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Thursday, December 30, 2004
~ThursdAy~

hAha... today is not a lucky day... not so lucky day i guess. When i reached school, i closed the car door and walked a few steps, the strap of my bag slipped off. haha.. deattached the strap from the bag. sO suddened and i got shocked too. -___- haha.. sO.. i met Chin Pei and we went to buy the notes. I think i bought an extra because i thought Yvonne might need it. In the end, i think nOpe. sO i got one extra. haha.. this is nothing la. mY assumption. After buying notes, i saw De Quan. haha.. Look quite different now. At first i was unable to recognise him. At least i was able to spot him. haha.. sO we chatted a little bit. Then Jenny, Chin Pei and I went for lecture. Jenny also not so lucky. She slipped on the way to the theatre and caused her to sprained her ankle. Next time be mOre cArefuL oKiez?? Worried know. - . - haha... next time mUst take caRe oKiez? mUack... jEn jeN.. sO no pAin pAin. Teresa joined us and we continued to walk to lecture.
After lecture, we went to SIM to eat lunch. I shared seafood pasta with Chin Pei. hMm.. how come i got this feeling that i ate quite a lot hUh? hahaha... After eating, we discussed a little bit of written com. Next destination is Mambo. hEehx... cOz Hannah going there. sO we went there. Played a little bit. Anywayz, nOt so lucky again. haha.. Jia Yi called Edmund and then passed the phone to me. While talking on the phone, the pole fell and hit me a little bit. haha.. Later, i returned the phone to Edmund. While packing up, i threw the chalk unintentionally into the hOle. I wanted to throw it into the basket thingy. When i went to take it back, my whole finger touched the chalk. sO bAD.... bLUE one... Arhz!!! haha.. see... bad things happen lO.

When we went back, i kept thinking about a lot of things. Think thiNk tHinK... haha.. and my mental problem come again. Began to think that every gUy in the world... wHatever lA... jUst hAte them and want to sLap someone's face. Then i thought about some idiots in the past. haha.. wAnna see him and kiCK hIM!!!!!!!!! SLAP HIM!!!!!! yEs.. haha.. dUn worry.. i better now.. dUn feel that way already. sO... i think people thought i not happy about class ppl. haha.. nO lA... I was jUst thinking too much about one of the idiotic guys that appeared in my life. sO dUn think that i angry about whoever and whoever and whoever oKiez... nO one in class la..

I bRoke le... nO money.. hAiz... sO sAd.... aRhz... i also dun understand where my money go.. haha.. i think i going to save money by not eating and maybe try not to play pool already. Spent too much money. hAiz... i still owe jEn jEn mOney... haha.. sOrry.. i try to pay you back as sOon as pOssibLe. haha.. =)

During Lecture, sO unlucky again. -____- hEehx... i asked for sweet from Chin Pei and ate it of course. So while eating, i got choked. haha.. like i wanna faint liaoz... *cough cough cough* haha... then i lAugh at myself. So siLLY... hahaha.. the looks.. grasping for air like that. haha.. the next thing is when Darryl said something like wanting to take picture for Edmund who is.. hMm... hMm.. not listening to teacher hUH... yUpz. nAughty... oKiez... sO the minute he said that. I got this peng look and leaned on my arms and the table fell. -____- all my pens and highlighters flew down. See... sO not so lUcky. haha.. and again, i was laughing at myself again. I think even the teacher is angry about the commotion i caused. -___- SorrY... accidents do happen know.

sO after lecture, we went for our tutorial. haha... Tutorial was Very fUnny. haha.. because got our cUte friends: Eugene, Darryl and BingHui. haha.. Eugene smashed himself at the glass at the back door and scared us. haha.. bUt the expression was ExtremelY fUnny. haha.. lAter.. Darryl said some stuff and all. haha.. Bing Hui made us all confused. haha.. fUnny lO. Lesson end. Edmund passed me his mp3 player so i can get the file inside to copy to my computer. haha.. yEah.. S.H.E!! haha.. ThaNk U.

Haha... i walked hOme in the rain. haha.. lAzy to rUn.. then.. rain also not so heavy.. aCtually is quite heavy. haha.. bUt.. sO sian.. sO i walked lO.
6:19 PM


Saturday, December 25, 2004
Haha... after 12 midnight already. sO it is Christmas Day tOdAY!!! hOw come sAnta hAven reach my hOuse yet??? I am a Very gOod girL lehz... hahaha... bHb.. haha.. jk

So today as usual need to go school. Haha.. a lot of ppl never come so the tutorial is postponed to next week. Anywayz, Chin Pei, Jenny and I went to Bugis. haha.. On our way to "finding fOod", I walked passed Xue Min. haha.. she put makeup. heehx.. not bad looking. bUt.. i think.. haha.. she dUn put also look niCe one lO. hahaha... oKiez... she didn't recognise me and i didn't at first. I just got this... hMm... sO.. quite.. familiar feeling. hAha.. sO i called out her name. haha.. a bit.. lOUD.. xUE miN!!! haha.. then we hug hug. hMm.. sO lOng never hUg Hug. haha.. We chatted a little bit and went oFF. sHe is working at one of the small shops lO. Next time can go and visit her. but sO fAr lO. bUgis.. haha.. see first.

