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Thursday, February 24, 2005
HAha... these dayz... is sO bOring... So nOt interestinG... sO nOt my stYle.. sO nOt me... So pathetic... So iDiotic... So iRritating... sO aimless... So without a pUrpose... sO different... sO i dun liKe... sO stUpid... sO like i lost something... sO making me wanna die... sO making me feel so siCk... sO make me feel that all things and words does not carry any meaning, purpose and also empty.........
6:45 PM


Wednesday, February 23, 2005
~WednesdAy~

It is not even half of today and i am here to bLog. hahahaha.... sO crazy. bUt coz i am tOo bOred. I woke up at... arouNd 6.45am. hMm, sO bOred. hAha... when me and Mummy were on our way to the carpArk, we saw a vEry small kitten. hAha... and it is fOllowing the wrONG mOther. When the female cAt was crossing the rOad, it turned back and look at the kitten. mUst be sOme communications. haha... the nExt thingy the kitten did was climBing back to the safe area instead of croSsing too. haha... The kitten was sOOOO sMALL... i think it can stand on mY hAnds. it is liKe... OmG.. sOOooOO cUte. heehx... The kitten tried to chase me and follOw me. But we nEed to gO schOol. sO... we cAnnot dO anything. haha... and it pUrr and Purr.. sO cUte. I think it is still looking for mOther or sOmething. sO pOor thing.

From mOrning mAdness, they say, tOday the 15th day of cHinese nEw yEar, is cHinese Valentine's Day. hAha... anyway, i knew about this liaoz la. hahaha.... my secondary school, dUn know whoever tell me one. I forgot.

hMm... oKiez. So i am stiLL bOred. wHat happened yEsterday. hAha... as Usual we went schOol. Then we went for FFA. hAha... then we learned about sOme stuff that we can earn 1 CCA points. Actually i want to gO, but then after that, i still want to gO la. but then, sUddenly got the... erM... siAn feeliNg. I dUn know wAnt to join or not. wHat if clash with lessOn time? hahaha... so dun knOw lo. Later, we ate at Canteen 1.. bLah bLah bLah... Later, went for BCA... and... dO the projEct. hAha.. mOst of the things like is Jenny dO lehz... hahaha... so sOrry. hEehx.. i pai seh.. dUn know how to dO. -___- During class, i bLah BLah blAh... then... after cLass... went to bLah bLah blAh.. oOH... iNterestinG dAy hUh... hahaha... bLah bLah bLaH..

oNe wOrd to describe yesterday. This is the trUth? mY viEws..? yEs? WronG? oPps.. mOre than oNe wOrd. hAha.. oKiez... cUrious.

oH ya... T.A.T.U bRoken uP liaoz. hAha.. jUst heard fRom radiO.

lEts plAy hiDe and seEk...
8:13 AM


Saturday, February 19, 2005
~SaturdAy~

Woke up late this morning around 10.30am. Then, i played with Jack till 10.45am. Sure late for work at Tampines. hAha... so i went to bathe quickly and went out of my house. Took MRT and saw one of the Singapore idols people. hMm... the girl who sing the song.... something Rainbow one.. quite big size. She sing quite nice but was kicked out at the second round. She went off at Lavendar. Hmm... sO i continue till i reach Tampines. Then i went to eat Mee Kia.

After that, went to start work. Find Andy and get the flyers. Got 2000... sO much... like wanna kill people like that. Plus the crowd in Tampines.... not.. like.. erm... Orchard.. Familiar faces walk around only. -___- hMm... anyway, while givin out the flyers, i saw Chai Siang and Jerimie... erm... spelt wrongly.. hahaha... Then give till 996 pieces, Someone come and hElp... WHo arhz.... still got wHo... That pIG... hahahahahaha... jk...Edmund... come at 3+ pm. So we went back to take the next 1000.

On the way back to the roadshow, a... STUPID... BIG... Cockroach.... drOPPED fROM tHE CEILLING!!!!!!!!!! and.... on to me!!!!!!!! Then, i jumped around... hahaha... then Edmund help me erm.... dun know how.. remove that STUPID BIG IDIOT Zhang Lang... -_____________-

Later, we continue to give out flyers then finally finished. We went to Orchard to meet Jenny. Then we watched Chingay between OG and Centre Point. I think so... Chingay wAs Fun.. hahaha... sO colourfUl and... niCe. After the stuff, we went to the street party there for a while then quickly left. hAha... while walking away, someone fainted and need to be carried out. Then we went hOme. We took taxi and the taxi first stop at ToaPayoh, nExt fifth Avenue and then Boon lay.

