Saturday, April 30, 2005
This is a.. Good day. haha... I woke up because Mummy was talking to me. hAha... She said that she want to bring me go cut hair. Yupz. I bathe and all and went out with Mummy and WS. We brought WS to tuition. Then Mumm brought me to Far East to J Salon to have a Hair cut. At first they said that... like trimming. Mummy said want to change hairstyle. They nearly decided to cut short like... can style hair like that. -__- But anyways, i cut my hair short. Not used to it yet. hAha..
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Later, i met Jenny and we went to do something and went shopping. hAha.. in the end, we bought clothes for ourselves. hAha.. went to many places. FarEast... Taka... Wisma... Taka.Wh... Heeren... Paragon... JohnLittle... Robinson... hAha... sO many. Went shop shop. Fun.. =) Then later, we went hOme. hAha...
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Still got plEnty of things to buy.... nEed Money tO spend... Earning it. haha..
Friday, April 29, 2005
hAha... these days a lot of things happened. But is all small encounters. 1.Seein few girls taking pictures in public in front of the mirror. Reason. There is nothing better to do in Singapore. hahaha... 2. Seeing few bitches in our shop talking so loudly and wearing our things and taking pictures in front of the mirror. Also, they are making irritating noises. Such as: "is this skirt nice... " in the kind of act cute way. And, so rude lo they all. They left only after Jessica told them that no photo-taking in our shop. hAhaha... Bitch. Lame. Stupid Irritating pEople. 3. Queuing for the bus, the lady behind me didn't see i stoped and continued walking and knOck my head. haha... fUnny. Still got a lot la.. hahaha.. but.. laz to say also.
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So many things to say. But i dun know where to start. hAhaha.. been always telling myself everyone got they problems. hAha... sO? Just to "an wei" myself. hAha... it has been proven that i got no one to face. haha.. those weird dreams... weird acts... weird heartbeats... weird thinkings... weird behaviour... weird fears i have. This must not be for real.
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Things i have to do before school starts:
.Go Wild Wild Wet with my primary girlfriends.
.Go Sentosa with my primary classmates.
.Go Shopping.
.Go Shopping again.
.Go Play.
.See Stars at Night.
.Go nice place to eat.
.Such as Vill'age.
.Mache.
.Pasta Cafe.
.and More.
.City Square... Family one... hEehx.
.Earn Money.
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hAhaha... i dun know can complete or not.. =P dO most that i have promised bahz.. =D
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
hAha.. mOnday... Kor kor went to Ipoh to help pApa do work. hAha.. so sian. nO one to erm... play scissors paper stone and loser cook maggie. hAha... nvmzz.. Will get a lot of chances when he come back.
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So... today is another working day. hAha.. oH ya... Meri.. erm.. how to spell.. i forgot.. iS our manager. hAha.. she asked me to do somethings. hAha.. think i didn not meet her expectations. hAha.. coz i dun know what is right and what is wrong. =P Anywayz... i went home without finishing it also la. hAha.. think tml have to continue. hAha... tml is afternoon shift. hAha.. Nana asked if i can change off day with her or not. Because she got her cousin's engagment to attend on Sat. And on Sat i was the only one who have off. hAha.. then i said i got something on. =P not i dun wanna help. I really got something on. hAhaha.. But then i can guess she sure will have her off. I think Sat like so many ppl also mahz. So sure can more than 1 or not more than 2 ppl off.
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hAha.. hAppy she got her off also la. =D but i didn't get the chance to say sorry. nvMzz bahz. haha.. today i went home later coz i was waiting for my pay. hAha... Weekly one. hMm.. though pay not much.. is also money. hAppy to get money especially when is i earned it. hAha.. not that i want to spend or what. I think the money will be used for neccessity... rather than my shopping. hAha.. sO think save the money first. hAha... then save and can spend some at one time.. mUhahahahah..
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hAha... i also gave $10 to my younger brother. hAha... hOpe he happy bahz.