We went to... erM... i forgot the shop name. hAha.. ate there.. and i finally finished eating my food. haha.. then aLL ready to gO... we went off again. Went to Kinokuniya to buy Hack comic for JenNy as Christmas PresEnt. haha... giVe already. hAha.. then went to pUre miLk. jEnny gaVe me the sleeveless tOp i like! hahaha.. tHanK UUU vEry mUch!! haha... aNd.. Chin pEi gaVe me a bracelet... tt is a bracelet right? hahaha.. oKiez.. anywayz... iS VV niCe toO.. tHanK UUU vEry mUch!! haha.. sO happY.. gOt pResentS. hAHa.. then went to fiNd present fOr OinkY... haha.. oKiez.. fOund already.. then bUy. hMm... i... lend money from jEnny.. hahaha.. erm... oUt of.. $$$.. -___- ... hAha.. lAter, hMm.. or before buying, we went to take nEopRint!! sO cUte lO.. then pictures. After that, we went to Mos Burger to Rot... i sLept. haha.. jEnny reading cOmic.. Chin pEi listening to mUsic and then went off at 3.30pm. haha.. gOnna wOrk. haha... i also using jEnny's discman. haha... after that rotting. We went to CityHall. wAiting fOr Oinky tO apPear. haha.. sO.. wAit.. and.. wAit.. finally reached. hAha.. he gave me a OinkY... resembles that OinkY lO... and a Rabbit.. sO cute.. just like me. haha.. jk.. Then got another present from him. haha.. a pair of bears hugging and between them is a ring. sO cUte right.. haha.. ~~tHanK U VErY mUcH~~ Then we lOoked around... and then... jEnny plAy hide and seek. haha.. have to find her. hMm.. sO like that lO. lAter we met again. haha.. then went to esplanade. haha.. then walked walked. Hmm.. i be good girl and helped to get leaflets. Then.. the guy said something like... caN gEt cOUplE pRICE... i there... WhAt dId hE...... haha.. sO -__-... haha.. then later jEnny went to the toilet and we continued to walk. Then lAter jEnny called again and said that she have to go home. hMm.. cOz her mAma cAlled. sO went hOme.

We walked back to the place again. Oinky Very li hAi.. nV eat the wHole daY. hAha.. i think he need to eat lO. kEep sAying nVm. -___- haha... then we walked to the Merlion there... then sit there and tAlk.. then we went back to eSplanade again. haha.. fOund a plAce to sit. heehx... pUrposely sit there becoz... the girl and guy.. haha.. trying to do something. hahaha... sO.. i.. hEehx.. naughty.. wanna disturb. haha.. We sit beside lO.. and tAlk.. aFter a while we shifted place again. haha.. tHen sit beside another couple. hahaha... And tAlked awhile again. mUmmy and kOr kOr called me and informed me that they reached already. Then i have to rUsh to the taxi stand. hMm.. like a bit.. pang seh Oinky.. sOrry... aNywayz... ThaNK UUU vEry muCh.. haha..

After meeting mY mUmmy, kOr kOr and WS, we went to Cine KBox to sIng. The person said that.. he can let us make payment for 2 person.. provided we sing till 10pm.. sO we sing only for 1 1/2 hOur. sO short. haha.. And todAy my voice is Very sHaky. haha.. nO strength.. haha.. After singing, we walked around Orchard a while.. then went bacK. haha.. Very vErY vERY cROWdED lO.. the place... and the pEople all plYing the sPray thingy.. LookS sO fUn.. haha.. i also wanna plAy... bUt.. make the whole place very dirty. haha.. the ppl aLso anyhow spray.. dUn care whO alsO.. haha.. jUst sPray.

Reached hOme... plAy mOnopOly with mUmmy, kOr kOr and WS...
2:07 AM


Thursday, December 23, 2004
~ThursdAy~

Hmm.. haha.. i felt so much better this morning. haha... mAybe because of my dream. I got this sense of protection at that time. At least that was what i thought. I dUn remember the dream. bUt i think it was not a nightmare. haha... hOpe.. real life there is such thing lO. Again, i will be all alone facing this weird wOrld.

