that i am distracted by:
-Bed
-House work
-Caramel Macchiato
-Kyle XY
-90210
-Facebook
-Forever 21
-Online shopping
-Music

hAha.. thats a long list!!! Im sure that i have a longer list..

Oh no one more to add.. distracted by the list of distractions that i am writing now!!!

Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T00:45:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone!!! How did i spend valentine's day? haha... I woke up at 10am this morning and baked some cookies for Edmund.. Cherry Butter Cookies.. haha.. Common presents.. in addition to this present, i bought a PS3 Fan and HDMI wire for him because he need these. After baking, i prepared myself for school and went to school.. late.. =P After school, i meet Edmund at Jurong Point and he gave me a bouquet of roses.. 12 roses.. 6 red and 6 pink the 6 red surrounding the 6 pink. haha.. and a doggie soft toy tied to it. hahaha.. its really sweet and nice. =) Initially, our plan is to go to Alfrono.. but its too far away. So we went to Ajisen for dinner and JiDeChi for desserts, then walked around JP. After that, we went to his house to watch a little bit TV and play a little bit PS3. Then, we brought light sticks and used the green one in the park.. chit chat... about what we expect our gf or bf to be like.. then i went home.. haha.. thats it! =)
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+__What is love?__+

Twilight books!

2009-02-12T17:38:00.003+08:00

weE! I have finally finished reading the Twilight books from Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and to Breaking Dawn. After all these reading, i think i will take some time off from reading Books.. since my projects requires a lot of reading and referencing. The amazing accomplishment is that i read the whole Eclipse book within 24 hours, from 11am to 2am. Was told that i'm a little crazy, but its worth it because i never do this before and i take this as a record breaking. Just that Eclipse is a little predictable, so i'm not really surprised while reading it. I think i will re-read all the 4 books again and with the help of a dictionary. There's a lot of words that i dun know.. =P Really hope that Meyer will publish the 5th and onward books, Midnight Sun, which is on what Edward thinks of Bella and their whole journey from the beginning of the story. I love his thoughts.
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Though i know that i have 3 individual projects and a group project with tight deadlines, i haven got the mood to start the projects. hahaha... now i'm in trouble! Hope i can really start tomorrow. =)
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Yesterday, I watched the first 3 episodes of the Gossip Girl and today the next 6. Really need a place to get away from the computer and concentrate on the project. hahah...
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On Monday, Jenny and I went out to Vivocity and Orchard to shop but we didnt buy anything. But i saw this Pull and Bear black shorts that i kinda like. Still wondering if i should get it. Maybe by then, they are all gone. To buy or not to buy... hMmmm....
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On Wednesday, which is yesterday, I went out with Edmund to Raffles City for dinner and J.Co donut. Finally, we tried the donut. Coz my cousin LiFang told me that the donuts are different from the other donut shops and in a nice way, so i'm curious to try it. Well, they are not bad. Too bad my family dun like these kind of donut... so less chances to eat them. Maybe once in awhile is okie...
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+_Not in the right mind_+

Places i wanna go...

2009-01-20T13:48:00.002+08:00

I just saw my secondary classmate's photo of her and her family in Hortpark. hAha.. that place looks really nice. haha.. i wanna go tooo!!!
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Places i wanna explore: Hort Park, Labrador Nature Trail and Seashore, Kent Ridge Park, Henderson Wave
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hahah.. the Australian lecturers in school really like to communicate with students. Especially those who yawn, eat, drink, whisper, and stuff. Classes are getting stressful!!! =/
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+_Even if we have nothing at all, i will still want to be with you_+

sometimes silences make the real conversations between two, not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts

2009-01-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

Here is a quote i got from my fren's MSN. haha.. just felt that this sentence is quite true but not totally true depending on the persons needs at different period of time. But for me, this statement is like part of me.. and my character. haha.. but not everyone can understand this.
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+:._sometimes silences make the real conversations between two, not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts_.:+
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13 Jan 2009
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I went to Orchard with my Mummy in the day and she bought a top and pants from Esprit. haha.. And i finally got back my Charles and Keith slippers which is still Not repaired. They said that they cant repair it.. hMm.. i really like that pair of slippers.. Dun really know what to do with it now. =C After dinner, my brother, Mummy and I went to Bugis to shop. haha.. My brother bought the board game Taboo. haha.. to me this Taboo game is trouble. If his gf cant understand his hints or he doesnt understand her hints, they will sure have things to quarrel about.. =P erm.. Hope that will not happen. If i were to play that game, i will not win. =/ Limited vocabulary.. =___= When we went to Hurs, I saw Nathalie and I kinda said her name too loudly. hahaha.. i just have this tendacy to say fren's name too loudly if i saw them outside without appointment.. =P hahaha.. then i just quickly went away. So embarassing. Erm, then my Mummy bought 2 shoes for me at Pedro..
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14 Jan 2009
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I went to Tiong Bahru with my Mummy to eat Lor Mee. hahah.. very long nv eat that le.. is Nice but the garlic make ur mouth stink... After that, i went to meet Jenny and we shopped ard Orchard. haha.. Yeah Shopping! Bought a lot of small little things.. For dinner, we ate at Coffee Club. After dinner, we went to Wisma then went home.
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I think tml i should do my expense account, start a little bit on the project, clear my bag and arrange my new year clothes. haha.. I think maybe i shld get some brighter clothes.. hmm.. Oh ya.. i want the Fox shorts.. hope i will remember to buy it.. someday.. =/
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+_Overspent_+

TAYLOR LAUTNER as Jacob Black!

2009-01-11T19:43:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!! Taylor Lautner will be Jacob Black in the next Twilight movie, New Moon that will be showing at the end of this year. hahaha.. I don't even understand why the petition have to exist to replace Taylor becoz he is the perfect guy to act as Taylor Lautner.
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Why i say that? In the interviews of Twilight, you can really tell that Taylor is a very friendly, cheerful, happy and enthu person. This really fits the role of Jacob Black who is described as having a aura of some happiness thingy. hahaha..
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hMm.. My favorite character in the Twilight book is of coz Edward Cullen, Bella Swan, Jacob Black and Alice Cullen. haha.. but in real life, i really like Taylor Lautner. Happy person.. haha.. and i think i only like Robert Pattinson when he is acting as Edward Cullen. =P Just have this feeling... haha..
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+_NEED Eclipse and Breaking Dawn!!!_+

Bathing issues

2009-01-08T00:54:00.004+08:00

hAha.. today i got scolded by my brother. He said i started it. haha.. but then whatever prediction he said will never come true.. even the things he said like.. what i did before.. erm.. crying?
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haha.. The last time i cry in front of them.. not very long ago.. just the 22 Dec 08 at night.. hMm.. the reason. Becoz i am too angry over some jerk trying to talk bad about someone i care for. Second reason, becoz of the lack of trust and overwhelming sense of his suspicion on me. Which shouldnt even exist. I didnt even cried becoz of the other reasons me brother stated.. eg.. Edmund leaving me sooner or later becoz of my bad habits...
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Haha.. another thing to laugh about on the quarrel we had earlier. I obviously dun have a funny bone installed in me. Coz of my obvious misrepresentation of expression and emotion which lead to the quarrel. I WAS joking. But to him, i was RUDE.
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The last one hurt more. hAha.. i delibrately reacted this way becoz my younger brother reacts this way and i will complain to my elder brother. But he never get like scolded.. coz he can always say "ok" and then do it again.. and again. Maybe i am more honest. I dun say "ok" if i don't want to. I used my actions to show that i am following his orders.. but never agreed to his instructions. Then i jokingly said.. why are u like my younger bro.. can don't keep saying.. haha.. as in.. stop nagging kinda meaning and i am already on my way to follow your instructions.. so can give me a break? This is in my context.
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Then i got into trouble. haha.. i dun see my younger brother got scolded by this issue.. like the not answering issue. Even if someone suspect me on anything.. he gets away with it.. maybe not.. maybe he did get some nice warning.. But this is not the case for me. hahaha.. SO FAIR.
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I don't think i am trusted in this place. They love me.. but they don't trust me at all. A lot of events showed their distrust in me. Like my view to go for Tax profession... As soon as Miss Blah applied and got accepted in Tax department.. Suddenly the Tax Profession gain legitimacy OVERNIGHT and then i am allowed to apply for it. hahaha.. so funny. Then when Miss Blah turn down that offer and accepted the audit ones... Her view changes too. Suddenly, Tax is not so good anymore... If audit is supported all the way, i will not feel that there is distrust in my choices.
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Another situation is.. She just made a comment based on her own observation, then he suddenly turned to me and said fiercely.. What did you say to her? You put words in my mouth! Then i got shocked and hurted. hahaha.. i didnt even say one word to her before she made her comment and/or said anything before that is related to that comment.
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Now here i am.. not showing to them how i feel. hahaha.. actually the way things work here is to follow blindly on whatever instructions is given to me and not say a word. When he scolded me, i didnt say anything at all.. and let him continue.. I know even if i explained things.. said i was joking but is mistaken... all my reasons and explanation will be excuses in their eyes. Since i am wrong in their view, then i am wrong.. there is no need for me to argue. So i just stare blankly.. cant be bothered.. He is waiting for me to say sorry for being rude.. But i am honest.. I will not say "sorry" if i don't want to. So i kept quiet the whole time. THis is my way of handling things here.. not the best way.. but is my way.
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+_Slience is golden_+

Twilight!!!

2009-01-05T00:39:00.002+08:00

Twilight is the best story and movie ever!!! Hahaha... anyway... i read the 2nd book New Moon. hMm.. and i actually can finish reading a book! I think its a real miracle that i can finish reading a thick book. haha.. i never have that kind of determination. =P So i think wanna collect all of the books. But they are all sold out. Guess that i have to wait till end of January before i can get them. I think i am going to buy the DVD and collect it too!!! I am MAD!
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hMm.. i feel so troubled. I've downloaded this song. Its titled "Bella's Lullaby - Edward Cullen" This one is different from the Bella's Lullaby - Carter Burwell. Till now i still dun know the real title of this song. I cant find it in the Twilight soundtrack score... I dun know if i will hear it in the movie if i watch it again. haha.. That song is really very nice...
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Personally, i think i am too addicted and obsessed with the twilight saga. haha.. i think this time i will take a longer time to recover and stop this insanity. XP Edmund say that it will last till maybe when school reopens. haha.. i dun really know if i want this "feeling" to cease...
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Haha.. so apart from Twilight the other movie that you should really catch is Bedtime Stories. Really hilarious, creative and cute. Yes Man is okie.
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+_Addicted to TWILIGHT_+

21th birthday

2008-12-08T01:58:00.005+08:00

Yeah! Now I am officially 21 years old and is not a minority anymore. Haha... And all the freedom to do lots of stuff that we were not supposed to do before. Hehe... But I think even if I am already 21, I will still be treated as a 16 year old kid. Haha... So I dun really have much freedom.
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On the 6th December 2008, I had my 21th birthday party. To my family, it is like... What is being 21 without a 21 year old birthday party? Haha... So I had mine. I'm really happy that everything gone quite smoothly. Haha...
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I didn't have the chance to say my special thank yous to people who helped in planning and preparing for my birthday party. I would like to say a super duper big thank you to my mother, my brothers, weilong and weisong, aunt sue, ms lim aunty, mrs chen, irene auntie and lifang. I really love the deco they did for me and I appreciate all that my mother has done for my birthday. I practically did nothing to help.
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Haha... The party is okie but I think it is as dull as me. Haha.. But it is no one's fault but mine. Because I'm quite introvent and can't really mix around with the people. Haha... I guess this is the only very serious flaw in the party... And in me. For ages, I have been saying that I want to be more sociable. But I never change for the better.
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If there is birthday resolution, I wish that someone or something can help me in being more sociable and open to friends and people. I just wanna fit in and mix around with people in groups. Guess that i'm just too unfriendly, quiet and too cold.
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I'm really very happy to have this birthday party and it is my honour to have all my family, relatives, friends and aunties who watched me grow up to come and celebrate this special day with me. I just hoped that I was a better host.

Just a game

2008-12-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

Let me guess what this little guy is doing right now... RIGHT at this moment. I can tell you 100% he is badmouthing me and he have NO IDEA why am i upset about. I can tell you about 70% of the blame is always pushed to me. Always my fault... thats why it had cultivated his DISGUSTING character. I'm not sure if that is part of him or a part that he can control. If he can control... he better be able to control it. His brain is like i dun know what... He sees things only on the surface and does not comprehend it. The irony is... His funny MSN nick is.. Nothing is uncomprehendable. HAHAHA.. i can laugh my butt off. So many examples have showed me that he is unable to comprehend things.. Eg.. Simple mistakes in sms. Words people say. Emotions people show.. He says things to make himself understand.. Only comprehendable to him and not the others. I am not sure is the IQ part or the EQ part or he just doesn't want to use his brain.
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He makes so much noise when people is trying to talk to him. His voices.. works like a ultimate pair of earplugs that does not absorb any of the words communicated to him. The words out of his mouth when he can't control his "Communication inputs and outputs" is like.. duh duh duh.. Like Patrick the Starfish.
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Sometimes i wish that i can stuff something into his gap and make him listen. oh.. even if i stuff something into his mouth.. with his brain shutting me out.. i can't do anything too.
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Lastly, i can never understand why he is so arrogant... People are usually proud or arrogant of something they did well or possess or any other achievements. He's just weird.