Day ended.
12:40 PM


Friday, February 18, 2005
tOday is vOn's birthdAy. hAha... sO we went to ceLebrate her birthdAy. wAaa.... thiS feW daYz.... i feEl sO siAn... and bOring... and strEssed uP... hAve to de sTress and also, find sOmething to dO. i Don't kNow. ~xus gnihtyreve~ wAnt to cRy oUt lOud. cOz i tOo siAn liaoz.

So i reached school at 8.30am. nO one reached yet. oH ya, mUmmy allowed me to buy the mp3 but i didn;t buy in the end cause the colour don't suit me. So on my way to blk 50, met Eugene. He came out of the toilet. So we walked to the table where Darryl, Teresa and Chin Pei who are already there. sO i looked at the BMGT notes for quite some time. Later, Edmund and Bing Hui came. Then, later, they went to lecture. Jenny came and we went to do sOme stuff. Then we dO nothing. After that, we went for tutorial.

After tutorial, Chin pEi and i went to atrium. We meet Eugene, Shawn, Jia Yi, Jenny, Hannah, Suhana and Teresa later at Orchard. Later, we ate at Lido and watched the movie, about hOrse.. heehx... vEry fUnny and cUte, after yVonne reached. So we watched the mOvie. sO niCe. haha... at least, i felt better. After that, we went to Taka Mos bUrger. Jia yI they all bought cake and we ate. sIng birthdAy sOng. hahaha... sO niCe. hMm... sO after this, we have to go hOme. bUt i don't feel like ging home.

Jia Yi and Eugene went hOme. Teresa and Suhana went Far East. Jenny and i went walking around and went to check out Chingay thingy. On our way to cross the road, i saw Melvin. I called him... MERLIN. thIs iS sO dOtssss... tOo many people name almost the same. hahaha... oKiez.... sO his name is MELVIN. Later, we were next to the telephone booth in front of Swensen. We were waiting for Chingay to start from 7.30pm to 8.00pm. sO nothing mUch hAppened. hAha... we saw a lot of RATS. RATS preparing for Chingay tOo. We went hOme at 8pm.

tMl have to wake up and gO to Tampines again to wOrk. giVe out flyers. but i dun know how much. mAybe after that going Chingay.

i Wanna de stress. sOmeone help me? hElp me... kill my sianess which is still not going away. hOw come... i feel sO... being.... erm.... i dun know.. like... erm... useless. oR issit not useless. hMmm.... iS swing? iS stress? iS wHat? iS lishan....

Lishan, dun trOuble AnyoNe.....
8:52 PM


Tuesday, February 15, 2005
So it is another 14 feb. hAhaha... this is the second time i got someone with me on Valentine's day. hAha... iS a gOod thing.

Today, i wore the black top mUmmy buy for me and wore a skirt. hMm... sO jump to go school. I met Edmund at atrium. haha... hE gave me a biG biG red bOx. i gAve a small small silver box. haha... the ribbon we used are the sAme. haha... sO fUnN..

After school, i followed him and he gave me rOses. hahaha... in the box is tAtty bEar. hEeh... hOlding roses. haha... sOooOoo cUte. Then i cannot stop smilling. hahaha... mouth cannot close. aNyway, after school, we went to Plaza Singapura. We went to buy the tickets. Later, we walked passed Secret recipe, we saw Eugene, Jia yi, YahUi and Suhana. haha... we went to their table and next thing we know is... taKing piCtures. eRm.. hahaha... i think i look weird coz, i cannot... recover for laughter yet. heehx. hAHa... sO we ate at Secret Recipe tOo. Later, Eugene they all left and went to watch their mOvie. When we were still at Secret Recipe, Edmund gave me another Present. hEehx.. iS a cArd. sOoOo sWeet the things he wRote. haha... reAlly vEry hAppy also. hahahaha... After eating, we walked around and then went for the mOvie: I Do I Do. hahaha... the sHow is vEry fUnny. haha.. kEep laughing till my waist muscle some sort of pain. hahaha...

After watching movie, we sat on a bench. haha... pLay pLay Play, He gave me another present. HEehx... iS reaLLy niCe!! hahaha.... reAlly.. Appreciate aLL the things yOu brought tO mY liFe. tHanK yOu vEry mUch. ^-^ haha... latEr play play play.... my bLack ring bRoke. haha... hAve to go and find a new one. lAter mUmmy scold. hahaha... nExt time then say lO. lAter we went hOme, sat MRT to Toa Payoh. Took taxi with Edmund back hOme then he went hOme also. hAha... =) At hOme, i placed the roses in a vase. haha... then... pack everything. haha... tOday is A hAppy day. hOpe the rOse can last lOnger. hahaha...