Today, i woke up already, then sLeep, then wAke uP again, then sLeep and fInaLLy i wOke up. haha.. i set the alarm tOo eArly? I also never noticed that. I only know mummy in the toilet, seemed to be talking to me, then i fell aSleep. haha.. Then, i bathe. Waited for kOr kOr to get ready. hEehx.. When kOr is bathing, i open up his wallet and check check. hahaha... limited resource inside. hahaha.. I also saw some pictures took long ago. oF cOz.. i not inside la. Even Mcdonald's coupon also have, bUt expired already. Me and mUmmy lOok here and there inside the wallet. hEehx.. i think i am the main person doing that. cOz i have nothing to do. When there is Nothing to dO... wiLL fiNd something to think.. If it is the wrong thing to think.. Something bad will happen. sO i have to fiNd sOmething... oR.. anything to dO. thiS is not a scienctific theory. iS Shan's theory. hahaha...

Brought kOr to School first. tHen mUmmy bring me to orchard. At first she say want to park the car at Far East. In the end, she parked at Scotts. haha... cOz i think she thinking about something. haha.. then miss the carpark entrance. Later, we walked to Wisma McDonalds and waited for jEnny. Mummy helped me buy fOod. haha... Jenny reached and we discussed about business managment. Later, Jenny also went to buy fOod. Later, mUmmy went to Far East. We did a little bit more of Business Managment and went off. Went to see see... and we talk talk.. haha.. HusHush.. dRaw dRaw.. Moshi Moshi... buy pResent fOr cHin pEi. haha.. Then i gave Jenny wrong information. haha.. Heeren.. have no PuremiLk bA... mAybe.. i was dreaming. haha.. bUt.. i thought there is.. hMm.. sO we hurried to Far East. Photocopied the Macro Notes. haha.. bUt.. the service.. so bad.. and the Cost sO eXpensive. aNywayz, we went to B1 and lOoked around and found PuremiLk. I tried a top. haha.. i LiKe it a lOt ba.. haha.. i think.. Then mUmmy called me. She asked me where am i. Erm.. i said on our way. haha.. lAte already lO... I asked mUmmy to fetch us to schOol.

I met mUmmy at Scotts and we went to the carpark. Set oFf to school. haha.. finally reached school. Dun know why... i sO haPpy sUddenly.. hahaha.. mUmmy sO gOod. mUmmy is the bEst.. hahaha... nV late bA.. so i felt sO hAppy.. and relieved. During class, i... hahaha... see.. the theory.. haha... sO i guess.. this is my mood swing again? I think is mOod swing bA.. haha.. Went to tutorial, and heard quite some jokes.. or fUnny things. haha.. sO laugh laugh laugh.. After that, i felt sO... i also dUn know.. haha.. i only know.. i have to leave the classroom soon. Trapped impression. sO quickly go out of the classroom. Called kOr kOr. We went hOme together. He... want to exercise.. also no need to ask me to do it also mA.. haha... hE said.. take 151 and wAlk that lOng route. The first time i walked that route, i felt sO.. lOng and tiring. I know i complained till kOr kOr also wanna sHut me uP. haha.. This time i felt that the route seemed to be shorter. a biT shorter i think. hahaha.. mAybe is mOre used to it? This is just the second time i used that route.

Reached hOme...
7:15 PM


Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Today, i went to school at around 7.45am. I waited at the bus stop for Jia Yi and also looking out for pPL. Jia Yi reached already, fEw secs later, Yvonne SR reached. Then we went in together. I sms sOmeone. haha.. sO my intuition about so many things is correct. Yvonne SR went to buy food before we go to class. At class, jUst like yesterday, my mind is sO bLank. I think my brain cells really used up or something. haha.. At IAC, i also cannot think of anything for the project. In the end, is everyone else giving ideas. Then i was there listening and thinking.. bUt nOthing comes oUt.

After school, I went to canteen with Jia Yi and Yvonne to meet Suhana at the canteen. We ate some food and Yvonne went off to meet pPL. Then we waited for Suhana's friend and also went oFF. Jia Yi and I talked. I felt slightly better. I felt that maybe there is chance. bUt now, there is nO hOpe. Maybe the cause is me. I am the one that have uncertainty. sO is my fault. I cannot decide.. sO many things. Maybe, i am a dEvil sent down to hurt pPL.. sO sorry..

I shouldn't be such a busybody. So Nosy.. sO stupid.. nOt everything i need to find out whether i am right. Now you know it, then... wHat should yOu dO. haha.. sO uncontrolable. Only my dog saw me like that. hahaha... even tried to comfort me. hahaha.. stayed beside me. sO cUte and lOyal.