Mayday CD

2008-11-27T22:25:00.002+08:00

This week is a busy week again. haha
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Mon-> I went to the Acer Service Centre with my Mummy becoz of my brother's desktop USB port or Vista known keyboard problem. haha.. After that, we went to a work site to take a look. Since we are all the way at the west side already, we went to taman jurong hoping to eat the sliced fish mee sua! But it is not open till 11pm. haha.. so we cant wait that long. In the end, we went to meet Wei Song and went to Novena for lunch. But i didnt jion my family for lunch. Hehe.. coz meeting Jenny and Jia yi at Plaza Singapura for the Mayday CD and shopping. Jenny and I ate at Thai Express.. haven eat this for a long time.. haha.. We shopped around at PS and Orchard.
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Tues-> I felt really stressed about the lack of money, so i went job hunting on the internet and through the newspaper. There a few jobs. But the main problem is that i can't committ weekends and most jobs in the newspaper and internet is not those 5 days office kind one. Even if it is, it requires a longer period of time. So i have no chioce but to only consider the part-time ones. But i still think no one will want me coz the term is too short.
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Wed-> I called this number which the boss is willing to pay me $15 per hour to work at Sitex 2008. haha.. i was really super happy when i called and they asked me to go report for work. haha..
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In the evening, its Edmund's nights out. So i went to his house to meet him and took a taxi to Raffles City at City Hall. The cab fee was very expensive and it is almost $30. Stupid $3 ERP! Okie.. then when Edmund was paying, he almost forgotted about the $20 change becoz he thought he gave the driver $30. haha.. anyway, the cab driver took extra $1... =___= We went straight to the Shoko restaurant. This is our first time there. haha.. Everything look so nice and delicious! All is good except for the chawamushi. We ate the unagi omelette, salmon sashimi, rosti with sausage and egg, vongole in wafu sauce (NICE!), shisamo and pork with asparagus stick (NICE!!). For dessert, we had rum and rasin ice cream on waffle (NICE!) The total price is very expensive but we were able to get a lot of variety. haha.. the portion is not really a lot either.. can consider small to medium kinda portion. Overall, its a good experience.
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And yes! It is expensive to have a girlfriend. =) I hope that i can make him happy too..
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Thurs-> The first day working at Sitex 2008 and this will be the last day too. haha.. The problem here is.. there is no basic pay. If you meet the very impossible target, you will then be entitled to this $15 per hour rate and commission. If you did not meet the target, you will only be paid based on the commission which is very little. After many hours of talking and eating air and using lungs energy... and a lot more... NO ONE buy the product from any of the promotors. All the promotors have no sales at all. Lets say we introduce this product to a consumer, the consumer either reject and say it is not important or they say they will consider. When they decide to get it, they will go to the counter and there will be no commission for us. haha.. So what for work so hard there for something that no one will actually buy it. I am not do any web advertising for this product.. haiz.. just a product that no one will buy. =P
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Fri-> I will be going for an interview at eunos at 3pm. Some sales coordinator job. Hope they will accept me... for a short term.

so happy!

2008-11-23T01:58:00.003+08:00

I never thought that we could learn and explore things after graduation. But we did. Through the task we are given, we tried to help each other and made new discovery together. I wish that this will last and we can always do things together and help each other without being left alone. I hope that we can continue to discover big things in our own small little world. I wish that you feel the same too...
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Mon-> Went out with Lifang and Wendy and shopped are orchard. We also went to the furniture shop that sells the English desserts or hightea thingy. I would recommend the scones. Warm, nice and delicious! But a bit ex for 3 little scones. Hehe... Just learn how to bake it will do ba. After that, I took a bus to the airport to pick Edmund. Haha... More to to see him. I met his aunty there and waited with her for Edmund. Edmund came and we went to eat dian xiao er... It was really nice! Edmund's aunty treat.
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Tues-> Edmund and I went to marina square to shop and ate at MOF. It's really cool that they have birthday offers for member. Hehe... Edmund bought a black vest, a white sweater vest, 2 shirts, a pair of pants and a jacket! Haha... Edmund nv really shop this much before. So it's a good thing for him to buy somethings he likes once in a while.
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Wed-> We went Vivo to shop but didn't buy anything that day. Edmund wants to get a pair of shoes, black jeans and belt. Haha... But nicer things takes time and effort to discover ba...
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Thurs-> stayed at home. I went to mt Elizabeth with my mummy for her check up. At night, my elder brother treated us dinner at ton... Erm... Can't remember the name, that sure is good and expensive food. Haha... But we did something stupid back there. Cox we saw a flying insect at our tables and it just wouldn't go away after our attempts of shooing it away. So we grabbed the napkins and tried to capture that insect. We failed to capture it but succeeded in chasing it away. The waiteress saw of weird actions and began to "clap" around the air to kill the insect. Hmm... It's quite funny... Haha... After dinner, we watched Madagascar 2 and took loads of pictures along orchard road. It's a nice day.
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Fri-> I met Edmund at jurong point. We went to check the contact lens prices but didn't buy it yet. Need to consider some factors ba. After that, we went to orchard and walked around taka. After that we sing at kbox at night. Buffet! Honey melon pudding! When we were going home, I saw Wei Siang at the entrance of the somerset mrt. We chatted for a short while and went separate ways.
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Sat-> Edmund came to my house to load songs for me. After that, we went to suntec for dinner and went to the arcade for a while. The certain music game machine is still there and operating. Haha... Arcade machines didn't evolve much. New games released and old games remained the same. Haha... Feel that this makes the younger generation arcade experience almost similar as ours. After walkingbaround, we went to coffee bean and began our exploration.
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+_You're the best gift_+
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Fri->

Tml's the day

2008-11-17T01:06:00.003+08:00

Yeah! Tml is the day that Edmund return to Singapore! So happy. haha.. Finally can see him again. =D Sometimes, people learn how to cherish someone because of separation. haha.. i wonder if he learn any of that.. hoho.. I dun need to suffer from this separation to know how to cherish someone. haha.. Cant wait to see Edmund!
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Don't know why suddenly i feel that i will lose someone... I always feel this way. haha.. or maybe coz i always offend people easily. haha... i know i am this kind of people. =P But i cant help it.. coz my temper tooo bad. But i don't wanna lose anyone coz of my unreasonableness... or any flaw i have. Even though friends are expected to see through our flaws and take what is "us" and live together.. but i never really expect others to do this for me. Becoz everything will end oneday.. This truth has stood since primary school till a certain period of time. This truth has wavered becoz of certain special people around me. Another truth is that i have never believed in myself that i can make this truth a total fake... becoz of the special people who are becoming more distant from me. Maybe the real truth is that i am a problematic person. haha.. yes.. everything will end.
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+_Sometimes i am really tired of waiting for the end_+
+_End now or Continue forever_+

Post e*ams

2008-11-15T00:39:00.003+08:00

Yeah Holiday!!! Finally!
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hMm.. nothing much happened after the e*ams. haha..
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Mon 10/11/08
After the e*ams, i went to collect the adhesive bra i bought online from the girl who is also a student from SIM. haha.. anyways.. after that Nat, Sandy and me went to Great World City to walk around and eat lunch. After we are done there, we took a shuttle bus to Orchard Lucky plaza and got ourselves some perfume. erm.. i didnt buy any.. they did. hahaha.. Then we meet Lydia and Hannah at Plaza Singapura to catch the cheezy, rou ma, predictable story line, cute, lovey dovey High School Musical 3. haha.. 3/5 movie. I still like the High School Musical 1 best.
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Tues 11/11/08
I think i did nothing...
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Wed 12/11/08
I went to Orchard with Mummy and then i was left on my own. Collected membership card, went to pepperplus to look for a certain top but is sold out. hMm.. met a strange person. Bought 3 nail spa thingy.. haha.. to be given out as christmas presents.. and one for me to use. Then i went to far east plaza and bought 3 belts for $10 only.. cheap cheap. haha.. but look very.. normal. Think i shld really go for the fanciful and a bit more branded kind ones. After that, met Hannah and she bought her Eternity perfume at the Lucky Plaza shop. Then Nat came. We went to have lunch and went for our haircut. The outcome is.. haiz... my hair like no big difference.. nothing special. But what kind of special effects can be produced from the dull long rebond black hair style? After that we shopped for a while and went to Queensway to meet Sandy and Lydia and to buy stuff.. In the end, i bought a pair of shoes! cheap cheap.. $19.50 only. hahaha.. but i still spent a lot of money.. the rest of the month can eat grass.
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Thurs 13/11/08
hMm.. stayed at home. Then went to Thomson Plaza with my mother and shopped in NTUC. hahaha.. so sian one.. NTUC mah.. fruits veg meat sauce.. =___=
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Fri 14/11/08
Today is a day of Discovery! hahah.. clueless shan knows nothing about the New Marina Barrage! haha.. It is a really nice and romantic place.. if u are there with the right person. haha.. My brother, his gf and my Mummy went there with me to e*plore the place. hMm.. but it is too dark to see anything. But still the colourful lights is very attractive. Remember im easily fasinated by lightings? haha.. I think i will bring Edmund here in future. Picnic.. =P Before we went to the barrage, my Mummy and I went to Vivo Giant to buy our New Toaster! coz the old one is spoiled... =/ so sad.. haha.. So happy that we got our new toaster!!! Hope it will last longer. =D
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Plans ahead.
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Sat 15/11/08 - Go SIM with bro, bro gf and Mummy to apply for Uni. Afternoon going out with Lifang and Wendy to shop. Night eat dinner at home...
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Sun 16/11/08 - Wanna go cycling... but have no plans with anyone yet. =/
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Mon 17/11/08 - Going out with Lifang to watch movie and eat nice food. haha.. After that go airport to meet Edmund! Back from Australia!!! =D
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+_Need more activities_+

COMPLAIN

2008-10-09T22:21:00.003+08:00

I Wanna Complain!
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My teacher is too biased, a labeler, generalising others onto me and so much more. HAha.. And i have to complain that he got such SHARP eyes. Well, the thing goes like this...
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During break, i went down the lecture hall to where the teacer is. I ask about how do i contact him if i were to have some questions to ask. haha.. okiez.. then he said is in the course guide.. and he flipped it for me to see. Then anyway, i began to ask a few litle questions and all his reply is "i teach before already... Is in your notes... Is in ur te*tbook..." Before he even understand what i am trying to ask.. like what is the implication of this statement. Of course i understand what and why the statement is made.. but i cant link it to the topic and the ultimate motive of it. Like what is the stand or something... haha
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Nvm if he dont wanna answer me. Then he continued to say... you all girls always sit at the back.. chit chat.. dun pay attention.. blah blah.. and somehow curse the people who dun pay attention will repeat this course. And he continued that people who leave the class half-way and so on.. blah blah..
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Though all this is not nice to hear.. and i am the only one hearing it, he knows that we always chit chat.. and did leave the class half-way. hahaha.. He already aiming at us since 1st lesson. Coz the 1st person who got scolded by him is ME.
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On the first lecture, before the lesson start, he tried to control the noise. I was asking if whoever is coming or not.. everyone was still talking, then he point at me and said.. "Girl. u dun understand what is do not talk..." something like that.. then i dun care him and look at other stuff.. then he said.. "stop doing that... it seems as though you are challenging me". Haiz.. used me as a tool to control noise.
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Dun understand what is his Problem about us since the 1st lesson.

No emotions

2008-09-11T21:38:00.002+08:00

hMm.. not sure since when.. but i kinda think that other people dun really have any feelings. and i have this assumption that everyone has more important things to care about and their feelings dun play in any part of their daily life.
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Hmm.. whats gotten into me..
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But i think my assumptions are totally selfish. I still dun know where this mindset come from anyway. Maybe becoz im already quite "numb" to having feelings.. haiz.. no one input any feelings to me..
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Im just an empty shell

Feeling Emo

2008-09-07T01:40:00.002+08:00

haha.. my head is going to burst. I'm being too emo lately. Almost everything i say has a bad meaning.. Bad-going-to-be-s keep coming out of my mouth. Appearing in my brain. haha.. forgive me if u are irritated by this. haha.. i irritated myself. haha...
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Today, when i was walking on the streets at somerset, i think i saw Lim Chong-U. hahah.. a primary and secondary sch mate. haha.. also stayed near my old house before. Also a sch bus mate. hMm.. then i ask my brother if he remember him, and he said he cant recall. haha.. thats funny. a little regret that i nv acknowledge him.
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The thing is not whether he is important or not.. the problem is i dun have the courage to acknowledge any one of my school mates if i see them on the streets. The first reaction is to avoid them if i spot them. hahah.. so weird.
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Haiz.. maybe i wanna cut and sever all ties with everyone in the world. Oh wait. I'm already doing that. haha.. considerably successful.
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Gosh am i EMO or what.

Loneliness

2008-08-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

Now is 1am in the morning of 17 August 2008! Happy Birthday to Pei Fen!!!
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haha... feeling lonely. haha... i just feel really weird. Maybe thats what people call jealous. I looked through some pictures online... Majority of the people looked happy and carefree, doing the things they like, having many people they like around them, going places where they want to go, loving the people who loves them back and so much more.
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I just feel so lucky for them.. all this nice people i know. haha... so ironic.. im listening to Goo Goo Dolls before its too late. Yup, i know i always tell myself its never too late. I wanna know how long can i lie to myself. i hope Before its too late... i can really do somethings to make people i love happy, carefree, and so much more. Make these people i love love me.
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I just hope that someone can give me the opportunity to love, opportunity to be courageous, opportunity to believe, opportunity to see good things, opportunity to feel and so much more. The mission to be in this world is to bring happiness to people i love, earn lots of money, and make good use of my time here.
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Since i am not a doctor or scientist, i cannot contribute to mankind. haha.. so i can only earn lots of money.. and i wanna earn a lot of money.
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+_aimless_+

Feeling Down

2008-08-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

12 August 2008.
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hMm... feel kinda down. haha.. for no reason. Women just like to have mood swings for no good reason. Maybe i should go shop more. haha.. so sian... i feel so hopeless... Just dun know what i need.. but maybe i guess i know what is missing. I know i cant hold on any longer. Maybe i should buy the manicure set to divert my attention.
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just make me feel that i am too direct on my comments... it is like what i want.. how i feel.. i am saying it directly in your face... It just like ordering McDonalds.. Direct direct direct... So i dun have to beat around the bush and observe your reaction... coz i have been doing that too much and i am feeling tired...
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and what you said.. dun make me feel that the words are sincere. I know you will feel like "just what the hell does this women want from me", "those words ain't enough to light you up?", "then i got nothing else..". I dun know what what what! Maybe those stuff is not what i want.. all i want is.....
Dun really feel like we are close anymore... i love and hate it when we....... i hope it will stop.
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+_Maybe its just mood swing_+

Sabotage

2008-07-22T20:15:00.003+08:00

Wee... time flies.. half the year gone just like that. It just make me feel that i haven accomplish anything much and nothing has changed.
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I am still so broke! haha.. no money... i need money! I am still working.. but then.. the money is not enough. This few months, tedious months.. i cannot foresee how my next few months is going to be... becoz there will be projects and all. So tired already...
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Dun understand why people treat me this way. All the lousy things i have to do.. lousy remarks given to me.. Dun know why people treat me like a robot... ask me to do this do that.. never even spread the work equally... so sian.. I want to do the certain things.. doesnt mean that i have to do it everytime. So tired...
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At the facial salon: The things that piss me off are 1. Jessy not bothering to enter the daily transaction. 2. Ally is doing more even though she know about the software less than Jessy. 3. Ivy calling me to ask if i took their book.
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These people are so irresponsible. They lose some things and come interuppting my lesson, asking me if i took their book, when i didnt even see, touch, or hear about that dumb stupid book before. Then today when i went to work, Ivy Miraculously found the book in the basket which is near me.. and thats the basket that i will usually flip through to look for the cards to enter into the software system. So easy to see... someone is trying to sabo me. *&%$#%&^%$^% If i know whos that Lousy woman.. i will confirm confront her.
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I wish that more good things will happen..