ThanK yOu vEry mUch~~~ Xx5 ~~~
12:26 AM


Monday, February 14, 2005
HAha... hi people. It has been so long since i blog because of my laziness. hMm.. actually a lot of things happened. But i think i gonna highlight the things that happened mainly.

First is Chinese new yEar. Normal things we did yearly i think. Anyway, the 1st day at Wei Siang's house till late at night or wee hours in the morning. Play games, use laptop and stuff. hahaha... i think one of the days in Singapore is at my house, i think is 2nd day. hMm... at the 3rd day of new year, we went to Malaysia. Wei Siang family going on Sat. So we means, Our family, Li Yun family and Ting ting family. hMm... we went to Times Square to buy things. In the end, mUmmy bought a pink dress and a black top for me. All so lady-like. WOnder when i will ever wear them. hahahaha... cOz... i am not so girl know.

The second day in Malaysia, we travel all the way to Genting. In Genting, we played some games. I think i was more daring this time to ride the outdoor theme park merry go round with swings. hahaha... erm... but i still scream like a crazy person. Scared of heights i guess. oH, i even wanted to ride the flying coaster. But Kor and Liyun rode only. hahaha.... lAter, Wei Siang, Wei Kai and Xin yi rode too. I think they are immune to scary and thrilling rides. They are the most quiet ones during the rides. When other ppl are on the flying coasters, they scream like crazy. hahaha... Wei Siang, Wei Kai and Xin Yi sO cOol~. Later play some more, bEst is the bUmper cars. I LOvEEEE bUmper cArs.

After playing, we went downhill. hAlf of the journey, there is this place to eat. The food is not bad. hahaha... papa friend treat us. Spend a lot of money. Close to 900 plus. hahaha.. coz we got 2 tables and he ordered a lot of food and all expensive one. hMm... sHould thanK hIm.. haha.. After eating, we went a little further downhill and played with sparks and fireworks. The fiReworks are WonDerfULLLLL. hahaha.. really like national day standard. I thought uncle and papa all bluff one. hOw can get national day standard firEworks. heehx... sOOOO hAppy to see fireworks. Me and Xin Yi played with the small kinds. Then the gUys played the big and dangerous kind. hMm.. a lOt of them aRe extreMely nice. Later, malaysian police came. pApa talked to them and we all quickly left. HAha... the rest we gave to Uncle ah Li. I think he bring to Ipoh and play with other people. i WaNnnNNn mOre firEwOrks!!!!! nExt yEar sHould do it aGain~~~

This is all for nEw year i gUess....
12:09 AM


Friday, February 04, 2005
~Friday~

hAha... lets talk about last night. Last night, Merlin came and talk to me. hAha... everytime we only talk about that thing. Then, he out of wits, he will say that same sentence. hAha.. and also say.. Owe me lunch. hMm... wait i earn money first. hahaha.. aNyway, i want to thank hiM also. For listening and listening. hAha... although i still haven get any enlightenment, i will still try my best to do what i can do. I guessed that everything is about me, is my mind. hahaha... iS aLL in the miNd. tHankS fOr heLping.

This morning, i woke up and went out with Mummy to eat breakfast together. Later, we went to Guardian to buy things. Then mUmmy went for work and i went to do my things. Later i went hOme. Went hOme and i sat in front of the computer. From then onwards, i didn't eat anything. Coz i forgot i only ate carrot cake. And is less than 1/2 of it. i thOugh i ate nOodles. Memory pRoblem again. I kept playing MS and download sOngs and forgot everything.

When dinner is ready, then i know that i haven eat anything since mOrning. hAha.. got a bit faint feeling. haha... even after eating dinner. Coz i didn't eat much. Curry veg plus rice only. haha.. then i don't really like. hAiz... sO i eat little. nOt only faint, now i feel like puking. Maybe because i played too mUch MS. Merlin jUst online. haha... i feel like troubling him again. hahaha.. make him peng is sO fun. oR is i make myself pEng. haha... nOw... feel like bringing my mOther out with me go orChard to see things. haha... bUt i nO energy le. haha.. i think i go Sleep le bahz.........
8:58 PM


Thursday, February 03, 2005
~ThursdAy~

nOw i feel sO siAn... mOre siAn then a few hOurs agO... iF i kNown that thiS will hAppen, i thinK i wiLL retUrn hOme lAter... mOre lAter.

