Saturday, October 30, 2004
Today, i woke up at about 10 plus or sO... because last night i sleep.. haha.. very early in the morning.. hahaha.. then at around 7.30 am got people come and kachao me. wOke me uP lO.. haha.. then a while later, i continue to sleep. oKiez.. sO after i officially woke up, i went to bathe and eat and then practise piano. My mother seemed kinda troubled then she say she wanna go out then i said i wanna follow. Me, my mummy and my younger brother went to Courts. My mother saw a wardrobe that is like not bad and decided to buy it, $199. Then after that, we walked around Courts to see see. After this, we went to Long John Sliver to eat. haha... 3 people share a set. My mother ate the corn, my younger brother ate a fish, i ate one too.. and we shared the fries. Finish eating, my mother bring us to our piano lesson. She went out with Ms Lim aunty and maybe went to find Winnie Aunty.
After piano, we went home. I continued to do my cross stitch then i felt a bit tired then i went to sleep at around 4.30pm. I woke up around 4.45pm.
I dreamt of me returning home. I went to find my kOr, finally found him in my parents room. When i opened the door, i saw another dog. My first thought was why my brother go and buy another dog. When i saw the dog, she was jumping on the bed and when she noticed me, she came running to me. She looked so like Jessie. The same kind of hyperactive energetic movements. i touched the dog a few times then i started to cry. I felt so surprised, happy, shocked, and also sad. I started crying in my dream and the next thing i know, i was crying already real life. Then i woke up crying like siao. -________- hAiz... then i still crying... i really really really really really really really really mISS my jEsSIE a lOt... This is one dream... i dun wanna forget... hOw i wish.. i can really touch her again.. i really want her back... mY jEsSie... haiz... wAs it my fault? iF it is.. hOw can i forgive myself? JesSie...... i miSS U sO mUch... i still feel like crying.. if only u were by my side...