2 months later

2008-06-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

Wow.. i haven blog for 2 months... hehe.. thanks for reminding to blog Monsieur Fox!
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Have been busy coz of those school projects and exams. Finally its all over and even the results are out. I think i dun really have enough time for myself. I tot i had a lot before... but now no.
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Updates!
1 apr 08 - Got my new handphone and started using it. W890i a sony ericsson handphone. At last, i switched from nokia to another handphone brand. Guess that it wasn't that hard to get used to this phone. Easy to use too.. but sometimes i find the smsing irritating..
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3 apr 08 - Drenched in the rain when i was bringing the umbrella to my brother at his work place. So horrible. Raining more than elephants and mammoths. The whole place was flooding a little bit but still super wet. I was all wet already even before three-quarter of the journey back home. Then the next bad time, traffic jam! Nearly late for the consultation for the SBA project. After consultation, we (Lydia, Esther and Hannah) went to holland village Sushi Tei. I ate tempura udon. haha.. nice.. Edmund like that salmon maru with 3 different toppings... but i cant order that.. too expensive.. moreover, Edmund is still overseas.
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4 apr 08 - Went shopping the whole day with Wendy. Haha.. we shopped at far east, paragon and suntec. Our 'harvest' is... a $25.90 bag (Mine) and a $20+ or 30+ shoes from royal sporting house sale. Haha.. Edmund will never come with me to this kind of crowded place.
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6 apr 08 - Hannah and i went to East Coast Rd Werners Oven. WERNERS Oven is a Super nice, cozy, German cuisine restaurant + bakery. Everyone should go there. hahaha.. the nicest place. Anyway, we are there to interview the lady owner for our project. After interviewing, we had dinner there. We shared a breaded fish and chips + sauage and pickles + complimentry small glass of beer (lady boss gave us to try) + 330ml beer. hahah.. so Nice.. the food is really really NICE! and the beer.. is fresh and light taste.. drinkable.. nice.. is tapped from the erm.. whats that called..
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8 apr 08 - Lydia, Hannah and i went to holland v to try catching hold of the Japanese boss of Provence cafe and bakery. haha.. but we failed. Anyway, i bought a lot of bread there.. I recommend the wassant.. got custard and chocolate flavour. Must try chocolate!!! Super nice. haha.. Cindy also say is nice... Lifang also say is Nice.. And the cheese ball.. Everyone say is nice.. except me. haha.. maybe coz too chewy.. but i like the taste. After that, we ate at NYDC.
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11 apr 08 - Lydia, Hannah, Sandy and i went to Waraku at The Central. haha.. we all ate the lunch set. For the lunch set, we can choose one bowl of noodle and one don. Haha.. i think is worth it and nice. After that, we tried to interview the Petite Provence at The Central. Yupz, we did it.. then we went home.. after buying some bread. haha..
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20 apr 08 - Edmund came home! Back in Singapore! haha.. i went to the airport see him. While waiting for him, i saw Sharon Aunty getting a trolley to get her luggages. haha.. so qiao! But i cant possible shout her name through the glass and everything. haha.. i just called Monsieur Fox to comfirm. Hmm.. unfortunately, i wasnt able to 'catch' her passing through the Belt 20+. Edmund finally got his luggages and came out. So we just went home. Before that, he gave the the Stitch and a little doggie he got from the toy machine at the arcade overseas. haha.. so cute.. the Stitch and the little doggie. (3rd)
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30 apr 08 - Studied with Sandy at TCC raffles. haha.. Sandy treated me to dinner.. $20 leh. Think next time have to treat her back.
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1 may 08 to 12 may 08 - Studying and exams.
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7 may 08 - Nathalie and i got into a car accident. Erm.. not my car.. its her car. haiz.. so sian and sad.. But luckily that woman paid for the damages when the car was send for servicing. Reckless woman. Not Nathalie.. is the woman who banged Nathalie's car.
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14 may 08 - Edmund book out on 13 may. Haha.. so cool. Coz he can rest from 14 may to 19 may. Long Holiday. Edmund slept the whole day and finally, we went out at night and watched the most disgusting movie. just dun want to think about it....
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15 may 08 - Edmund finally brought me to East Coast Park.. after so long. We went there and figured out how to get to East Coast Park from Marine Parade. haha.. so many memories.. i dun even remember how the place looked like now.. So we pitched a tent. haha.. now i know how to do it.. haha.. so easy.. but i think i cant do it alone. Played sand and went bowling after that.
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16 may 08 - Jenny and i went out to shop, eat and watch movie. haha.. GSS like nothing much. haha.. coz the sales items.. are not good enough and the sales is not a lot.. so i cant really find anything i can buy. Jenny and i went to Din Tai Feng.. Love the fried rice.. but i ate noodles that day.. is ok bah.. haha.. then we watched Made of Honour. I think that its a super nice and fairytale like story. haha.. not possible.. But is very nice and inspiring movie. haha... Watching movie with Jenny is always so meaningful. haha.. coz Jenny always choose the nice movies... =P nicer than those chose by Edmund.. Or maybe is becoz i am watching the movie with Jenny.. After that, called Edmund and he said that he is at cine playing pool with ns friends. So i went there to meet him and i gave him a polo tee i bought after dinner.
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17 may 08 - Edmund had to buy 3 birthday presents for his men at ns... budget is $20. So we went around looking and bought a shoe bag and water bottle. $20 is seriously tooo hard for anyone to buy a nice, cool present. hMm.. we tried really hard to find something better but cant. hahah.. after that, we went to sing kbox.. with Edmund friends.. Bonson treat all of us. Think have to buy him a commission present.
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18 may 08 - Originally, my father had plans to go to East coast park McDonalds to have breakfast with my mother and aunty. Unfornately.. he got a infection which caused him to be 'confused' again. Subconsiously, he kept going to the washroom for almost avg every 3 to 5 min then he went back to bed. Went to the hospital only in the morning at 8. Struggled in the ambulance. Woke up in the A&E. Tied up. Struggled at the ward at 11am. But after the doctors seen him, and he used the 'toilet', he was back to normal.. but is very tired and sleeping. He only really woke up at maybe ard dinner time. haha.. as usual, he dun remember what happened.
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19 may 08 - Went out with Edmund to buy the 3rd present and wrapped them up. I also bought a pencil case that Wei Song like.. haha.. coz its his birthday the next day.
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20 may 08 - Happy Birthday Wei Song! haha.. had a small celebration. hMm.. This is one of the most painful day. I asked the dentist near my house to pluck out my 2nd last tooth coz its hurting me.. haha.. It HURTS even MORE when he FORCED it out my Gums... Throughout the day, my jaws felt like its going to fall apart. haha.. CRAZY dentist.. think i am not going there anymore. I cried at the dental, cried while walking home and cried at home. Just felt like someone bashed me up... haiz.. now i bo gay.
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+_Thats all folks!_+

Edmund going overseas for 3 weeks.

2008-03-29T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today is the day Edmund going overseas for his NS thingy. He say everything is confidential. haha.. but it is a secret that almost all adults know.. especially guys. haha.. so secretive.
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This morning, i woke up and did nothing. Read a story online.. quite touching but predictable.. but still touching.. haha.. In the end, we have to buy the book to read the last 3 chapters. haiz.. so sian.. never show us the ending... =___=
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Maybe becoz of this, then i didnt have a pretty mood. After this, i did nothing. Waited and waited and did nothing else. Sometimes, i am thinking if i should wait or take initiative. So i did. But that conversation didnt last. Then the waiting continues... hug my pillow and cry myself to sleep. woke up and waited somemore... return call.. waited even more..
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Finally, i gave up.. i called and talked about this.. he said he didnt mean the way i thought it is. So i thought should be me.. i always give verdict too soon. haha.. but time is never reversible.. we wasted so much time. In fact, we wasted more time than we thought we had.. In the end, we just waste time together.. Even he forgets about me..
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So tired.. so tiring..
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I am so used to being forgotten.. Thanks for all ur forgetting bout me..

So long since i blogged

2008-03-13T01:33:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! This is my 315th blog entry since i started this blogging activity. haha..
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Lets see.. erm.. latest update.. My father is back home today.. from the hospital isolation room. I think it is better to be at home rather than at the hospital.. but i think my father still need to go to the hospital regularly as an outpatient. Dun know when will his leg be okie...
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Next Tuesday, there will be a Business Finance test. haha.. hope i can get full mark for that. hehe.. Must Jia yOU!
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Edmund will be going overseas for his NS thingy.. haiz.. for total of 3 weeks.. means that i will be very free.. don't know how to survive this emptiness.. haha.. erm.. but i think for that period of time, have to prepare for the exams in april. haiz..
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Erm.. hope that i will have someone to go out with in that 3 weeks.. it'll be extremely boring if i were to stay at home for the whole 3 weeks.
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haha.. my brother influenced me to watch the Naruto Shippuden anime in Youtube.. currently i have at episode 40 plus.. haha.. i think it is one of the best anime or manga i've seen.. Everyone should watch it.. hehe..
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+.Truth.+

Until you by Shayne Ward

2008-02-22T00:31:00.001+08:00

Until you by Shayne Ward
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Baby life was good to me
But you just made it better
I love the way you stand by me
Throught any kind of weatherI
ont wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you fell the world is on your shoulders
Dont wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work
Baby tell me i will do whatever
[Chorus]
It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby nobody, nobody,until you
Baby it just took one hit of you now I'm addicted
You never know what's missing
Till you get everything you need,yeah
I don't wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders
Don't wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work
Baby tell me,I'll do whatever
It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knw me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby,nobody,nobody until you
See it was enough to no
If I ever let you go
I would be no one
Cos I never thought I'd feel
All the things you made me feel
Wasn't looking for someone until you
[Chorus repeat twice]
Nobody, nobody, until you

End of internship

2008-02-15T02:11:00.002+08:00

Yeah! On the 6 Feb 2008, it is the end of my internship at Deloitte. haha.. finally. At first, i really dun like audit coz it is very tedious. But it is okiez now, maybe used to it but still.. it makes me frustrated.. hehe. Erm.. maybe i should give it a second chance. Hmm.. then again. Me.. a anti-social girl.. dun really suit that environment. hehe.. meet so many different good and bad seniors.. think dun really suit my personality.
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Spent my Chinese New Year with my family. haha.. hope we'll have a post chinese new year celebration. hehe.. Just a gathering for fun.
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Today is Valentines day. Happy Valentines day to everyone! haha.. Spread the love.
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Just this morning, i kept asking myself what is the thing, the definition, the meaning of this thing people call Love? Did i ever felt it before? If only everything in real life can be as innocent as those Korean dramas. hahah.. Yeah.. There is the place where true and innocent love is displayed. Hmm.. on Earth?
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I think i felt love before and still it exist. Just that it is not easy to detect it. Love can be from your family, parents, friends and other people. Depends on how you see it. For the relationship one, i think i have the love... but i need him to remind me what it is about again. haha.. Seriously, i need an answer.. coz i feeling lost again.
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Haha.. Today, i skip class and went to meet Edmund. haha.. Edmund and i ate Mac and walked around Jurong Point. haha.. coz all the places are too crowded. We took cab to his camp then home for me. Valentines day.. haha.
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Just begin to love my Friendster a litte bit more. hahah.. Now i am using imeem.com to put playlist in my friendster. haha.. Yeah! can listen to the songs online on my friendster! Sorry if i very slow.. hahah.. my new discovery. =P
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+_no trust = broken relationship_+

Internship

2008-01-22T08:50:00.000+08:00

Been so long since i blog. haha.. haiz.. i am still stuck at audit at deloitte. hMm.. 2 months is too short to determine whether audit is suitable for me. It has been becoming more and more interesting but not to the extent that i will love the job. hehe.. the internship at EY Tax is better.. =P coz no need to run around the place and ask client so much questions. But for audit, it feels like theres quite a lot of freedom for auditors. But then again... actually not much. Becoz they dun have the choice... Need to work OT.. The latest i've heard is 3am at client place.. 4am at home.. Wow... this is what i call... working for money.
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I wanna make money work for me.. =D Or.. Shop for money.. XD

A not so happy Happy New Year

2008-01-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone!
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Happy 3rd Annivesary!
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Hope that year 2008 will be a better year. Hmm yesterday i went for the Siloso beach countdown with Edmund and his secondary school friends. haha.. really nothing much. That place dont suit me bah. Plus i cant get high myself... =P No one lead me also.. hahah.. no la.. my system got no 'high' this kind of feeling. We stayed till 3 plus and reach home at 4 plus am.
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Edmund and frens played the water dunking. haha.. Edmund fell into the water even before i threw the ball. Coz the thing was not locked yet. haha.. but anyway, i didnt hit the target.
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Haha.. if i know how to have fun there.. then maybe everything is different. Coz i dun know how to get high.. cant dance.. so is a little bit feel not in the right place. But i really enjoy looking at others feeling high and having fun dancing, drinking and stuff. The music before 12.30am is not bad.. but after that it not nice. haha..
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We went to the beach and sit there. Edmund was slping on the mat, his frens talking to each other.. i was staring at the sea.. the lights and the sky. So nice. So long never sit down and look at the sea.. especially at the wee hours of the morning. haha.. really enjoyed it!
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haha.. so now i have one very important conclusion from all this experience. haha.. this kind of place dun suit me... maybe not with the right people, not at the right time.
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Wish that i wasnt there.. to spoil everything

