~Sunday~
Haha... i didn't write blog for weeks already. Must be tOo lazy to do anything. hahaha... anyway.. we talk about last night...
Last night, tears drop fall. hahaha... because i heard a sad experience from a friend. sO sad.. i also cannot imagine if something like this happens in front of me. But... the moon is still moving around the earth.. Earth moving around the Sun.. Last night, tears fall again. Why the feeling of loneiness still stick around. Why i felt that i am being left alone in the dark again. Am i pushed into my own world of darkness again? haha... i dUn cAre...
This morning, i cry again. My brother said that he suspect that Jack got ring worm. U know worms are so scary. Heart worms eat the heart. But i dun know what ring worm will do. But is sO scary. Later, my brother took Jack to see doctor. Lucky there is nO ring worm. I think is it is something like that.. or is very serious, i will be just like when Jessie is gone.
In the afternoon, i went to Bugis to meet Chin pEi, Jenny and hAnnah. hAha... dO prOject... then i felt like pUking... hMm.. pLay mS.. still feel like pUking. Then i eat Ice cReam, sTomachache pLus wAnt to pUke. PukE pUkE PUkE.... erm... i nv pUke. I think i just felt toO sAd oR felt like in the first paragraph. So i felt like that. hAha... nOt sick i hOpe. iF this is sick, i think is MentaLLy sICk. gO Hougang chalet. hahaha... cOol right..
After doing project, we went walk around the pArco. Went to see something again. hAha... hOpe.. i can be able to.... get it... hahahaha... JEn bOught fOod from Muji. Hannah tried soMe skiRts. haha... oKiez... sO.. we walked around and then went hOme. On the way hOme, halfway through i dUn feel like going hOme. So i alighted at Orchard. The Mrt went oFF. Awhile later, i felt that even though i dun feel like going hOme, that must be the place i have to go now. If not i have no place to go also. hahaha... sO i waited for the next Mrt. Went to Toa Payoh Mrt, walked to the bus board the bUs. hAha... when i reached my bus stop. I still hestitating if i want to alight or not. Of cOz i dID. I walked back hOme at ants' sPeed. tHe vEry sLow like. hahaha... see the sky, see no moon, see no stars. Not interesting at all.
When i reached hOme, i ate dinner. haha.. Then called Ya Hui for some answers in the survey. Later, watch a bit of TV. hAha.. suddenly felt like going some where again. haha...
I felt like going to the beach, play sand, play water. haha... jUst want to sOak in Nature. The other place i want to go is sOme park oR sOme where i can feel the wind, Fly kiTe. Still got one more place. I want to sit in a small boat in a still river. Maybe try to do fishing, or just sLeep on the bOat and let it float and bring me to somewhere new. haha.. sO impOssible.
I feel like floating in the sky and hOpe fOr freedOm. I want to walk in the rain.. let it carry me away.
Just follow the wind.....