hAha... sO today is a long day. i woke up at 6.30am. haha... first sec of the day heard a funny jOke. My brother said, 'Papa come home already?' He was looking at the bed, where i was sleeping with Mummy. hahaha... he actually thought that i was Papa. The size don't fit alright. haha.. hOw can i be Papa? haha.... jUst wake up, tOo bLur.

sO i wOke up and bathe and stuff. Waited for kOr kOr to finish and we went down to get the car from Auntie. kOr kOr dRove me to school. I reached school at 7.45am. I sat at the table beside kOr kOr and friends. That position was very sUnny and hOt... under the hOt hOt hOt sUn. But i don't mind because the wind is strong. In fact, i felt extremely cOld this mOrning in school. haha... bUt i never bring any jacket of anything. So i just stayed over there.

Later, Edmund and Bing Hui came and study. Jia yi came and Chin Pei came. Next, Suhana came. Jenny came and we all studied. We went to Blk 72 for our BCA test. Last test. Finally. hahaha... sO we went. After the test, which we left after just 1 hour. We went to Orchard. At orchard, we counld not decide where we want to go. Jenny wanted to walk around, sO i went together. Hannah and Chin Pei went for lunch. Edmund and Bing Hui went to Mambo to play pool. Me and Jenny went to Kinokuniya. We read bOoks and looked at cOmics. The bOoks are VERY interestiNg. I like a novel called Tokyo Love Story, Dong Ji Zhi something. hahaha... But the start of the story seemed very familiar. Sounded like what Miss Hia told me about a Korean sHow. I wonder if they are the same thing. I read some books and felt that the pictures are interesting, the chinese used was very beautiful. After reading some, Chin Pei called and we went to Mambo to meet her.

After meeting her at Mambo, we went to Cine KBox to sing. hMm... need to remind myself to return the KBox card to Edmund. haha.. So we sAng and sAng and sing and sinG. haha... Chin Pei and Jenny don't believe what i say liaoz. sO sad. hahaha.. jk. So after singing, we went to HMV at Heeren. After looking, Chin Pei went hOme, Somerset MRT. Jenny and i went to Taka a while. We went to the hall or something. I bOught ice cream again. hahaha... this time is Lemon and Cookies and Cream. This is the second time i eat that ice cream and the same way i feel. haha... the ice cream very nice to eat. Later, Jenny went home and i still hestitating to go home.

My legs just don't want to move near the MRT gate. hahaha... sO i went to FOREVER 21. hAHa... sHop sHop. I saw Marvin. haha.. then i said everyone go home, i dun feel like going home so i shop shop lo. Then he say... naughty girl. haha.. =P... sO i saw 2 things i like in FOREVER 21. Firsr, i saw a milky white jacket with red sleeves and white strips... haha.. vEry niCe.. and it cost $43. hMm... in the front, there are wordings, NEW YORK and a small green apple on the left chest area, below it, there is a figure; 1987. My yEar~~~ haha.. i want i want. he other one is a Shirt which also cost $43. It is white with pink thread as outline. It is nice but i will not wear it. hEehx... like only.. coz nice but i think i not used to it yet. Oh ya... marvin said that he saw Elaine just now and described her clothings as... VerY AunTIe... hahahaha... erm.... he sO bad... say ppl like that... heehx...

After shopping in FOREVER 21 for about 1 hour i think. hAha.. till 8pm. I continued and went to ETAM. haha... I found a purple spagetti strap purple top, cross back. The front of the top have sequines forming a 3 circles and showed the symbol of MickeyMouse. The top was very nice!!!!! But cost $43. sO expensive. They also have a black knee length skirt which is quite formal but extremely formal. hahaha... okiez... i think i can find better ones. It cost $56.

After ETAM, i went to TOPSHOP and chatted with Murni. Then i looked around but i cannot find anything i want. Except the jeans... which is sO unlikely that i will buy. I think i will go for cheaper jeans. So, i went to Surfbabe and cannot find things i need. Next Esprit, haha.. got quite a number of nice clothings but i cannot afford. After that, i went to World of Sports and also found nothing. Then i went to FCUK. I saw a violet skirt which is very very very fLare at the 2/5 to the end of the skirt. Quite nice but a bit weird and i not used to it again. Cost $119. Expensive. haha...

After shopping, i still don't want to go hOme. But just now Mummy called sO i think i better go home. If not, Mummy angry, i will faint. hahaha... sO gO hOme gO hOme....

Andy called and asked me to give out leaflets at Tampines on Saturday, 11am.

Hopeful for a better tomorrow...
11:44 AM