Finally got time to blog

2007-12-30T19:59:00.000+08:00

Finally! Finally i have time to use the computer to do stuff. hahah
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8 Dec 2007
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My birthday. haha.. that day, Edmund and i went to the Golden mile to buy the army stuff he needs and to sew the ranks and stuff. We went to watch a movie before going back to collect the uniform. haha... i lead Edmund back... but in the end, we took the right bus... Wrong direction! haiz.. i really no sense of direction. =/ haha.. we ended up at Tanjong Pagar. Bought 2 donuts, eat on the bus, get down.. walk walk walk till we reach the market. We collected the uniforms and continue to buy the stuffs that Edmund needs. In the evening, we went to Crystal Jade to have dinner. haha.. again.. we order too much food. But still finished it. It was Delicious!!! Got my Fav! Cereal Prawn! We had cereal prawn, sweet and sour pork and chicken.. something.
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At home, i got a cute small little heart shape strawberry cake from Breadtalk. haha.. to be exact.. from my younger brother. Though he is in Malaysia with my elder brother, he still gave me a cake. hahah.. thats is my 2007 birthday cake. Good for 1 person only. Thank you very much!
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My birthday presents.. hMm.. lets see.. i have 1 angbao, a skirt, a pair huge speaker, a eyelash curler, a birthday cake, FIR cd, erm.. think no more le. haha.. Thank you very much everybody! Especially my Mummy, Auntie Uncle, Brothers, Jenny and Edmund. haha.
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I am glad that i have lots of Happy birthdays before... all in my memories.
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This month is a very busy month for us because my papa is in the hospital. His body got a lot of problem... Liver, kidney problems, diabetis and now his leg swollen. But right now, it is all recovering. haha..
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This month, my 3rd auntie and 4th auntie from Malaysia came visit us with their kids. They took turns to come. haha.. but we need to accompany our father, so we had no time to go out with them. Thank you very much for coming... and Sorry we didnt have much chance to go out with you.
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This year Christmas.. i had 2 presents. One from Edmund's auntie and one from my Malaysia cousin, 4th auntie's daughter. haha.. Thank you very much! haha.. now i dont know what to buy for them.
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Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!

Enchanted

2007-12-03T20:49:00.000+08:00

Today watched Enchanted with Edmund. HAha.. It is a wonderful and nice movie. haha.. in my opinion.. its a 5 over 5 stars movie. hehe.. coz it is a fairytale. Ask my papa to buy the VCD back for me. wEe.. [how to read woot?]
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haha... i am not feeling any better. haha.. i guess i am too used to all this. Or my expectations too high. Haha.. Maybe i should lie to myself.. it is better than others lying to me. haha.. so weird. I guess i should draw the line right now and make sure we don't cross it. In this way.. there will be decrease in expectations.. responsibilities on each sides.. and in the end.. less love and understanding. haha.. good theory. So at least in this way... i know where i stand and what i should and should not do. haha... so complicated. If i read this some other day... i don't think i will understand what i am saying.
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Better to be loved than to love someone

wanna go out

2007-12-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

Feeling right now: Want to go out... want to go esplanade.. haha.. or Orchard see the lights.. so super nice! Erm.. i am easily amazed by lights and bright and shiny things.. hehe.. think most girls are like that.
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Feeling right now: Down.. haha.. i dun know what to say. My father dun know all our birthdays. haha.. expected thing.. i dun mind.. as long as i get a bigger birthday present.. but thats not going to happen. haha.. coz we no money now. Even my school fees.. maybe got problem. Then.. i dun know when need to pay fees. I don't really care.. haha.. if i cant continue studying.. the most go out work.. then continue to study.
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Feel so lonely when you're not by my side.. Even lonelier when you're back

Avondale Grammar School

2007-11-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

Currently, i am working at an Australian school located in Singapore at Toa Payoh. hahah.. so convenient.. but have to be there at 8am. Quite early. haha.. Every thing is going to end on 7 December! My Last day there! Looking forward to it. haha.. coz working there is very boring.
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Are all Australians so friendly? Their friendliness is making me look like a unfriendly person. hehe.. coz i too quiet towards them. Think they feel that i am very cold. haha.. But i think everything is okie... i am trying to speak their language... proper english with Enthusiasm on the tone and the words used. Must use words like.. Well Done.. Wonderful.. Thats Beautiful.. Lovely.. hahahaha... so hard for me to say them.
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My job scope... is just to help the headmistress type things that she wants me to type. Sometimes i feel that their systems is not efficient and has a serious lack of communication among the headmistress and all the teachers. Coz at this time of the year, everyone is preparing the child's final report card. I don't see the teachers and headmistress having discussion or meetings to make a standard for the performance of the child and their grades to ensure that everything is fair.
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I had amended parts of the report card format and None of the teachers know about it. Till today... i told them about the changes to the word document. They said that nobody told them about anything. Sometimes, i feel that the headmistress is quite selfish. How can she just think about her own master copy and forget about informing the teachers. They are the ones responsible to grade the children. =___=
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She should have just finalise the final report card first before releasing it to the teachers and arranged some meetings for her and the teachers to communicate on the standard for grading the children. So much double work done. One of the teachers have to redo some little parts of the report coz of this lack of communication.
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Not that the headmistress have nothing to do. She is a very busy person. She really have a lot of work to do. Including communicating with the students... the Parents.. (chit chat) which is needed to keep a positive relationship on the parents helper side too.. and communicating with many other ppl. Just need to make small meetings to talk to the teachers is not hard at all for her. Plus planning for each level's curriculum and grading indicators. haha.. Still got a lot of other work... and thats a lot of things to do. Think she needs to plan her work too... everything is all over her desk.
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I think that there's some school politics and gossip between the teachers. weird...

Happy Birthday WeiSiang

2007-11-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Today is Wei Siang's birthday.. Happy Birthday to you. Hmm... its been quite some time since we cousins get together. haha... Just hope that we can meet within the year and not just during Chinese New Year. Coz that means its only once a year. haha.. or twice.. but less than five? But everything is okiez. Everyone is growing up and there will be changes. I'm not so ready to accept them yet.
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Growing up.. 8 Dec.. coming. haiz... Hannah said that theres a something we have to attend at school on my birthday. Think its in the morning. Not sure i want to go or not... but seems like it is a have to than a want to. =__=
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On 17 Nov, i went out with Jenny to shop for her D&D thingys. haah... long long shop. We shopped from 1pm plus to 9pm. Tiring man.. haha.. but we just cant find those nice checkered skirts.
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I remember at far east and marina square have one that i like. In Pur pur.. but that was in the past... maybe at the start of the year. Topshop also had a mid sales up to 50% i think for another cuter checkered skirt.. Right Now... most of the checkered skirts are out of the stores... nice once are hard to find lo. Left the checkered shorts.
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Haiz.. i still want that red skirt... at pur pur... or beige also can... no more le...
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Jenny and i ate at Ichiban Boshi. hehe... nice. But i still like Ichiban Sushi more... Erm.. they are the same company bah... Maybe that day the salmon sashimi not really good.. or fresh.
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oOh... Benefits have so many interesting things. That was the first time i went there.. haha.. cool man. But too expensive for me. Maybe when i got money and time to makeup then i will buy.
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After shopping, i went to my cousin's house to help her with the makeup stuff.. Teach Wendy how to make up using the Magazines... Vivi and Queen. haha.. but i not experienced also.. just see the magazine and follow lo.
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::Tired... need more sleep::

SIM Carechild.. Lunch with Wei Song

2007-11-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hihi everybody! So many exciting things happened! haha... maybe just a few.. It is like an adventure to me. So Cool.
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Firstly, on Friday 9 November 2007, a very important day. That day was the day that.... i met a whole class of cute little kids. hehe.. My cousin was asked to helpout at the SIM ChildCare Centre. i didnt know it exist. hahaha... Though i saw kids at the SIM atrium before.
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I met Cousin LiFang in SIM then we went to the Childcare centre to help out on their graduation for the K2 kids. LiFang and i went around saying hi to kids. haha.. so cool and cute. But sometimes i feel a little tinsi winsi bit uncomfortable. coz they use they big large shiny eyes and stare at me. hahaha.. feel scared. Think they want something from me or feel that i am a stranger.
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The first job! Help the kids change into their costumes. haha.. I looked so clueless on how to do it lo. Then i just see what my cousin do and copy can le bah. Only changed 2 at first. The kids look at me with the shy expression... i also feel so shy lo. Never help kids change before... feel so awkard. Later i helped 2 or 3 more kids. This time, need to help them wear pampers! I dun know how to help them wear lo. My cousin helped me on that.
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Next, my cousin helped some kids do some make up. Look like crayons... easy wash off crayon. haha... must draw kitten looking kids. After that, I played with the kids.
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All the kids are so lovable! Personally, i like Tristan, Zac, Javier, Chensal? dun really know his name, Galvin and the others. Inesh is a bit naughty. haha... Zac is super cute and blur blur one. He always look blur. When i look at him and smile.. he will jump around and feel happy.. so cute. Cant forget him at all. In the end, he stood on stage but didnt dance or cry. haha.. so cute. I really like to hug Zac and Triston!
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Triston is also super cute! He kissed my hand. hahah... then i abit shock in the nice way.. so Sweet and touched. I "danced' with him too... Just spin him around.. He likes to jump around too. He also loves hugging super lot. He hug me.. a lot of times.. hug Miss Emiko.. And loves hugging his father.
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Javier is already wearing specs... but i dun know his degree. He looks very smart and cute but i didnt interact much with him.. just played a little bit. Galvin is also very cute. He keep refusing when its his turn to put makeup. hahah..
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Chensal is really cute too. haha... coz they are wearing the kitten costumes. I grabbed his tail and his reaction was the irritated, angry, in pain cat. So cute! Then i sayang.. he got the blur blur and feel comfort look. Cant forget his that expression.. Super cute! When i gave him the gummy bears, i hid it in his hands and quickly asked for another one. hahah... then i asked him to eat it first then i give another one.. [but i think i spell his name wrongly.. or.. this is not his name.. =X]
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I hope that i can go there and see them again. But dun think is possible. haha.. its a childcare centre.. not a playground for me. In the end, i think i didnt help much. haha.. just play alot with the kids. Feel so... sad... cant bear to leave them.. expecially Zac and Triston. *Sob sob*
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Second, today i bring my younger bro out for lunch. We ate 2 horrible, not tasty and a bit expensive stuff. Pepper lunch express Teriyaki Pepper Chicken and Pastamania Mussel and Clam in white wine. haha.. to me is average to not nice. For my brother is Not nice at all. I think if we went to the pepper lunch at Taka... should be able to eat something nicer than this. For Pastamania.. still a Nono for me. I just cant find any nice pasta there. Maybe i will try the pizza in future.
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::.I wanna play with the kids again *cry* i miss them so much.::

After Cost exam

2007-11-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

Yes! The exams are finally over!
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On that day, after exams, i went to meet Edmund at Jurong Point. Actually we were supposed to meet in school then go eat Rice Bowl at NP Atrium then got Clementi sing song. hehe... but then due to time contraints, i went to Jurong Point meet him, eat Crystal Jade (zha jiang mian, fried rice, prawn and egg thingy with crab meat and scallop thingy) hehe.. cant remember their names. After that, we watched The Game Plan.
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A Super extremely funny, warm, touching, nice, fatherly movie. haha.. really very envy them. Haha.. the little girl is cute too. The stupidest character is that dumb guy in the football team. haha.. if you watch it you'll know. The movie is really very touching... at least touching to me.. maybe for a reason... or is there.... The Rock can sing and play the guitar... haha... really not bad.. haha.. his expressions are also funny and cute... Think can buy this VCD and watch it again.
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After the movie, i saw the Spongebob soft toy at toysrus. haha.. it reminded me of my elder brother. So Edmund and i bought it as present for my brother. When i went home to celebrate his birthday and ask ppl to guess what is the present. Only my cousin Alan and my brother's gf knew what was it. hehe... dun know is they understand my brother or understand my perception of my brother.
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Today, i meet Edmund and his aunty at Bugis. Coz Edmund and his aunty want to go temple to pray for Edmund. Edmund aunty also bought a present for Edmund as birthday present. haha.. really a very good aunty. After that, we went to Suntec to sing at kbox. Edmund's other aunty came to join us too.
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haha... as usual.. i cant communicate with anyone. i think only i know that i am like this because i am shy and really dun know what to say... and timid and dun dare. haha... to others.. i am arrogant, stuckup, unfriendly, quiet, feel disturbed. haha.. i think if is myself looking at myself, i will think this way too. The thing is that.. i guess.. no one has time to understand someone like me. no one really has the patience to handle me. i just feel sad for myself. no one said anything yet... but i think most of the ppl feel this way about me. real sad. for myself.
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Today, i said the wrong stuff to Edmund. haha.. i think i shouldnt have said all those things. i always say the wrong things. I dun really mean it. haha.. i just hope that it will not get between us in future. another sad thing..
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..::Forgive me::..

CLAW exam

2007-11-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

hAiz... the company law exam is a killer. So Super difficult okiez. haiz... somemore the teacher gives tips like never give like that. hahaha... actually is quite ok bah. Maybe i cant interprate what he said. so sian.
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The exam paper is so difficult that i nearly cry in the hall. I really dun know what to answer and how to answer the questions. I think this is my worse attempt. haiz.. no structure.. everything anyhow dump inside.
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I hope i will pass... at least pass... haiz... really dun know what to do. i think the examiner may tear off his hair when he read my answers. haha.. hope he can accept my answer.. maybe mark them when he is drunk... everything tick and full marks. hahaha...
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even after the exam, when i took a nap in the afternoon, i had a nightmare about the company law examination.
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The Horror... of company law... exams....
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dilemma

FA Exam

2007-10-26T17:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Today finish the FA exam... now still got CLAW and CostManagement. so sian lo. Dun know how to study for these two subject. haha..
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Jay Chou tickets sold out le. So irritating. haiz.. even if i want to buy also need to find the money to buy... now.. is.. got money also no use... all single seats left.. so stupid lo. =(
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dun know what to do. so sad.. cant buy the tickets.