You said your piece and i heard yOurs. She did her part and i know it. I dOn't seem to be the one moving the pieces on the chessboard. Neither is my heart or my mind. I am waiting.... fOr? I... maybe that choice you made is correct. You sHould not do something you dUn like... Do what you like.. i am tired of all the rules.. bUt Will nV be yOu. They can stop all these buT they cannot stop what my heart feels... neither can you. I cannot even control what i feel.. sO there is nO guarantee? So you will not feel secure with what i said. I seriously don't mind the choice you made.. iT is yOur right. I never expected yOu to do anything for me.. cOz.. i dUn know how to repay yOu. Best wiShes... There is still a lot of bEtter pPL in this world. tHanks fOr stepping bAck. ThanK yOu fOr sO mucH things. sO sorry... let nature take its course...

Maybe sHe is right. I am still not able to forget a lot of things. I depend too much on past experience. But, i really cannot forget... and i cannot take it.. eVen juSt like this, i cannot take it. Why am i always saying heArtless is bAd... mAybe one day, i am a hEartless.. ... ya.. so sorry... maybe i shouldn't at all think of anything that link to whatever. yOur friend is also right. At this age... and stuff... sO many pPL said that to me before. Maybe eSPecially to me. bEcause... i am childish and stuff... nAive. You never meant to do any thing bad to me. i kNow. bUt... as a hEartless... one day i will... i wiLL.. not walk out on you.. just plain torture you... Maybe i dOn't know what it takes to dO this and that. sO sorry...

I feel sO.. wanna be left alone.. i wanna walk out of so many things.. in the end, i end up with nothing good either... sO what if i **ss you... sO what if i *i** you.. sO what... i cannot do anything because... i am sO afraid of regrets... not regreting to be w*** you.. but the situation and position i am in... whatever... i dUn understand what i am saying... i am... maybe selfish.. so sorry...

Jack... thanK U for staying here with me...
3:27 PM


Tuesday, December 21, 2004
hAha.. I still dUn know whAt Jenny and Chin Pei want for Christmas. heEhx... fAster teLL mE!!! If not, i go and buy the things i wanted to bUy initially. Today, i went out with Jenny and Chin Pei after school. Went to Orchard again. I think i am going to be tired of Orchard sOon. haha.. mAybe nOt so soon. When got money go there shop will not sian one. hahaha.. say till as if i will have a lot of money to dO own shopping. Anyway, I still need to think of presents fOr people. ArHz... and my brain cells are Very limited. haha.. yUpz. We went to some shops and see see and stuff. Saw a sleeveless top that i kinda like at HusHush. haha.. bUt then, nO fate.. haha.. white colour dun have my size. -___-... Even in Seiyu Bugis also don't have my size. So sAddening. haha.. nVm.. cAn find better ones.. mAybe.. We also did some drawings at HusHush. sO fUn.

hAha.. fOr Chin Pei, i think i know what to bUy. bUt fOr Jenny, heehx... give more hints please. haha.. i Very sLow one. hahaha... sOrry. Think nEed to think think think.. haha..

Today, i think my mind like a bit blank blank kind one. haha.. then felt so no feelings. hAha.. fOr no gOod reason. Continued for few days already? I think i forgotten what is Excitement, Surprise feeling. hAha.. even if i got a surprise, i think my reactions will just be.. like this ba. haha.. iNstall feelings and emotions maybe can help. Hm.. dUn know is a gOod thing oR a bAd thing. hahaha.. i don't see any advantage or disadvantage in this at all.

Not sO lUcky today too. haha.. while going out with Jenny and Chin Pei, i think i sprained a bit of my ankle. haha.. but is really a BiT only. Then after a while Pain like... not really very PaiN. At least i am still able to move around. heehx.. Reminded me of a lot of things. Especially in Secondary one. Sprain ankle.. aNd.. COL.. means.. CrY oUt lOud... and.. tEars.. will sPray like water host like thAt.. hahaha.. so fUnny. Lucky got friends held me while i walked down that hOrrible sTairS... Oh! The other uNluCky thing is... i bUrnt mY tongue. haha... dRink sOup toO fAst. haha.. toO hUngry. Also dUn know why sO hUngry. haha... i did eat something for lunch in schOol. So "LucKY", I ate Pasta in sChool, At hOme dinner alsO the sAme thing. hahaha.. bUt the taste is different. haha.. i liKe hOme cOok one bEtter!

This mOrning, mUmmy asked me about some things. Last night said some things. haha.. bUt.. if i were to compare the things and tone she said and used on the 2 different conversation, sEems sO VerY diFferent. hahaha.. makes me feel sO weirD. Is it because of what i said in mY dreams lAst night? I think i dO talk in mY dreAms. hahaha.. lAst night dream is sO... weird. This mOrning, i spoke in my dreams.. haha.. gUess what i said? -___- "HELLO" -___- hahaha.. and my mother said, what hello? Wake uP already.. and stuff.. hahahaha... i think she made me half awake then i talk lO. hahaha... sO cUte..

