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Friday, May 07, 2004
I think i dun really feel good today.

A lady donated a pair of jeans, and decided to use the $20 voucher (that was redeemed from the donated jeans) from the new arrvial Ella jeans W30 L30. Meanwhile, Marvin was fixing the credit card printing machine. I know that he was fixing it but i was too careless, hence i forgot, and continued with the cashiering. The customer was paying by Visa. It was approved but the paper didnt come out as Marvin was still fixing the machine. Knowing that i did the wrong thing, Marvin got kinda angry and scolded me. 'Why you go and do it first', he said in an angry tone 2 times. Then i kept quiet and tried my best not to show that i am not happy or rather sad. I told the customer that she will have to wait for quite some time. the customer repiled and told me that she will go and buy some things first and come back later.

HE don't know that i was really angry about how he scolded me. But anyway, he is the supervisor what. So i continued to do me job, walk around and serve customers, trying not to go back to the counter and staying as far from him as possible.(STUPID PIG)!

Later, i was at to counter already cleaning the area. Lee Sze and Marvin said that the female staff that the mystery shopper mentioned was me! The msp actually prasied me for my good service. However, this only lifted my mood a little bit. But i know that this next part, they did it to make me happy. There was this new stock (a blue bikini that it quite nice). They(Lee Sze, Beth and Marvin) started to discuss what size i should be wearing. (-___-). And they stared laughing and laughing. i knew that i had to follow suit or else they will feel that there is a problem with me. Hence i played along and make that a bit angry face when they make fun of me and laugh a lot.

Later (again), i was doing some cashiering work. Marvin suddenly come and ask me if it was me who did the arrangement for the jeans table (in a zig zag pattern or checkered pattern). I gave a questioning look (like did i do anything wrong again?) and nodded and said yes. Unexpectedly, he said,'Good! It is very/quite nice.'and he also smiled. But due to the incident earlier i was still a little unhappy, i just smiled a little and continued my work. I was thinking that maybe he just trying to be like making people happy. I think i saw some disappointing look on his face. After the cashiering, i asked Beth if the arrangement of the jeans is nice or not. She answered that it is nice. But i still wonder if that was true or not. I got this feeling that everything is made up one.

At about 1430, i went for my break. After eating my sandwich i brought from home, i slept in the store. i woke up at about 1530, which is actually quite late. I woke up in a BLUR state. haha.. i think u guys should look at my blur and dizzy look, it was funny. Anyway, i woke up and seem to have forgotten about the incident and started to like can talk liao. Coz just now people want to talk to me and i like don't feel like replying. I think i can forget it. But i think the next day at work i will still try to go as far as possible from that Marvin.

However, i still feel that i should tell him that i am sorry about the printing thingy... but i am afraid that he might be angry again. So i think never mind
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