Movie with Jenny

2007-10-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

Today, i watched Resident Evil: Extinction with Jenny at Marina Square. haha.. the volume of the sound in the theatre is loud lo... keep making me jump at my seat. haha.. then timid me keep using my hands to cover my eyes in case something scary comes out. hahah.. but i think not really very scary. I think the movie is cool.. but the previous one seems to be better.
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Recently i created a Facebook account. haha.. then there is this fluff pet thing i created too. Hai... i keep losing food money for my Hoppily Roo roo.. i lost a lot of bets on their races. haha.. so sad lo. =( i think my Roo roo have to beg for food le. hahah..
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Dun know why feel sad now. haha.. maybe jealous and sad for myself. haha.. also angry. my moods very messy one.
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My ambition: to be an assasin.. i want to kill and punish those ppl who are so getting on my nerves.
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Imagine yourself.. married to this guy who dun know how to earn money but is damn super good at spending money on entertainment. Most importantly, he loves to flirt with other girls but dun have any skills and like to spend money on those activities. He put his friendster profile status as Single. In his friendster account, he put his UGLY STUPID ASSPIG hole face that looks so... stupid and photos of 2 female in some want to show their front pose which is obviously from those website and not his friends. His job? Becoz he is so JOBLESS, his father-in-law have to invest money to give him a job. So that he can be boss. LOUSY boss... hahaha.. What a JOKE! His dirty mouth... so dirty like he never brush his teeth since the day he was born. He talk about his wife with absolutely NO RESPECT for her at all. Said something like coz he is so good at chasing girls.. he married her within a very short time. The very RIDICULOUS thing is he look so UGLY can.. =/ SUper hate this kind of USELESS man. no backbone at all.. shit man. I hope the wife will see the truth someday soon.

Jolin Songs

2007-10-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

Blogging again. waste my time.. hahaha.. no lahz. Recently, i listened to all of Jolin's songs. hMm.. 2 favourite songs in the album are 怕什麼 and 日不落. Okiez.. make it 4 songs.. 節拍器 and 非賣品. These are the slow songs lo. The faster beat songs.. Agent J is nice.. 桃花源 is nice too. Alone is okiez.. the rest are.. ehem.. i dun like kind lo. Actually only left 3 to 4 songs.. So is easily identified. =P
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Lee Wei Song's music is really nice. haha.. i like his style in this and the previous album. haha.. but sound kinda almost alike bah. But is nice.. really nice.. =D
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怕什麼(韓劇[巴黎戀人]片尾曲)作詞：鄭淑妃(妤辰)　作曲：李偉菘　編曲：Terence Teo
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能感覺你手很暖和　能感覺你是特別的
當我的手被你牽著　在街頭在風中放縱
隨你到世界最盡頭　隨你上山去放煙火
當你唱著　生日快樂　我感動　你讓我受寵
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＊我不再怕什麼　躲什麼　我只想知道你在想什麼　
請貼近我的心貼近我的耳朵　
聽你輕輕的　輕輕的　輕輕的說　到底我是你的什麼
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我不再怕什麼　躲什麼
我只想知道你愛不愛
我現在我安靜的　貼在你的胸口等你說　
聽你說　說愛我
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我肯定你是愛我的　我肯定你是認真的
你會愛我天長地久　全世界為我們祝賀
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Repeat ＊說愛我　（怕什麼　躲什麼）
怕什麼　（知道你愛不愛我）
現在我安靜的　貼在你的胸口
等你說　聽你說　說愛我
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日不落作詞：崔惟楷　作曲：Bard/Alexander Bengt Magnus/Anders Hansson編曲：林邁可
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天空的霧來的漫不經心　河水像油畫一樣安靜
和平鴿慵懶步伐押著韻　心偷偷的放晴
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＊祈禱你像英勇的禁衛軍　動也不動的守護愛情　
你在回憶裡留下的腳印　是我愛的風景
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＃我要送你日不落的想念　寄出代表愛的明信片　
我要送你日不落的愛戀　心牽著心把世界走遍　
你就是慶典　你就是晴天　我的愛未眠　
不落的想念　飛在你身邊　我的愛未眠
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愛的巴士總是走了又停　微笑望著廣場上人群
我要把愛全都裝進行李　陪我一起旅行
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Repeat　＃　＊,＃,＃

Balls of fury

2007-10-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

On Sunday 30 Sept 07, Edmund and I went to watch Balls of Fury after singing K lunch with his aunties. haha. The movie is pretty meaning.. less. haha.. just for laughs movie. Funny and lame.
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Just before Edmund and i went to the theatres, Nicholas called my name when he's queuing at the snacks counter. haha.. ya. i looked at him blurly. Not because i cant remember him. I for sure will never forget him one.. know him so long already. Because my brain not really working that day at that time.. very tired and sleepy day. Whatever he said, i just dun know what to reply lo. Brain a bit frozen. haha.. i think i regain conciousness only after the movie. Laugh till brain warm up le.
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hMm.. Nicholas don't look one bit different from before NS. haha.. coz his hair has been botak since primary school and he seldom keep his hair long.. maybe a few times only. Maybe shld talk to him next time.. if theres chance.
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After watching the movie, Edmund and i went to carrefour and bought the prickly heat he needed before going home.
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The day before Sunday, Saturday 29 sept 07. Edmund and i shopped around Bugis and City hall for the things he need for camp. Including a pair of jeans, some army shop things, shampoo, bandages, blah and more. Edmund's blister burst and theres bleeding all over when he did his training. Look quite erm.. scary.. abit only. I nv see blisters like that before.
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After shopping, we went to City hall and continue shopping while waiting for his Secondary school friends to come. At around 9pm, i went home. Edmund met up with his friends for a while and left. He had to go somewhere to pray.
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+_in the office_+

Cont.

2007-09-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

hAha.. and oh.. i'm sorry if i sound like a stupid dumb shit complaining about life when there are much more ppl who feels sorry for themselves in situation even worse than mine, or more people who are unfortunate and have better reasons to feel uncontented, or more people who are poorer and feels that.. erm.. u'll get my idea..
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Thankyou. =/

No. 295 Post

2007-09-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

I think i need a erm.. someone to complain.. then can advice me.. and keep the secrets for me. haha.. think that this person has to be a professional then can solve my problems.
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Think i getting more and more emo. Nowadays the moodswing very very fast. hahah.. i can cry while doing my work at work. The work is too easy for me.. so it allows my mind to wonder around things and my mind keep talking to myself and complaining to myself. haha.. think i driving myself crazy.
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Just feel that i am always restricted and theres so many restrictions for me. I consider myself as a not a bad girl. I don't have a night life, no clubbing, no supper with friends, little outings with friends.. or sometimes none, low communication chances with human and a lot more. Why is there still so many restrictions? Don't know when will this end.. haha.. i already 20. but i have a mind of a 12yr old bah..
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I just hope that i can be treated more like a human being. haha.. not that my family will torture me. Just that the rules, the insults, the reprimandings, the way we communicate, our problems.. are all driving me to a corner.
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If theres something to describe me.. i think is a Broom.. Ugly looking broom. haha.. Brooms can't talk. Brooms dun make broom friends. Brooms are made of wood.. like my brain.. so dumb. Brooms are stiff. Brooms dun last long. Brooms are always being bullied, kicked around and scolded. Brooms look Ugly. Brooms are TOTALLY under the control of human beings. Noone cares about the Brooms. Brooms do dirty jobs. Brooms are smelly. Brooms are always left behind. Brooms are the least impt thing at home. Usefulness 1/10.
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This is best description of myself.

Final Fantasy 8 test

2007-09-12T11:54:00.000+08:00

You are Fuujin! You've dealt with a lot of problems, and may be more introverted now than you once were. The wounds have healed but scars are still there. You've got a bit of a temper, which might make it hard for you to form lasting friendships.

Take test here:
http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=SorceressKnight

Fox Catalog

2007-09-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

Last night, Lifang showed me the U Magazine and showed us Wei Siang's makeover in the magazine. haha... Its a very cool look. Wow.. he just look as good as when he haven had his shave. haha.. not that he got hair in the picture. I'm so amazed! Lifang said that she didnt even recognise Wei Siang in the magazine until my Aunty saw it. haha.. Really proud for WeiSiang. hehe.. and proud to be his cousin.
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Guess that no one knows how i feel about them. haiz.. the distance will be further.. and further..... it doesnt seem to matter to others.. but it really matter to me.. alot.... but i guess nothing is going to change all these.. becoz it is a part of life and has been predicted a long time ago. Prophesy is coming true..?
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Yeah~! Today went out with Edmund. Wee.. haha.. very long never talk so long. I met Sandy to return her the notes she lend me. After that, i went to Pasir Ris and waited for Edmund from 2.30pm to 3.30pm. haha... we took cab back to his house. Edmund's aunty just came back from HK and gave me a present. haha... they also treat me the Lao Po Bing and Almond Biscuit.. really very nice to eat lo! Sweet sweet but not too sweet. =D hAha.. she also bought 2 t-shirts from Edmund but Edmund dun like the blue one coz he thinks that it looks.. erm.. dun suit him. haha.. then he keep saying like for girls one. Then i say.. actually girl and boy also can wear leh.. But more for men.
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After that, Edmund and i went to Jurong Point. We ate Long John Silver... after that keep walking around. hehe.. Edmund bought comics.. i bought a pair of beach slippers and a jacket short-sleeve one. I think today broke record. hehe.. Edmund and i shopped for so long lo.. and is go into female apparel shops most of the time. hehe.. We went to coffee bean to rest and chat. I think also break record leh.. shopping record and talking record.
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Oh.. Today i looked through the Fox Catalog in the shop. Its only for browsing. haha.. get some inspirations but i forgot le. haha.. only remember one skirt and one long-sleeve.. but forgot how to match them. Haiz.. stm. The styles they present is good. But the catalog is disgusting lo.. boy kiss girl.. girl kiss boy.. girl kiss girl.. =___= *puke* Think if got chance, i would like to yan jiu the catalog again.. =P
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+_Happy day_+

The flying dream

2007-09-02T12:05:00.000+08:00

hMm.. i remember that i had this flying dream twice when i slp. (been quite long since i had this dream) haha.. i think i quite like that dream. Because in that dream i can fly very high in the sky with the kite looking thing behind my back.. at least i got something to grip on in front. I can still remember the fear when i fly.. =P But i don't understand the dream because i keep flying to and fro from Singapore to another country to meet some ppl.. but hey.. i don't have to bring along my passport to travel around. So fang bian.. convenient.
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hehe.. But in the dream, is just me flying alone.. haha.. if got someone fly with me will be better bah. haha... Maybe because i stay at HDB.. in that dream also keep seeing HDB view and the sea view when i fly.. if got better view will also be nicer bah.. hahaha..
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If it were to happen in real life... i think i haven fly already cry or faint liaoz... scared of heights lo.. I don't even dare to take rollercoaster ride... how to learn how to fly.. hahaha.. XD
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So if you cant experience something in real life, dream about them and experience them in a different way, different dimension and in a much safer way too.. hahaha.. wish that i will have this dream again some night.. =)
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+_Flying without wings_+

money...

2007-08-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

Terrence is working at that IT show from 30 Aug to hMm.. 2 Sept? So short only lo. Dun know IT show can earn how much money. haha.. Oh ya.. i want to buy the portable hard disk.. most probably buy from Terrence's boss. Hope not too expensive.
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hMm.. i want to buy the $30 guitar.. hehe.. lousy guitar lah.. for beginners like me. I think if i dislike playing guitar can just smash the guitar man. $30 guitar. The guide is also included.. dun know when will i go buy it. Dun know go there will be able to find the guitar or not.
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feel like going out. so sian. feel so uncontented. very uncontented with my past. extremely uncontented with myself. haha... coz i am not good enough.. i am nothing to others.
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But except for all these, i am still happy with my life, family and everything i am given.
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Hope can get pay soon. haha... i want to buy stuff..

i need someone

2007-08-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

haha... i cut my own hair.. my fringe today. haha.. not bad lah.. still the same style but shorter a bit only.. coz my hair irritating my eyes... then dun want to spend money just to get someone to cut my fringe.. so DIY.
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hmm.. i think i cant find anyone who will be there for me to comfort me when i cry.. someone who will listen to me.. complain.. someone who will talk to me... just communicate lo.. someone who will let me feel secure.. someone who will always be there for me.. someone who is willing to share... someone who likes my existence or presences.. someone who will feel comfortable with me... someone who wants my attention... and a lot more. hey.. i am not just talking about bfs.. i meant bfs and good friends.
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I am sure that it is not my friends.. the problem is me. haha.. i just cant step out of my comfort zone. so useless one.. haha..
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I don't even dare to make eye contact with erm.. friends.. people lo. feel so weird.. haha.. aiya.. think i no hope le. Seriously No Hope!
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So Please.. don't put high hopes on me.. there must be someone even better than me.. and definitely there is someone better...
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im born to feel lonely, be alone. born to be a boring person too. don't come too close to me. really... don't.
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+_disappointment is written all over me_+

My temper

2007-08-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

My temper is not good. haha... maybe i should do something to remember that i lost my temper. You know.. like maybe making a mark on my hand.. showing that i lost my temper today. haha...
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i dun know about you... but i do know that i always got this feeling.. Almost after every time i lost my temper.. i will feel guilty and a sense of regret. one word.. too harsh. =P thats 2 words..
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I will also get that feeling whenever i scold someone... like using bad word.. haha.. which i seldom do.. especially when i use those words on people close to me. haha... almost immediately i will get that feeling and then i will say touchwood.. and hope that i didnt say that.. and pray that they will be safe. I'm not sure about everyone.. but i always feel like this... haha..
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the bad words i use are like... Stupid.. shit... idiot.. asshole.. erm.. the others are more seldom lo. lol..
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It is really very hard to say those 3 words to people you care? Maybe i am not used to saying those words... but i know that she really need that 3 words from us but we just cant find the suitable atmosphere to say it. The most we can do is write the 3 words down.. but i am not sure whether it is enough to show our love. Can someone teach me how to say i love you to my Mummy?
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+_this feeling_+

I am late..