Oh... i think Christmas.. thEre maY be a pLace i want to gO.. hahaha.. bUt.. even if.. make My wAy thEre mYselF bA.. hahaha.. sO tired oF sO manY tHings.. haha.. i thinK iT is tiMe fOr me tO giVe uP... giVe uP... wHat is it that i wAnt to giVe uP? haha.. i alsO not suRe.. jUst giVe uP and ShuT uP...
9:35 PM


Friday, December 17, 2004
~FridAy~

TodAy is jEnny's birthDay~ haha.. cLap cLap!!! yEah~ We aLL 17 years oLd already. hAha... erm... older already... -___-... hAha... hApPY birthDaY~~~~~

Reached school and waited for people to come. hAha.. then we went to the lecture theatre. We are late again. haha.. sO listen and listen. hMm... the thing is nothing goes in my mind. hAha.. like so nothing to do. So whatever she say, i listen and write some and it just goes out bA.. haha.. i also dun really understand Business Management. haha... after that, we went for tutorial. Inside the class keep laughing and laughing. hAha.. sO many fUnny things happen. hAha... the jAck jAck toy got fUnny sound. haha.. then everyone laugh. The teacher outside also can hear.. haha.. have to control. hMm.. after tutorial, also dun know what happen and where we going. In the end, just follow like that. hAha.. we all went to Orchard Taka. Walked halfway, Edmund and I went to buy the project shop to buy the bAg for jEn jEn. hAha... then we walked to Cine. Edmund's intuition. haha.. wRong... hMm.. we saw Ya Hui at Cine and then talked awhile and went back to Taka. Back again, haha.. we went to meet them outside Taka. Then see a lot of interesting thingys... hAhaha.. the funny cAr plates. cAn write other things one. hAha.. gOt.. "Beware I Bite".. "I'm Sexy Huh".. So fUnny... "Hannah St" haha.. sO cUte lO. I also went to In Beauty Roadshow and saw Yuki and Amy. haha.. the other girl i dun know. I also went to see some toys. Later, Jiayi need to go home, Yvonne need to go home too and Teresa need to meet friend. So left Edmund, Jenny, Chin Pei and I.

hAha.. sO we went to grab a bite. Jenny and Chin Pei keep disappearing. sO bad. haha.. anyway, Edmund and I went to buy drinks then went to Mos Burger. haha.. Chin Pei and Jenny went to have Candlelight Lunch. haha.. sO cOol. haha.. hMm.. After eating.. at that same place we sat before in Mos Burger, we walked around Taka Basement 1. hAha.. we keep going in HusHush. haha.. that shop very interesting lO. haha.. gOt bLackboard and cHalKS.. haha.. sO fUn!!!! then we did some drawings. haha.. I also tried some things. haha.. a hat and a Cat hairband. haha... Like very cUte like tt. hahaha.. all the stuff inside. Went to Zara for a while.

Then we went to meet Jenny and Chin Pei. haha.. fOr a while only, they say have to go home already. hAa.. sO i still dun want to go home mahz. Some go hOme, then we walked to PS. Started to rain leaves and Rain heavily. haha.. sO need Umbrella. haha.. went to PS to see see around. haha.. then tired already, we found a place to sit in front of a big mirror. haha.. we Chatted and tAlked. haha.. Happy lO. cOz all the things wanna say, say already. I also happy coz.. Everything u wanna say, say already. Although partial of what i wanna say haven say, it is okiez. bEcause that may not be true. haha.. sO better not to say some stuff. We went to eat noodles. haha.. then drink a lot of fruit punch, coz of the msg ba.. haha.. the chilli actually not very spicy one. haha.. but felt thirsty. Later, we walked outside and walked through a nice path. The lighting coil and hang around the trees. haha.. vEry nicE lO. Waste electricity.. hahaha.. jk

We sat down somewhere and talked about somethings again. haha.. then we went to the MRT station. haha.. When we are in the train reaching Toa Payoh.. Heehx... someone said something finally. It is not the matter of obvious or not. Some things just need to be said. hAha.. tHank U. hMm... i know.. but.. i still cannot... hOpe u understand.. sOrry.. Went hOme...Drink a lot of sugar cane. haha...
4:51 PM


Monday, December 13, 2004
~MondAy~

haha... today is a normal day just that i felt so weird. hAha.. or maybe i am weird and everything i see is weird. hAha...

