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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I just saw my secondary classmate's photo of her and her family in Hortpark. hAha.. that place looks really nice. haha.. i wanna go tooo!!!
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Places i wanna explore: Hort Park, Labrador Nature Trail and Seashore, Kent Ridge Park, Henderson Wave
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hahah.. the Australian lecturers in school really like to communicate with students. Especially those who yawn, eat, drink, whisper, and stuff. Classes are getting stressful!!! =/
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+_Even if we have nothing at all, i will still want to be with you_+
1:48 PM


Thursday, January 15, 2009
Here is a quote i got from my fren's MSN. haha.. just felt that this sentence is quite true but not totally true depending on the persons needs at different period of time. But for me, this statement is like part of me.. and my character. haha.. but not everyone can understand this.
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+:._sometimes silences make the real conversations between two, not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts_.:+
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13 Jan 2009
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I went to Orchard with my Mummy in the day and she bought a top and pants from Esprit. haha.. And i finally got back my Charles and Keith slippers which is still Not repaired. They said that they cant repair it.. hMm.. i really like that pair of slippers.. Dun really know what to do with it now. =C After dinner, my brother, Mummy and I went to Bugis to shop. haha.. My brother bought the board game Taboo. haha.. to me this Taboo game is trouble. If his gf cant understand his hints or he doesnt understand her hints, they will sure have things to quarrel about.. =P erm.. Hope that will not happen. If i were to play that game, i will not win. =/ Limited vocabulary.. =___= When we went to Hurs, I saw Nathalie and I kinda said her name too loudly. hahaha.. i just have this tendacy to say fren's name too loudly if i saw them outside without appointment.. =P hahaha.. then i just quickly went away. So embarassing. Erm, then my Mummy bought 2 shoes for me at Pedro..
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14 Jan 2009
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I went to Tiong Bahru with my Mummy to eat Lor Mee. hahah.. very long nv eat that le.. is Nice but the garlic make ur mouth stink... After that, i went to meet Jenny and we shopped ard Orchard. haha.. Yeah Shopping! Bought a lot of small little things.. For dinner, we ate at Coffee Club. After dinner, we went to Wisma then went home.
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I think tml i should do my expense account, start a little bit on the project, clear my bag and arrange my new year clothes. haha.. I think maybe i shld get some brighter clothes.. hmm.. Oh ya.. i want the Fox shorts.. hope i will remember to buy it.. someday.. =/
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+_Overspent_+
12:21 AM


Sunday, January 11, 2009
Yeah!!! Taylor Lautner will be Jacob Black in the next Twilight movie, New Moon that will be showing at the end of this year. hahaha.. I don't even understand why the petition have to exist to replace Taylor becoz he is the perfect guy to act as Taylor Lautner.
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Why i say that? In the interviews of Twilight, you can really tell that Taylor is a very friendly, cheerful, happy and enthu person. This really fits the role of Jacob Black who is described as having a aura of some happiness thingy. hahaha..
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hMm.. My favorite character in the Twilight book is of coz Edward Cullen, Bella Swan, Jacob Black and Alice Cullen. haha.. but in real life, i really like Taylor Lautner. Happy person.. haha.. and i think i only like Robert Pattinson when he is acting as Edward Cullen. =P Just have this feeling... haha..
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+_NEED Eclipse and Breaking Dawn!!!_+
7:43 PM


Thursday, January 08, 2009
hAha.. today i got scolded by my brother. He said i started it. haha.. but then whatever prediction he said will never come true.. even the things he said like.. what i did before.. erm.. crying?
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haha.. The last time i cry in front of them.. not very long ago.. just the 22 Dec 08 at night.. hMm.. the reason. Becoz i am too angry over some jerk trying to talk bad about someone i care for. Second reason, becoz of the lack of trust and overwhelming sense of his suspicion on me. Which shouldnt even exist. I didnt even cried becoz of the other reasons me brother stated.. eg.. Edmund leaving me sooner or later becoz of my bad habits...
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Haha.. another thing to laugh about on the quarrel we had earlier. I obviously dun have a funny bone installed in me. Coz of my obvious misrepresentation of expression and emotion which lead to the quarrel. I WAS joking. But to him, i was RUDE.
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The last one hurt more. hAha.. i delibrately reacted this way becoz my younger brother reacts this way and i will complain to my elder brother. But he never get like scolded.. coz he can always say "ok" and then do it again.. and again. Maybe i am more honest. I dun say "ok" if i don't want to. I used my actions to show that i am following his orders.. but never agreed to his instructions. Then i jokingly said.. why are u like my younger bro.. can don't keep saying.. haha.. as in.. stop nagging kinda meaning and i am already on my way to follow your instructions.. so can give me a break? This is in my context.
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Then i got into trouble. haha.. i dun see my younger brother got scolded by this issue.. like the not answering issue. Even if someone suspect me on anything.. he gets away with it.. maybe not.. maybe he did get some nice warning.. But this is not the case for me. hahaha.. SO FAIR.
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I don't think i am trusted in this place. They love me.. but they don't trust me at all. A lot of events showed their distrust in me. Like my view to go for Tax profession... As soon as Miss Blah applied and got accepted in Tax department.. Suddenly the Tax Profession gain legitimacy OVERNIGHT and then i am allowed to apply for it. hahaha.. so funny. Then when Miss Blah turn down that offer and accepted the audit ones... Her view changes too. Suddenly, Tax is not so good anymore... If audit is supported all the way, i will not feel that there is distrust in my choices.
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Another situation is.. She just made a comment based on her own observation, then he suddenly turned to me and said fiercely.. What did you say to her? You put words in my mouth! Then i got shocked and hurted. hahaha.. i didnt even say one word to her before she made her comment and/or said anything before that is related to that comment.
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Now here i am.. not showing to them how i feel. hahaha.. actually the way things work here is to follow blindly on whatever instructions is given to me and not say a word. When he scolded me, i didnt say anything at all.. and let him continue.. I know even if i explained things.. said i was joking but is mistaken... all my reasons and explanation will be excuses in their eyes. Since i am wrong in their view, then i am wrong.. there is no need for me to argue. So i just stare blankly.. cant be bothered.. He is waiting for me to say sorry for being rude.. But i am honest.. I will not say "sorry" if i don't want to. So i kept quiet the whole time. THis is my way of handling things here.. not the best way.. but is my way.
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+_Slience is golden_+
12:54 AM


Monday, January 05, 2009
Twilight is the best story and movie ever!!! Hahaha... anyway... i read the 2nd book New Moon. hMm.. and i actually can finish reading a book! I think its a real miracle that i can finish reading a thick book. haha.. i never have that kind of determination. =P So i think wanna collect all of the books. But they are all sold out. Guess that i have to wait till end of January before i can get them. I think i am going to buy the DVD and collect it too!!! I am MAD!
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hMm.. i feel so troubled. I've downloaded this song. Its titled "Bella's Lullaby - Edward Cullen" This one is different from the Bella's Lullaby - Carter Burwell. Till now i still dun know the real title of this song. I cant find it in the Twilight soundtrack score... I dun know if i will hear it in the movie if i watch it again. haha.. That song is really very nice...
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Personally, i think i am too addicted and obsessed with the twilight saga. haha.. i think this time i will take a longer time to recover and stop this insanity. XP Edmund say that it will last till maybe when school reopens. haha.. i dun really know if i want this "feeling" to cease...
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Haha.. so apart from Twilight the other movie that you should really catch is Bedtime Stories. Really hilarious, creative and cute. Yes Man is okie.
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+_Addicted to TWILIGHT_+
12:39 AM