2007-08-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today, me and my Mummy went to the temple to pray. And i got some advice for myself which i cannot share. But i can tell you that.. some things are better left untold. haha... but i didnt regret knowing all those things. Must look on the bright side.
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Then i meet Edmund at City Hall. Today, i am late for i think about 40 mins. hehe.. We walked to Marina sq to see the movie slot thingy. haha.. but nv see anything we want to watch and the timing is weird coz we also cannot go sing k-box. So we walked around.
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The centre stage at Marina sq has this dancing competition. We stood there and watched 3 groups of dancers compete. The first grp combines dancing moves and those fighting or boxing moves. Not bad but very repetitive. The second grp is 3 women dress like erm.. show off their front kind. Their dance moves... turn here turn there band down show their ehem.. Better not win. The third grp is like our schools NRA. haha.. Theirs the Best among these 3 grps. Theres a lot of different moves and is a consistent kind of thing. No repeats and is catchy.
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The surprising thing is that the 3rd grp ppl.. there is this girl who looks like ChinPei when we look down. (that angle) Her looks (from tt angle), her figure, movements, way she stand, way her do her stuff, way she do the nervous action, way she dance, way she scratch her nose, way she clap her hand, way she Walk, even her VOice! EVERYTHING she do is 99% alike to Chin Pei. Is like a splitting image of her! Like Chin Pei's sister. But is not Chin Pei because i called her and she's at home.
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After much discussion, we decided to eat Sakae! wEe... hahah.. Edmund feels like eating rice or noodles mah.. dun want western.. want Chinese or Asian food. As usual, i anything also eat one. We ate a lot as usual. hehe.. We ate the unagi+the erm.. very nice to eat deep-fried thing set, 2 chawamushi, 1 cha soba, 1 salmon and 1 the erm.. salmon rolled over the rice, fish egg and mayo thingy. Always cannot remember the names.
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I think i got eating disorder. haha.. everytime i eat with Edmund.. everything taste extra extra extra nicer. haha... i think even if i eat with my family.. food taste extra nicer too..
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K-box time! very expensive... 5++++ to 9pm is $23 nett each person. haha.. After singing, we took taxi home. While waiting for the cab, we saw the fireworks! Super Nice lo! Actually, i dun mind squeezing with ppl just to admire the 15 mins fireworks. haha.. just that i dun think i will find anyone who will dun mind squeezing with ppl plus with Me (a extremely boring, expressionless, nothing to say, like an empty shell person) to admire the fireworks.
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End of day!
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Thoughts of the day
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I forgot what i wanna say. =P Okies.. is it really okie to look for your own happiness in the expense of hurting other people. Is it really okie to live your life for yourself in the expense of hurting more people... When i say "people" i meant close people like my Mummy, my family and Edmund.
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I never really tot that it is correct to want what i want.. most of the time i dun have a choice and i really dun know what i want. But i am glad that i have my Mummy to make decisions for me. But it really makes me feel so... mei zhu jian.. bei bei ren qian ze bi zi zou.. that kind of thing.. Means i dun have a mind of my own. But on the other hand, i think i did make some decisions on who i want to be with and follow my heart or sometimes Mind. I don't want to cause unhappiness cause of this few little major decisions i make...
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When people are young (playful ppl)... they will say 不在乎天长地久只在乎曾经拥有. When people mature (especially girls) will want the opposite 只在乎天长地久.
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+_I am just not born to make decisions_+ [i always get the wrong answers]

Lost

2007-08-12T15:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I meet Edmund at Pasir Ris. Haha.. this time is he wait for me coz I am a little bit late. Hehe.. we go to his house for awhile then took taxi to marina square. We ate at seoul garden. Haha.. everything I cook become chao ta one. Coz if it is not chao ta means is not cooked. I can’t really tell when the food is cooked. Erm.. maybe I should go learn cooking or something. Hahaha… think Edmund is a better cook than me. At least he knows when the food is ready to eat. After that, we went to Toa Payoh buy comic and went home. Edmund and Edmund’s aunty gave me the Rong Zhu Er songs and Zhang Zhen Yue songs. Haha.. So Cool!
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Today, Edmund and I went to Jurong Point and watched Rush Hour 3. haha.. super funny lo.. especially the NGs! The bad guys are always the high ranked officers. Maybe can make something more interesting for the story part. After that, we went home.
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Suddenly, (while I am on the way home in the cab) Edmund called and say that he lost his mobile phone. But the phone is not with me and not in the taxi lo. haiz… Edmund say must be in the theatre. So Edmund called the GV at JP and report the lost. I called JP to report the lost too. In the end, Edmund went back to JP GV Cinema 5 Row P seat 11 and 12 and found the phone at my seat. Luckily he found the mobile phone if not we can’t communicate during the weekdays and have to spend money to buy the phone again.
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Just hope that in future I will remember to ask him to check his pockets for his belonging. Usually I will ask him to check them but I forgot about it today.
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+_Hope that in future I can make up my mind quickly and do the right thing_+

Edmund's back

2007-08-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

Yea! Edmund is back from Tekong. haha.. Edmund will book out on 8 Aug evening Wed and will book in on 9 Aug Thurs 10pm. haha.. think i shld ask to shift my Thursday working day to Wednesday bah. Have to ask them first.
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Today we watched Flashpoint. haha.. Flashpoint is just a movie about police, spy, bad guys, betrayal and those triad stuff lo. Typical Hong Kong TV series kinda thing in a movie. haha.. Not bad lah. The movie is Violent and theres LOTs of fighting that kind. haha... i Like! haha.. but a bit not realistic and too violent bah. Coz if anyone suffer that one blow, i think already fainted or bone broken. Should be unable to fight back after getting hit like that.
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I want to learn how to fight like them!!! I want to learn how to defend myself when someone attack me. haha.. like when ppl attack then turn here twist there then in the end is i pin them down kinda thing. Use the attacker's energy to my own advantage that kind. haha.. i don't mind learning how to slam ppl too. =)
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Edmund bought a dress for me from Blossom. haha.. Quite nice. haha.. erm.. but i never wear that kind of dress before so not really used to it. My mummy say.. i should go on diet.. coz i got Tummy! haiz... must jian fei.

Songs

2007-08-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

=) Nowadays got so many super nice new songs!!! =) Extremely excited lo! Most importantly, i will be getting the songs from my friends. hehehe.. if i got money sure will go buy and support the singers one. erm.. but i seriously have no money. Have to wait for my 2 days pay for July. =P
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Mi lu bing songs is all so NICE!!! Most probably becoz most of the songs are like FIR style kind one. hehe.. coz i Love FIR mah. Actually, i tot that only their fast and catchy songs will be attractive in the album But, the su qing slow songs are also nice. I haven hear any songs that have cheesy lyrics yet.. maybe only the "so sad" is not really good. haha.. Really! the rest of the songs are great. (sorry arh.. my vocab like only got nice and great to describe things -__-)
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The must listen songs will be "Lei", "Shi Ying", "Tian shi juan lian" and "wo wei she me hai ai ni"!
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JJ songs, i only hear the Big man small women.. haha.. direct translation. That song is nice.
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Another super duper touching song is "Xiao Xiao" by Rong zhu er!!! Anyone have this song MUST send me. Very touching and nice. haha.. The song is composed by the talented Jay Chou and Lyrics by Fang Wen Shan. This is also a must listen song!
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hMm.. Oh ya.. i saw the new song on MTV. Mayday and Chen Qi Zhen sang the "Si ben dao yue "ball" (Moon)" my han yu ping ying that good. haha.. anyway that song is nice, Sweet and very couple kinda thing.. Mayday Ah Xin like so lucky this year. Have chance to work with SHE, kiss Selina (heard that there was a lot of NG) and work with Chen Qi Zhen. haha.. Lucky man... erm.. if anyone found this song also must send me!
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Addition to my list of songs i want
Erique Iglesias songs (The ping pong song?)
Home by Daughtry
Fei Lun Hai new song

i am back

2007-07-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

wOohOOooOo~! Feel so HAPPY! Chin Pei sent me the 迷路兵 songs... i happy till wanna siao diao le. =D wEe... Yeahhh.. i like the 迷路兵 - 泪 song best!!! Maybe tml get the JJ songs from her!
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+_HaPpy!_+

sad sad

2007-07-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

feeling sad. dun know why. haha.. so sian.
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number of things i wanna do
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Go east coast play sand cycle relax and everything
Go esplanade stare at the water
Ice-skate with my cousins
Bowling
Pool
KBox
Build a bear
Shopping everywhere anywhere
Vivo Wisma Taka Far East Bugis Heeren EvERywhere lo
Buy A-Mei Cd and Mi Lu Ping Cd
JJ songs have to wait for ChinPei to buy.. hehehe.. dun know she buying or not. =P
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hMm.. dun know if i shld go kbox lunch or not tml. haha.. 11am to 2pm. Aiya.. but i no weekday friend.. if go have to go alone. haha.. not first time go alone. haha.. 3 hrs only.. shld be enough for me. =P After that go sch study claw... erm.. Plann but will not do bah. =/
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+_No matter how hard i try, i will never be good enough_+

House.. Condo.. Semi-D..

2007-07-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha.. i particularly remember a lesson i had from my Mummy with i was very very young. haha.. Mummy was teaching me the different terms of houses.
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Mummy said: We are staying in Semi-detach. The house bigger than semi-detach is Bungalow. Then i was thinking that Bungalow equals to 2 semi-detach joined together. haha.. erm.. actually, i still think that way bah. =P Mama said that there are also terrance house example Mrs.Chen's house is a terrance house.
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Condominium means erm. like Bayshore Condo that is near our house. People can stay at higher levels and also enjoy the facilities like swimming pools and gym. haha.. but have to pay money. The other type is HDB flat. Go market then can see the HDB flats le. HDB flats are just like condo can stay in higher level but no facilities. But can use the community centres.
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Because i am lazy. So everything to me is house. haha.. Another lesson is the difference between house and home. House is a place we stay and home is family. Home and family means there is Mother, Father, Brothers and Sisters. That is home.
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In the end, House equals to HDB flat, Condo, Semi-detach, Bungalow. hahaha.. XD

Saturday with Jenny

2007-07-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

Yeah~ Today went out with Jenny! Today, we shop shop awhile only lah. haha.. after that we went to Sakae to eat coz i haven eat anything yet. Lets see.. we ate a lot of stuff. haha.. the Vegetable thing is nice but i dun know what it is called. hehe..
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We watched Harry Potter. haha.. My 2nd time watching the movie. hMm.. okiez. Now i am clearerer about what the movie is about. haha.. coz i still dun really know what is happening for some parts but now i know. hahah... blur me.
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Jenny is currently reading the Harry Potter book. Wa.. more than half le! erm.. i dun know why but i just dun have the patience to finish reading a book. haha.. need someone to read to me bah.
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haha.. i'm looking forward to our KBox Session with Chin Pei. haha.. don't know when will it be.
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This morning ChengKai asked me if i want to go Tokyo from 14 to 25 Sept. Free accomodation, air tickets @$900 including tax and guaranteed Tokyo Game Show Media Day. Erm.. can guess lo. Must be going to Tokyo for some Game Events. hahaha.. He never change one. So they need one more person to qualify for the Singapore Airlines offer. Anyone? Erm.. anyone got anything you want to buy from Tokyo.. can ask this guy help you buy. hahaha.. XD
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Wonder when i can go Hong kong, Taiwan, Tokyo and Europe...

Songs that i want

2007-07-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

+List of songs i want+
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Thanks for the memory by Fall Out Boys
Better than me by Hinder
Before its too late by Goo Goo Dolls
Stranger by Hilary Duff
I'll make love to you by BoyIIMen
I don't wanna miss a thing by Aerosmith
Clothes off by Gym Class Hero
Like this by Kelly Rowland
Umbrella by Rihanna
Shut up and drive by Rihanna
Jenny by The Click Five
Avril new songs
JJ new songs
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I finally mass send sms to inform my friends about my "new" number. Been using it for more than 1.5 year. haha.. but i didnt send sms to ppl.. XD
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here's the update i got from my friends
Jerry (Sec 2B)'s first book out today. haha.. he is in Ninja co. One tough co.
Melvin's last day at work at a Temple. hMm.. work in temple.. i wonder.
JiaWei (Sec 4E5) says that he is in the same camp as Shuolun, Edwin and ZhiHong. Plus our pri sch friends. hMm.. he in my Ngee ann pri meh? Oh ya... he is! We take School bus 5 tgt. Then he stay Simei and goes to sch with his sister. hahaha.. how can i forget. =__=
ChoonChin ORD soon
Forever21 Jenny don't remember me.. say need to see picture. Seriously think that that number is no longer her number. erm.. she wouldnt forget me bah. =P
Albert, my ex-sec sch Science tutor asking me if i got students to recommend him. haha..
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+_Thats all_+

Wee.. a jOB

2007-07-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

Great News! haha.. i will be starting work on Monday. Means there will be less doing nothing and more doing something~! Most probably working on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday.
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Yesterday, went to have lunch with Insurance agent Guan Hong. haha.. we talked about pre-marital sex in Singapore and some stories of his female friends who had those idiotic unfaithful guys (full of damn shit excuses). The unfaithful guys fell for their gf's friends or colleagues. Same case different ppl. One of the guy's excuse is... "coz you keep going overseas.. so i will blah blah". The other one brought the gf's friend overseas and spent 1/2 month with her. He is already engaged with the gf liaoz leh. Engagement means nothing lo. Think those girls have phobia with getting into a new relationship.
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Singapore is definitely not doing enough "that education" for the kids. Or maybe i belong to the older generation. hahah... More and more of those pre-marital sex happening in Singapore. Just hope that those naive girls will stop being naive. Once the guys get what they want, they will leave. haha.. this is a very easy, basic and very human instinct kinda logic. Be smarter lo. -__- At least, the parents should tell the kids what to do and what not to do. Maybe kids are more rebellious this days. Nv listen one. =/ I think that guys will not respect girls who dun respect themselves. eh.. u get what i mean right. haha..
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So the Insurance part. Lets see. haha.. i think will buy the medical coverage one for myself. Is deducted through CPF MediSave. haha.. think will be no problem one.. One year $122 means per month around $10 for AIA. Have to compare AIA, Prudential and NTUC before i decide buy from who. Also have to consider the speed of processing the claim and stuff. haha.. if not will regret in future.
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Can someone explain the meaning of Cash Value in the whole life policy? haha.. means i nv die also can get the money back? Or means i can borrow money using that policy? haha.. messy.
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In the evening, went to have dinner with ERA friends. haha.. got BBQ chicken, hot-plate sotong and stingray, satay and fried kway teo. Very nice to eat lo. hehe.. lucky me staying in TPY. They say i lost weight le. haha.. my weighing machine says that i am 45kg. My weighing machine always bluff ppl one. Maybe tml i will be 47kg again. =__=
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At night, went to Clementi with Mummy and Ms Lim Aunty eat a bit supper. Come home cant really slp. Feel like vomitting but cannot vomit lo. So afraid that i will puke in Ms Lim aunty's car. Lucky nv. hahah.. must be the supper got problem or my body is too tired because i only had 3.5hrs of slp. Cant digest the food bah. I still managed to fall aslp at 1.30am and wake up at 10.30am.
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+_dumb dumb_+

Cant slp

2007-07-26T07:35:00.000+08:00

Last week, i can't eat well. This week, i can't slp well. haha.. funny. -__- Last night, i blogged and slept at 2am. At 5.30am, Edmund sms me. haha.. now i can't get back to sleep.
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I knew that this will happen. But i didnt expect it to be so soon..