Today, i went to the bus stop and saw Teresa, Chin Pei and Jia Yi. Later, Suhana, BingHui and Edmund came. Hannah also joined in. hAha.. On the way in, Yvonne SR was with us. hAha... We went for FFA lesson. MR Yip will be our teacher for a few weeks or months and we will have another teacher because he will be retiring soon. He explained about his Chinese name and other stuff. haha.. i think he is in about Singapore politics. hAha.. sO fUnny. Okiez... the weird thing that happened today is that the class sabo Shawn, Edmund and I to be the rap. In the end, i am the rAp. aRH.... stress lA... haha.. hOw would i know what to do and stuff. sO stupid. hAiz.. hAiz... then i sO bLur.. hOw to be rAP?!?!?!?!

Later, we went for lunch and then to written communication tutorial. Haha.. the teacher was our BSTATS teacher in the past sem. But it was only for a while. hAha.. she seem to be a bit confused about the names. hAha.. she kept calling me Jenny. hAhahaha.. sO fUnny. I have no response also lO. She was also confused about Eugene and Edmund. Oh... Edmund got Sabo as the written com RaP. haha.. I think the teacher a bit like like to aim me. Keep calling my name. haha.. i mean.. Jenny's name. hAHaha... yA..

After school, i went home. Hungry like siAo. When i reached home, Cindy said that she just came home also. She bought KFC and i ate quite a lot. HAha.. 1 piece of chicken, the box of popcorn chicken, half the small cup of Pepsi, less than half of the small Whip Potato (My fAV!!!)(WS eat sO mUch!!! hMph) and i also eat one packet of maggie mee, Chicken Abalone. At first i was Hungry liKe cRazy and now i am FuLL likE crAzy! hAha.. shouLdn't eat sO muCh.

hAha.. today, dun see so many hahas.. haha... coz i dun feel good now. hMm... not only full like crazy, i feel sO... i also dun know how to say. Hmm.. nOt a goOd feeling. sOmething i dUn like bA. hAha.. maybe i have the word in my mind. bUt i know this is a mistake. haha.. is something that should not exist and i must not let it be there tomorrow again! hAha... U jUst gonNa bE hAppy and No wOrries. haha.. oR maybe yOu shOuld juSt settLe that thing u haven... hAha.. my dinnEr.. -__-
8:15 PM


Thursday, December 09, 2004
~WednesdAy~

hAha.. sO finally, i am already 17 years old. hMm.. what is with the finally? haha... being older is not good. haha.. there is many things that i cannot do and also some stuff i can do now. -___- hAha... i am ReLuctanT to bE 17!!!!! hAa... i still wanna be small kid la. hMph~


Quite some people wished me haPpy biRthdAy. haha... got a lot of sms even b4 my birthday. haha.. pEoplE like Edmund haha.. send so many smses to remind me that i am getting older and older by the hOur. hMm... after 12midnight, Merlin sent one, Suhana sent one, Chin Pei sent one... haha... Morning, Jace sent one, Jenny sent one. haha.. liKe that lO. Vanessa from NP also sent one on Friendster. I think Winnie sent one because she saw me sent her one and saw Vanessa one. But she got the wrong date. See... sO bad. haha.. Then got another forgetful pErson. hMPH.... Wei Siang aRhz... U said before!!! U said that you will not forget to wish me happy birthday one. U.... U... forgot.... hMph.. gO overseas already then like that right. sO bAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... jkjk..

My birthday also Very weird lO. haha.. see arhz... mY birthday, Wei Siang, Wei Kai, Xin Yi all go to Hong kOng. Then still not all. Yang Yang and Ting Ting also go Hong Kong. Worse because they went on my birthday dAte!!! haha... My father also not in Singapore. Then still got... My bLk 7 cOusins also never wish me hAppy biRthdaY.. haha... sO bAd... hMpH... hMph hMpH.......... haha.. oKiez.. my birthday is not a daMN big day sO i also not expecting pPL to wish me happy birthday. haha.. bUt like so many ppl ot with me like that. hAha...

So only like this few ppl and my family members know my birthday lO. haha... and mY pOly friEnds..

hAha... i got a few presents. haha.. Got a Converse bag from mUmmy. Got a White skiRt from kOr kOr. Wei sOng... never give me present. hAha... fOrgot my birthday somemore. hMph... haha.. nvm la.. give me 10 dollars i forgive U. hahahaha.. jkjkjk... then i got a present frOm sOmeone. haha... tHanK U aLL VerY mUch.

