Friday, November 05, 2004
eDmund's birthday today... Chin Pei's brother's birthday tml... My bRothEr's biRthday the day after tml.. hahaha... sIAo... and still got.. 4 nOv.. is Melvin's birthday.. heeh.. i nv go and wish him happy birthday also.. sO erm.. bOred.. he got so many ppl to wish him liaoz ma.. eSP Chio bU... heeh.. hahaha..
I woke uP... Very late today... around 10am.. haha.. bUt still feel very tired.. After bathing, my brother asked me to go downstairs because mummy and papa and uncle erm.. dun know.. is downstairs eating. So i comb my hair then went down. When we reached, i only see my mummy and my aunty chatting. Then eat lO... i ate chicken rice.. sO full.. then my brother ate noodles. EaT eAt eaT... then see them chat chat chat... haha.. bOring. After this, we went back home and dun know do what. I told my mummy i going out later then she say me always go out. My brother asked me where i going. I kept saying going out to watch movie and he also kept asking where... -_______- Then i told him i going to Jurong to watch movie. He said siao ar.. go there watch movie. He said go so far just to watch movie.. so crazy. AnyThinG LA... then i said.. my friends yesterday all the way from west to east.. also like tt.. He also asked me what movie i watching. I said i going to watch Sharktale. He replied, i tot u promised to watch it with WSong? Then i said, i tot u also promised then u also watch already.. eVen said already.. also like that.. like my fault.. all u have to do is to make ur tone stricter? anything la huh.. i attitude problem le la... siao siao siao.. aHHHhhHHHhh... siAO...
hAIZ... dUn know what it happening this few days. See.. going out also got so much questioning to do.. i nOt going out to do bad things okiez... not going out to befriend bad ppL.. not going out to kILL ppL.. rOB banK.. anYthing bAd.. nOt going out to learn bad.. although haha.. nowadays more and more rebellious kind of talking.. heeh.. cONtrOL cOntrOL... oKiez.. how did they even get the idea i am being someone bad or something. hMmm.. my tone when i talk? Caring is caring.. scolding is scolding.. U scold becoz u care... i know.. but can i understand truely in my heart? tHis will only make me feel so irritated by all the things u said.. hMmm... i am not rejecting any degree of caringness you are showing me.. is just that.. the way u showing that to me is putting me oFF.. sO OFF my limits.. it is not comforting me.. not giving support.. more like pushing me down.. blaming me.. is all my actions really to be blamed? I am really getting more and more impatient towards U?? iF really is.. then can sOmeone just tell me what is happening in me.. it is certainly not my friends or anyone else influencing me into this kind of attitude.. Or.. issit that i am so bad.. -___-.. mOre and mOre exaggerating already.. things are not so bad yet.. still got chance to save myself.. hAiz.. cOntroL uRself little girl girl.. dUn let urself drop into any type of stupid dark holes again.. iF i can really understand my current behaviour... maybe i can control bA.. sHhhh....
Set off to Jurong East (erm.. is jurong east right?? haha.. ) i took the bus 157 to Jenny's house there and waited for her a little while so we can go Jurong east together. We then took bus 66 to Jurong East.. When we reached there, Hannah called us and we went to find her at KFC. We sat down for a while and went to buy the tickets first. Waited for Edmund... then he reached already. Then we sat for a while more then went into the theatres to watch Sharktale. Overall, that was a nice and VVV fUnny movie.. hahahaha.. not really VVV fUnny.. but i think WSong will like it bA.. haha.. lAter he find it lame.. then i will diaoz already.. After watching movie, we went to play pool. pLAy pLAy pLAy... then suddenly, hAnnah and Jenny dun lets me and Edmund play already.. sO bAd one.. haha.. jk.. hMmm.. nV play also nVm. i only feel that i play pool more and more worse each day, each game. haha.. wHat am i doing? i also dun know. hahaha.. sO nVm lO... sit down and chat with mIAOz then also got hantam hiM. hahaha... nVM.. gUys can take it ba. Then he also elbow me... -___- haha.. a bit pain ba.. at first pain.. then not so.. haha.. dun know why. Maybe he did it too fast so pain.. hEeh.. nOt as pain as the one i did to him in schOOl.. jump and knock the table. sOrry sOrry.. sO after playing, we went home. He have to meet friend at 8pm but at that time is only 6pm. So he decided to sleep at the ice skating place.
Hannah went home bY mrt.. Jenny went home by bus 66 and i went home by bus 105. I sat in the bus for more than 1 hour. hMmm.. the place outside look so not familiar. haha.. nV really roam around the west a lot. sO finally reached home.........