My Mind..

2007-07-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

haha.. dun understand why these few days my mind is so active. Recent Dreams. The Old songs i keep thinking of. The problems at home. My Ideal guy or my Mummy's ideal guy? How to make my Mummy smile and laugh? My ambition. The actual distance girls and guys should have. The reason i don't trust guys. Men cant be trusted (Always a problem.. hahaha).. So many things happening in my mind.. haha.. But no place to let it all out? haha.. well.. erm.. i always have my blog.
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Since my blog is not popular, i can always write personal stuff here. haha..
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Recently, i dreamt of the happy times I had before with my friends and my cousins. Haha.. most probably becoz I miss those times. Those dreams made me smile while I was slping lo. haha.. that feeling is so sweet, felt so real, so happy and nice.
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Dream one: Just a normal afternoon, sitting down beside Jenny in Canteen 1. Haha.. I am seeing myself and Jenny chatting happily and enjoying poly school life. Though looked very normal but the feeling is very happy and xin fu bah. At that time, canteen 1 is crowded as usual but is breathable lo.. not packed like crazy.
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Dream one Part 2: Eh, I don’t know how. Suddenly, I am visiting Marvin while he is working in the shop. Haha.. Funny thing is I don’t even know what I said wrong (maybe coz I am saying things that happened in school), Marvin showed the “Ni Hen Qian Da Leh” face or is the “what you are saying is lame or not interesting or is none of my business or is the “are you trying to be funny” face. Haha.. anyway, that is one extremely funny expression.
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Dream two: Sometimes I am viewing the dream as a third person and sometimes I am me in my dream. Just like the past, occasionally we'll go swimming, study, go arcade together. Just like when we were still kids. Haha.. I can feel the happiness in the dream lo. After swimming, we have lectures together. After that, I went home myself. Oh ya.. the MRT in my dream looks shorter leh.. haha.. look like design of the MRT and size of LRT. The view outside of the train seems to be greener. Haha…
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So anyone want to attempt in solving my dreams?
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I think is coincidence, or maybe not? Because these 3 people are the few of the many people that are erm.. important in my life.
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+_Part of my happiest period of my life_+

Boring day

2007-07-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

hMm.. Today is a boring day. haha.. Wake up face laptop.. eat.. use laptop.. slp.. watch tv.. eat.. use laptop and watch tv... Most probably slping again after that.
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I have decided!!! Tml i will go to sch early to study CLaw! haha.. since i am going to sch, means i will not be bringing my laptop coz it is too heavy. Now i just have to decide to study in NP or in SIM.. hMm... Most probably NP Atrium? I want to eat Bacon and Cheese Sandwich~!
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Today, Terrence shared with me something considered very confidential with me regarding his female friend. I don't think his friend's brain is straight. Erm.. coz it is confidential, i can only say my comments. What the hell... that guy shld go to hell.
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Haha.. Damone's blog and his friends' blog inspired me alot. haha.. is very funny, interesting and set me thinking about fashion, clothings, interior designing, Storage ideas, comics, expressing oneself using pictures. haha.. i think there is many different ways of expressing ideas. hehe.. maybe i shld try drawing..
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+_Men are Bad Creatures!_+

Happy Day!

2007-07-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today is a very happy day! Today, Edmund managed to book out early in the morning and took the 8.40am ferry instead of 10am! So Edmund reached Singapore early and came pick me up on the way to his house by Taxi.
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Only his grandfather is at home, so i think there is no problem going to his house. haha.. So we spend some time at his house. Erm, the reason why Edmund's grandfather stay at home is because, he want to help Edmund wash the Army Clothes! Wow... such a good grandfather.. loves the grandson so much. haha.. His grandfather gave me the yan wo thingy again. Actually is Edmund pass to me one lah... Edmund say his grandfather give me one.
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So at his house, we played PS2 the Worms game. haha.. He also showed me the starting part of the FFXII. The prince got killed so early in the story. At his house, we also took pictures and some funny pictures lo. haha..
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After that, we went to Jurong point and eat Pizza Hut. We spent $58+ at Pizza Hut leh. -___- First time eat pizza hut.. 2 person.. so expensive lo. We ate the Cheese fondue pizza thingy, one side (the got drumlet, criss-cross fries and a lot one) and a crayfish spagetti. A lot of food lo!!! Edmund say next weekend he will be doing the outfield thing. So will not book out for one weekend. Feel very sad. Eat half way.. cry abit. haiz...
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When we finished eating, we walked around. After awhile, we went to the movies. Harry Potter. hehe.. finally can watch the movie. Actually, i think this time is not bad. Not like most of the ppl who felt that this episode is not really nice. I think it is at least better than the 3rd one. =P
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After the movie, we quickly go home. Edmund haven pack his bag yet. He also need some rest before meeting his friends to go book in.
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+_思念是一种病_+

Saturday

2007-07-21T16:24:00.001+08:00

Today is a Saturday. Today is supposed to be the day Edmund book out. But he has to do Guard Duty. Today, Edmund also supposed to go eat dinner with his secondary school friends. Haha… Today, Edmund and I supposed to go eat Pizza Hut. Becoz 难得他要吃。Haha..
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NS Fault.
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I watched the My wife is a gangster 3 with LiFang. Haha… the movie is super funny lo. I think it is a very nice and funny show except for the part that is disgusting and not funny and shouldn’t even be in the movie. If don’t have that part, I think will be better.
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I want to watch with Edmund the My Wife is a Gangster 3. haha.. but Edmund dun want to watch with me becoz I watched it already. But I want to watch with Edmund too.
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At the theatre, I saw the trailer for the Jay Chou movie 不能说的秘密 directed by him. So talented! He also composed a song named that too. Haha.. I want to watch it. It will be showing on the 2nd of August bah. I want to watch this with Edmund.
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Actually many months ago, (before I know got this movie) I thought of writing a song named不能说的秘密 too. Haha.. but then, firstly, I don’t find it logical to write a secret in a song named that. Secondly, I don’t know how to write song. Thirdly, I cant express myself well. Even if I want to write about the feelings of keeping a secret, I also find it hard to express it out. Also, I cant find the words to say about it. It is so hard to tell that kind of feeling bah. Haha.. Fourthly, I think that the title is so lame at that time.
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+_我的秘密_+

Edmund haven call

2007-07-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

Edmund didnt call me last night. But he smsed me at 1.20am in the morning. hMm.. dun know why the officer let them practise till so late then let them slp at 1.30am instead of the usual 10.30pm. Then Edmund have to wake up so early lo... at 6am? i think so... coz he smsed me at that time too.
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Hope that the officer will give them enough rest lo... =/ or give them time to sms ppl... like me.. hehe...
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+_la blah la blah blah_+

Cant eat...

2007-07-17T14:45:00.000+08:00

Created this entry.. but i suddenly don't know what to write.. need some time to remember..
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haha... okiez.. i think i remember part of it le.. Today i asked my Mummy how old do i look like.. then my Mummy reply 18 years old leh!!! So young right? hehehe... look younger by 1 year~ Yeah!!! I look younger than my real age.. =P
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Today i went City Hall with my Mummy... Go see some stuff. Later, me and Mummy went Chijmes walk walk. Hope my father will bring us there to celebrate my Mummy's birthday. haha.. food there is expensive. But i think that the most my father can think of is just Marche.
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Dun know why nowadays my appetite became so small. When i mean small... i really mean really small. I think is almost the same as when i am in Poly year 1 or worse. i cant even finish a burger and the fries at burger king today... with my Mummy. On Sunday, i also cannot finish the Sausage Muffin with egg at Mac. Maybe i dun like eating fast food anymore? =P
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haha... Maybe because Edmund go NS... then i still not used to it. haha... coz normally eat with Edmund one. Then see Edmund then can eat more bah...
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Dun know is because of me or because Edmund not with me... :'c
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Oh ya... Yesterday we just form a grp for the Financial accounting project. Haiz... they choose me to be leader? Actually i dun really like to be leader leh... need to think about a lot of things... then normally ppl keep asking the leader stuff... then need to arrange time for projects... need to make discussion sessions... need to spread the work to ppl... need to compile the work done... need to explain a lot of things... need to keep track of a lot of things...
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I am just not the leader type of person bah... troublesome lo.. and is not like i nv be leader b4... Is like so tiring being leader... haha.. and it affects my Emotions... as in ppl who had been in a grp with me knows it lo... They most probably hate me when i am leader...
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+_Check out SHE jie kou MTV!_+

My First BikiNi~

2007-07-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today i went to Pasir Ris to meet Edmund at 10.30am. Because today is the day Edmund Book Out... Finally... coz last week we barely had time for each other.
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First thing we did was to Q up at the taxi stand to go back to his house. ... today Edmund gave me the "yan wuo" thingy coz he say he got extra. So long nv drink that le.. =D Thank you very much~!!! After he changed and all those stuff he need to do, we went to the street nearby to wait for taxi. Edmund need to rush to his Secondary teacher's wedding. But in the end we didnt go. We waited for the stupid taxi for 30 to 45 mins. By the time we hailed a taxi, Edmund's secondary school friends were leaving the church.
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So we made our way to City Hall. At first, the plan was to watch Harry Potter. BUT by the time we reached there... most of the Harry Potter movie only had the 1st or 1st 4 rows available. Not a good day for movies bah.
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We went to have our lunch at Changing Appetites. I ordered the set lunch (Pork rib Olio), Edmund ordered the Olio Olio Tiger Prawn pasta, the Mushroom Tempura and some Onion thingy. haha... we didnt finish the food... This time i guessed the Price closer than Edmund's guess. hehe... half win bah...
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On the way to Suntec movie theatre, i saw this bikini shop with bikinis of course. haha.. all look not bad. The sales person very enthu and good at serving ppl lo. So Edmund and I chose this brown bikini with no prints but is erm... nice lo... dun know how to describe it. haha.. Edmund bought it for me as a present bah. Anyway... This is my First Bikini! =D Feel really very happy~
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After all that, we went to KBox sing from 6.30pm to 9pm. =D Then we go home.
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Oh ya. the bikini shop person gave us a voucher for free Brazilian wax... vaild till tml. hahah... what the hell.. i didnt really know what 'it' is until my cousin told me and after i read my friend's blog. Haha... that is too painful and something too dangerous for me to do....
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+_My First Bikini Day_+

Edmund is back

2007-07-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah... finally Edmund is back from army. Just 2 weeks in army. Haha... look a little bit different coz of the very short hair. Before meeting Edmund, i went to Far East to buy a brown Billabong cap for him.
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This few days Edmund's appetite became smaller. So did mine. heheh...
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Yesterday a Saturday 30 June 2007. I meet Edmund at Bugis then we went to the Jap Restaurant. Yeah... this time i guessed the price correctly!!! wOohOO! After that, we went to buy some stuff and meet Edmund's friends. We went to BurgerKing then to the Mind Cafe. At 10pm, Edmund and i went to Mac then we went home...
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I think Mind Cafe is alot better than the Settlers Cafe. The menu is more organised and have more attractive packages. The drinks, food, snacks and others are also very interesting. But the games we get is not very interesting leh. haha... but i heard that Edmund and his friends had more fun during the last visit for the games part.
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Or maybe i'm like a jinx or something. hahah... everywhere i go will have no fun bah. >__<
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Haha.. feel happy to know Edmund's friends. haha... i think they are quite different from the friends i had... or rather not friends.. classmates i had during my secondary school. hMm.. just that i feel that maybe i didnt express myself properly... coz i am still not used to going out with a lot of people... i "zi bi" mah. Feel quite sorry for myself and also wanna apologise for my weird behavior.
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The bad thing of that gathering is that... it reminded me of that Settlers Cafe gathering with my secondary school friends... i just hoped that i didnt go there that day. haha... so lame so lame.. think i am never going to those secondary gathering ever again.