Today, i am having IS CATS and IS IAC. haha.. Edmund late. So Jia Yi, Yvonne Yi Feng and I went to class first. In my class, i sat at the back and saw Yvonne Su Rong. So i moved my place to the front beside her. Did soMe stuff for CATS. U know... mY group consist of Louis, Jerred (the something wrong guy), Amanda, Yvonne Su Rong and I. haha... i think we all Very qUiet. Later end class, we waited for Jia Yi. Even Yvonne Yi Feng came out already. Jia Yi the Uncle teacher also haven end class yet. hahaha.. finAlly ended, we went to the next class. IS IAC is Desmond Wee teaching us. hAha.. i think he not bad looking. hAha... bUt Yvonne said that he looked at a criminal. hahahahaha... sO cUte lO.. her description. hAha.. Okiez. This time the group consist of Ezul, Ben, Yvonne and I. haha.. i think i saw something i shouldn't see on Ben's HP. Sorry.. haha...

After class, i waited for Jia Yi and then went to meet Suhana and Edmund at the Blk 72. hAha.. then Eugene joined us. We all went to Orchard. HAha.. then walked around lO. We walked in the rain to Taka also. Then go to Lucky Plaza. haha.. Then go to Taka again to sit and stare into space. haha... later, mUmmy called me to go hOme. so we all went hoMe. Eugene went home first then Suhana meet friend then Edmund and I went hOme. hAha.. he gave me a present also. heex... dUn know how to tie ribbon. haha.. sO cUte. tHanK UUU vEry mUch anywAy. haha... alsO quite niCe lO.

hAha.. sO i went home and sleep while waiting for my mUmmy to bring us out to eat. haha.. sO finally can go out already. haha.. We went to Pizza Hut at Thomson Plaza. haha.. Eat fUll already then went to do somethings and went Home. sLeep... sO tireD....
7:31 PM


Tuesday, December 07, 2004
~TuesdAy~

Today, i woke up slightly later. hAha... i woke up at about 7.30am. Should wake up at 7.15am. hAha... anywayz, today i was not late. Reached school and saw Chin Pei. We went to print notes at Blk 73. However, the auntie said that we cannot do that. She said that it was too busy and she can only print and give it to us after school. Only available service was the selling of the notes. So we left. Later, Teresa joined us. We wanted to go to the library to print the notes. But in the end we didn't go. Because we met Jia Yi, Suhana, Edmund aNd Binghui. Jia Yi said never mind about printing the notes. So we set off to block 45 for FFA lecture. Jenny still not here. Mummy miSs jEn jeN already lehZ... haha.. stiLL haven come to schOol yET. sO we tried to call her but her HP was off. At the start of the lecture, i called her and finally Jen jeN answered the pHone caLL. haha.. She said that she woke up late. So she will be coming later. We smsed each other. Jen jEn reached le!!!!!! But she stayed outside. haha.. So Teresa and I went out to get her. haha... Then we went back in again. Outside was VerY cOld!! haha... sO went back in. ...Listen Listen Listen... Haha... i think i still dun really understand the Internal Controls and some of the Petty Cash. Have to revise lO. haha.. mY aim is to bE like Zhi Xin. sO goOd....

After school, we went to the shop behind the library to buy the IS CATS bOok. haha.. then we went to the Level 1 to print timetable. Binghui was not coming with us so he went home. After that, we went out to Orchard. On the bus, we chatted. hAha... I overheard Jia Yi said, " Then u accompany her and me and Suhana go lO" to Edmund. -___- haha.. but i can guess ba. They wanna buy something. And mOst probably is Cake. Haha.. So they got off at Wisma and Jenny, Chin Pei, Edmund and I went to Cineleisure the Burger King to have Lunch. hAha... i didn't eat. So later, Suhana and Jia Yi came back. Haha... intuition correct. They bought a cHocolate cAke. haha... THANK YOU ALLLLLLL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hAha... THANK YOU THANK YOU.. haha... really go and buy cake. hAhaha.. tHanK YoU Jia YI, SuhaNA, JenNY, ChiN pEi and Edmund. haha.. really enjoyed lO. heeh... The cAke not bad. haha... The potions we ate each was sO different. haha.. Jenny, Chin Pei, Suhana, and Jia yi ate 1/8 of the cake each. Edmund and I ate... almost 1/4 of the cake each. haha... sO fULL... Later, we walked around Orchard. Went to Taka, and then walked around to Perlini's Sliver and oter places to see see. After walking a while later, Suhana went to meet friend and we went to shop a little while more and then we went hOme. haha... Jia yi and i at the same train and we chatted....
5:51 PM