3hrs walk at MacRitchie Reservoir

2007-07-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

24 June 2007
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Went to the HSBC treetop walk at MacRitchie Reservoir. In the end only Ninghui, Randy, LuChing, FuhGuang and me arrived at the busstop on time at 8am. We walked all the way from the 157 busstop to the ranger station and rested for awhile while waiting for the other guy to arrive. After that, we continued the trail and reached the treetop.
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When we reached the treetop, we just quickly walk through the bridge. hahah... i did look down the bridge and stuff.. but only for awhile. Should have brought a better camera to capture the special moments. hahah...
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After that, we just continue to walk but this time, we walk the shortcut out of MacRitchie to the Venus Drive. haha... Total time spent 3 hrs. 2hrs to treetop, 1hr to Venus drive.
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After that we took a bus to the Thomson rd there... eat roti prata.
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If anyone see this message, Must remember to try their BAnana Roti Prata! Super DuPer Nice!!! Taste more like a dessert lo! It would be better if they served it with icecream or with chocolate sauce.
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Well, i think that this is a nice and new experience for me. Coz i never go to MacRitchie Treetop before. Really dun mind going there again... maybe with different people... like with me cousins or my poly classmates if they are interested. haha...
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Most probably going there again with my ERA friends. They say they want to do it like a monthly thing. hahah... I want to go East Coast Park to ride bicycle.
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=+ Who's going to fulfill my wish? +=

Graduation

2007-07-01T19:18:00.000+08:00

11 june 2007
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Finally.. graduation day... haha... nothing much happened. Not much feelings. Heard that graduation days are like.. happy.. touching... all the blah blah. Felt none.
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This few days i received my pictures for the graduation days. haha... aiya.. not pretty.. not nice... hair a bit messy. haha...

Wishlist

2007-05-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

I want:

Avril CD
SHE CD
200 pounds OST CD
18 vs 29 VCD (korean show)
The cardigan i saw at Vivo
River Island jeans
15/5/2007 come soon (salary)
Slim down
Graduation day DON't come so soon
A happy, healthy, blissful life for my Mother, brothers and me!

4th day at work

2007-04-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

Well, today is my 4th day at work at ERA accounts department as admin assistant. haha... wished that onwards, i will be on my own. Jennifer the only admin person in the office left today.. a Saturday. haha... i shldnt have treated her that way. As in.. i think i am mean person. Didnt really give any expression like... so cold to her.
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When did i become like this... especially to her and her type of people. haha... in EY also like that.
Anyway, i should have treated her better. She is the one teaching me how to do the stuff.
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Too late for regrets... =/
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Why do i feel so lonely even when i have a boyfriend. Maybe coz we haven been spending time together.
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我是因为你不在我身边感到寂寞。你却好像是感到无所为。
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haha... the work place ppl like to ask Do you have a boyfriend? How many years? haha... so funny one. Haiz... but i still feel that i cant click with them... nothing to talk about to them. haha... coz i like no life one...
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Think that i cant survive in this world. Hope that i can always stay aloof from all things outside. I think i shld go be a nun. hahaha... Dun have to worry about things outside.
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When did i become like this? haha... some kind of question. Really hope that i can find my happy, friendly, kind, can get along with others 'self' soon. Really hope so!!! But i got a feeling that it is too late.
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Dissappointed with myself.

Jolin Concert!

2007-04-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

7 April 2007 @ Indoor Stadium
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Jolin Concert!!!
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Haha... Yeah! I would like to thank Edmund's auntie for helping us get the passes or rather tickets to Jolin concert. The concert was GreaT!
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Jolin started the concert off with 玩美, Mr.Q and 蠢蠢欲动.
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She ended he concert with 倒带. haha... correctly guessed by Edmund. Jolin sang and danced really well. The setting was fasinating. Hard to explain.. haha.. need to use the pictures that are with Edmund. There was one part that sha have to sit on the J Chair and raise up high high in the air. haha... That part, she sang slow songs like Jia Zhuang.
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Her dancers are very professional and attractive. haha.. Her band ppl looks funny. hahah... okiez. Jolin also included professional stunt man and dancers in her show while singing Ma De Li Bu Si Yi. Like in the middle of the song, there are pauses with other type of music to let them perform.
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3 words! Sexy, Attractive, Nice.
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However, the show was quite short. Only about 2 hours, from 8.30pm to 10.30pm. After the show, we walked to Tanjong Ru and walked back to near the stadium. After that we took taxi back home. haha..

Contact lens...

2007-04-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today i went to Thomson Plaza with my mother and we went to the First Contact Lens shop. Anyway, my mother decided to get me the Acuvue daily change contact lens. haha... my right eyes degree is 425 and left eyes degree is 400. There is an increase by 50 degrees per eyes. But i think i still feel better with the specs than contact lens.
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That guy said that the longest time he had spent is 2 hrs to teach someone how to wear and take off the contact lens. I am not that bad. But i didnt record how much time i took. His fren's record was 4 hrs.
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Soft lens feel better than hard lens. A lot better. Wearing specs is the most comfortable. haha..
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Travel around Singapore with my mother today. First, Balestier then Beach Rd then Thomson then Home. By bus and by frens car.
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I wanna ride on the Duck tour bus/boat and the Double deck open air bus!!!
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Anyone want to go Ice-Skating at Jurong East? Coz i want to go and need 4 person to be a group then can ice skate for unlimited time at a fixed price. Please tell me if you want to go with me.

Earrings...

2007-04-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

Haha... i must mad!!! So crazy! I bought $101.80 worth of earrings. Actually 5 pairs of earrings and 1 necklace. I asked whether got discount or not, but the shop person say that dun have coz as compared to other silver shop, theirs considered cheap le. Then i am like.. you are correct but.... =__= So i say... this is the first time i buy so many earrings. hahaha... at one time! I bought them not because they are cheap. I think they are really nice! I Like ALL of them.
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This month no need to eat le. Haiz... now i need to write a resume. Why need a resume for a waitress / cashier job. =__= WHY? Stress me like this........ =/
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Miss all my classmates from primary to secondary to poly. haha..
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Today i saw Shawn walking to somewhere at De Beauty there.. near Fish & Co. He was holding on to his McChicken burger. Bian Zou Bian Chi. Means... eat and walk at the same time. Seems to be in a hurry. hahaha... look a bit funny. I stopped him and asked where he is studying now. He said... not studying le and paused. So i say... you going to work now? Then he said ya and we said bye.
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I forgot to tell him that he got mayo at the right corner of his mouth.
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Hmm... i think i will never forget most of my frens. Especially those who made my heartbeat change in speed. hahah... like those who killed me with boredom... those who made an impression... those who made me happy... those who made me love them... those who made me miss them with no good reason... hard to explain.

April fools day...

2007-04-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Quite a lot happen lately. hahah... Interview at NTU and SMU. Haiz... dun know whether they want me or not. I think i screwed up the SMU interview. It is like a group interview. Like Giodano interview. =__= I think what i said... makes no sense.. and i didnt speak up. Really regret it. Thought that i had the opportunity... and i blew it.
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My grandparents stayed with us for a week. They will be going back to Malaysia tml. haha... This few days i ate a lot of good food. hehehe... because my Mummy brought my grandparents, her fren Ms Lim auntie and me. Nice fOod.. restaurant...
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Okiez.. lets see. I ate Dim Sum at Thomson Plaza, Geylang Lor 15 restaurant, Thomson village Plum restaurant, Petain rd a Hokkien Cuisine restarant, Ding Tai Feng (my 2nd time) and porridge at ard Thomson. Haha... all ard Thomson. Then everyday after lunch, we go to Thomson Plaza Ya Kun drink tea and coffee.
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These few days... really eat alot.
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so bored. Don't know whether we passed our FP Kaplan exams or not. Hopefully pass! Really Really must pass... don't want to retest le lah..... sian leh.
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I want to go out and look for job! Need money! i want new handphone Sony Ericsson W880i. haha.. dun know nice to use or not. i want to wait for the price to drop low low. wAhahaha...
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I want to go:

Ice Skate
Bowling
Fly Kite
Sing @ K-box
East Coast Park
Learn Hiphop
Learn Yoga with my cousins
Clinic at clark quay
do something more interesting and exciting

Test test

2007-04-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

hello... testing testing.. One Two Three... Pipi popo baba bibo...

hMm?

2007-02-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

Exams coming!!! haha... Hope everyone can get good results!
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Growing up like this... made me like that.
It is always the other siblings who need more care and love.
Coz i am a good girl...
so they have to worry for me.
So does that mean that i have to be bad
for your right attention?
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Though i am a person
you don't have to worry about,
when i do something wrong...
you guys will keep using the worst case senario on me.
Thats what i dislike.
Maybe this is where i learnt from...
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When i did what u did
he will talk back to me.
You will say...
Dun use the hard way...
you must slowly break it to him...
coax him to listen.
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One big problem.
Why do you have so much patience for him.. but not me.
In the past, you have no patience at all...
you asked for forgiveness.
Its okiez...
Now, why there is no equal share of patience from you to me and him.
Why must you let him win and let him bully me?
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Why is it always me... to give way... not you.. not him.
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Maybe it never occur to you that that is why... i am like this.

hMm...

2007-01-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

On 2 Jan 2007, my Mummy received a call and was inform that one of our relative passed away. He seemed alright whole morning till he collapse after the drive from his house to somewhere.
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Unpredictable. I think he collapsed because of heart attack. He had a heart operation in 1993. This may be the cause. i don't know.
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Is it possible for life to be less fragile?

Happy new year

2007-01-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to everyone. And Back to school at work for everyone.
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I gave a belated Christmas present to my younger brother. My younger brother was very happy. haha... i think i should have added his name to the list. hMm.. and i think i should really buy a real better good sincere present for him. hahaha... [Secrets]
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Yesterday my Mummy bought a Clover bracelet for me. hehe... maybe this explains why i am lucky today. =D Thanks Mummy~!
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Wish everyone luck for the test result!
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I wish i can go learn ice-skate soon.... or at least go ice skate. I think the soonest will be after exam.

Merry Christmas

2006-12-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

Haha... Merry Christmas to everyone. Hmm... on 23 dec, i went to orchard to buy some presents for those who really need that. I know my Mummy will not have the time... so i did it for the family. haha... We gave mugs to my Malaysia cousins who are staying at my house now. We also gave the pasta thingy to my Singapore cousin because we went to their party at their house. Haha... Thanks and Merry Christmas to you.
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Hmm.. so boring. Maybe i sounded rude and joking like. So sorry. haiz... come to think of it, of course i am in the wrong. But why is it always so hard for you guys to forgive me... which seemed easier from my view coz it is a small thing. Unforgivable sinner...
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hMm... New year is coming. Chinese New Year coming too... haha... before that is the exams. If i am not wrong.
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In case you never notice... it has been this this this and that that that... why is it happening like that that that and this this this when it is in my shoes.
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Future... i can't see any future
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You are too small to fill my very empty heart

Christmas is coming!

2006-12-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

Haha... so long since i blogged. So... in December...
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I lost faith in celebration for my birthday and for Christmas. Suddenly thought that all this are a waste of time for me.
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Well, celebrating your own birthday is to celebrate your birth to this world and to celebrate your life. I kinda dislike my life in this world and i can't feel any happiness.
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Especially when there are some people who only remembers my bads and never my good. I dun really care about the money part. Please think about it. Be a man for goodness sake! Hurt me like don't know what kind of thing. Of all the dumb things you thought i never do it... i did it before and i still do it. Open your eyes and look.
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Okie.. haha... 2nd thing. Christmas.. haha... today is the 23 of December but i haven bought any thing. I think... most probably not buying anything since i don't feel like celebrating and have no generous mood. Maybe try to buy things for people who really care and not kill me inside.
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Hmm... the tests are over. haha... Hope that i can get good results!!! So Mummy will be happy. =)
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Went chalet from 20 to 22 at downtown east. haha... had fun.. watching VCD.. eat. hahah...
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Tml is the big day!!! A Lot of Nice Food DAY!!! HAhAhAhahA
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+Just like a piece of ice, you seem to be melting and slipping off my palms+

Breaktime

2006-11-01T13:06:00.000+08:00

hAha... yesterday i watched the movie DeathNote. haha... the movie is not bad and quite funny. But then it was only part 1 and we have to wait for the next part to show... dun really know when. Hopefully will be near future. hAha
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Today i presented my answer for Tax Tutorial 2 Qns 1 and 2. Haha.. i think no one understand what i am saying then i feel that i am crapping all the way. hahah... read answer only. I didnt correct my answer too becoz i dun know need to write what. haha... Edmund presented qns 3 and 4. haha... sian.. think teacher think that i irresponsible becoz i say i forgot to allocate to other ppl.. so my group do all. =/ then my presentation no explanation one. hahah...
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Thank you to Edmund for helping to present half of the tutorial. =) sorry...

Disappointed

2006-10-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

Now i feel quite disappointed with myself. I thought i know why... but i am not so sure about it.
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Maybe because everything is unhealthy. I dun know... haiz... just feel that i can't do anything right. Nothing seems to be right.
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Just feel like crying...
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Maybe lonely.

Happy days

2006-10-25T10:33:00.000+08:00

18 October 2006
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On the 18 October 2006, me and Edmund went to Marina Square becoz that day we have no lecture and no tutorial becoz it is the first week of school. We roamed the shopping mall and went to the arcade in the end. haha.. i saw the Stitch in the machine and tried to catch it. hMmm... Edmund tried once but we didnt catch it. Then i tried 1 time and we won the Baby Stitch!!! hEeh... First time i can catch the toy!!!~ =) So happy o(',' ) o
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On Monday, 23 October, Is Wendy's Birthday. I gave her a pair of earrings from Mintmark & Co. haha... Quite not bad ba.. coz i saw her wear it yesterday. haiz... i wear then not nice one lo.. Mummy say one... hahah
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23 October 2006
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I went out with Jenny. haha... Then we walk walk and shop shop. hMm... didnt really see much things i like... i think i never really buy those accessories so... nv buy them. haha... maybe will visit those shops again. haha... i saw some clothes too but they just dun worth that much so i didnt buy. Jenny and I went to Nooch to have dinner. hAha... that was my second time eating there. Haha... i didnt have a good impression on the first dining but i like the Chawamushi there. Cost $5... so expensive. hMm... the noodles is ok but then chicken is not really nice.. coz too big piece and a bit hard. haha...