Monday, December 06, 2004
~Monday~

Today i woke up Very Early. I woke up at about 8.30am. hAha... but actually i don't have to wake up so early because mUmmy bringing me to school. But in the end, i also almost late bEcause everyone waited for one another. haha... sO i reached school and meet the others. Today, i wore skirt because Chin Pei say wear skirt together. hahaha.. or was it i said that. haha... Hmm.. lOoks... weiRd.. hahaha.. but i think for one day only, should not be a problem. haha... we went for the BCA lecture. BCA is something like Last sEmester CIP. haha... sO bOring. The worst thing is that i have to face PBL, Presentations, talk in front of pPL, And others. haha.. i dUn like. hMm.. hOpe i can be like my friend, get aLL hiGh scOres. So we listened to the teacher for about 45 mins only. She talked about Microsoft Excel which is sO bOring also. Can yOu believe iT? We went to scHool foR onlY 45 mINS! Eugene and Ya Hui stay at Pasir Ris kNow. Pasir Ris to Clementi also more than 45 mins. Really seemed to be wasting our time. haha.. After class, we went out... pLay... gO hOme...

At hOme, i cooked maggie to eat. hEehz.. cOz the fried rice my maid cooked, lOoks... yUck. haha... sick of fried rice. -___- sO cooked maggie. Finished eating, i went to play Maple Story. So sian AlSo. haha... A while later, i went to see Cynthia's Blog. sO nice lO even though it was Plain. bUt, Really feel that it is cLear, Plain, Simple, Nice. haha.. sO i made one that looked something like hers. haha.. hMm but i think it is not as good as hers. hAha.. sOrry... sound like i cOpying pPL wOrk. heehx.. bUt really kinda like her bLog design. sO like that lO. changed. Hm.. i want to figure out how to make use of the plugin. It is used for music purpose. Later, i continued to played Maple Story.

Papa reached hOme and we went to Macpherson... erm... spelling mistake... haha.. Anyway, we went there to have dinner and to celebrate my birthday. sO fULL. I think pApa ordered to much fOod. He ordered CRAB, LALA, VEG and Wo Tie. haha.. After dinner, we went home. Wanted to play Maple Story but cannot because tHey are upgrading something. So continued to do blOg. Later, Wsong and kOr kOr wanna play Warcraft so i used the desktop. Also doing nothing lO. Papa switched the channel to 55. hAha... i stopped him. They were showing Lofty Waters Verdant Bow. haha.. tHat sHOw iS VVVVVVVVVVV nIce!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... but i watched only a little bit. Later, i switched back to my Laptop and listened to mUsic. At about 1am plus, i went to sleep.
5:46 PM


Saturday, December 04, 2004
~1 dec~

haha... i slept at 3am plus and woke up at around 8am. Mummy woke up up. hAha.. because we have to bring pApa to the airport. He is going to Indo to do some bUsiness with Uncle Peter. hMm.. i think so.. haha.. Anyway, Mummy, Papa, Kor kOr and i went. Only lazy WSong didn't go. haha.. still sleeping. sO we went and met Uncle Peter and bring them to the gate. Then they went lO. On our way there, i saw Keith. haha.. surrounded with erm.. erm... girls.. hahaha.. i think is his maid's friends. No chance to say hi. hahaha.. nVm la.. we Never really talk. haha.. see him remind me of Sheryl. hMm.. haha.. secondary 3 or 4, he gave Sheryl a Forever Friends Bear. Quite Expensive but the size of the bear... is like bigger than hand size. That bEar is nice. We went off.

Mummy's turn to drive because just now when we came, kOr kOr drove. So mUmmy drove us to Tampines. HAha.. cOz she have to work. We went to Tampines Link Way the fOod cOurt to eat breakfast. MUmmy bought the breakfast set. haha.. kOr kor helped me and himself buy prawn noodles. So we ate. Chatted while waiting for Ms Lim Aunty. haha.. Chat and Chat then i fell asleep. haha.. but still can hear some of the stuff they say. Hmm.. lAter, Ms Lim Aunty came. She bought her breakfast and ate. Chat cHat again. So i sLeep sLeeP again. hahaha.. later, i woke up almost time to start their work. hAha.. so we went off. Me and kOr kOr felt sO sian. haha... nothing to do. So we went to Tampines. He said he want to go to OP. He bought a T-Shirt. haha.. He also chose a Skirt for me. haha.. sO i tried and also bOught. bUt need to go to another outlet to change the size. They ran out of my size. -___- Later, we went back hOme and brought WSong to tuition.

Went hOme later. haha... then i went to Orchard. Meet Jenny and walked around Orchard. I got this feeling walk in Orchard till want to peng. hAha.. bUt actually, i have a lot of other things nEver see b4. So we looked around. Aimed at sOme stuff bUt i think forget it lO. When i got money then i will go and buy. hEh.. sO we walked around and ate mCdonald's Isi kUreAm.. hahahaha.. ice cream. Then we went hOme.
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