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So bOred. nOw... cannot sign up for MSea.. haha.. so many ppl sign up le. Think i will be behind them by a lot. hAIz... haha.. nvmzz... can leech ppl.. =P jk. hAha..
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+___ Boring Blog Boring the ppl Reading ___+
Monday, April 25, 2005
~Monday~
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hAha... last night was crazy. hAha.. not the good crazy. Is the bAd crazy. hMm... i couldn't sleep so i spend the time before i sleep cRying. What the craziness in the world am i doing it for? I also don't know. hAha.. just got a lot of active brain cells creating scary reality type of images that caused the fear. Made my heart beating... eYes wet and red and cannot close. hAha.. i don't know. Maybe i am cursed or something. hAhahaha.. so stupid. I hOpe will not happen again. This is really bad.
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hAha.. next morning working morning shift. hAha.. another scary thing happened. hAha.. stunned and felt disgusted and ke lian the kitten. I bathed and all and went to work. While walking to the bus-stop, i saw a kitten. She was at the side of the exit of the open space carpark. hAiz.. lying there, cannot move anymore. See it then felt like puking already. I think the wheels of the car crashed her skull. Think the red thing at the head is the brain. Ground soaked her blood. The kitten is black and has a white patch at the lower part of the body. Haiz.. So ke lian. Dead so young and in this kind of.. erm... position. yUck. hAiz... but is really disgusting. Mixed feelings. hAha.. i really don't like to see dead animals. Anyway, who likes it? Pervert. -__-
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Went for work.. hAha... today the shop don't know why asked ppl to do some stuff to kill rats. I think so. hAha.. Marvin said that some nights ago, one of the staff saw a rat then scream and ran away. hAha.. then the others go check it out. hEehx. The rat so cute. He said that it cling on the pants and have the innocent look. hAhahaha... fUnny. Sound like cartoon.
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Later, we went for lunch. hAha.. went to Scotts. I ate Fried Chicken Ramen. hAha.. and drank Ice Lemon Tea. hMm.. then they want to eat... the thingy like RotiBoy one... called Hero. hAha.. We went to buy. At the entrance to Far east Plaza, i saw ChinPei Brother... the Edmund Teo. hAha.. i thought ChinPei will be here as well. Coz they are in groups mahz.. maybe is some camp outing and CP will be there also. So i called her. She said that she is in Compass point. hAha.. so not there lo. hAha.. thought can see ppl i know. We chatted while i was walking back to Wisma. hAha.. saw Yong Da. Everywhere also can see him. Luan luan bao. Shhh...
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After work... gO hOme. hahaha... know that jeans i bought yesterday?? hAha.. it is tOo bIG!!! hOW?!?! I altered.. so cannot exchange. hAiz... sian. Think i can put one hand into the jeans. And when i squat down or what. HAhaha.. erm.. can see... -___- hAiz... Anyone want to buy new jeans.. Haven wear b4. haha... sian. think i bring to alter to my size again. hAiz... wHY... sO stuPID..
Sunday, April 24, 2005
hAha.. Thats right. Today is Family dAY!! YeaH.. haha.. kinda not everyday or everyweek or often will like this. hAha.. But is nice to get together once in a while. haha..
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Today, i woke up at 11 am plus. hAha.. so late. i think from don't know which day, i have to wake up early to do some exercise. haha.. iF nOt i am wASting my tiMe in my dreAmy Land. haha.. not exactly. When i am awake is also wasting my time. Nothing to do at all. haha..
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Mummy, Papa, Kor koR, WeiSong and Me went to Block 8 to eat. Think should be called lunch. hAha.. cause already going to be 12noon. hAha.. So we ate and bring Weisong go tuition. Next stop was Takashimaya. hAha... going shopping with different people have different feeling. hAha.. With my parents.. hMm.. i don't know. Got the feeling that i don't have to worry. hAha.. cOz not i paying.. =P But not exactly. It is not the money. hAha.. i dun know. Feel more happy bahz. Or isit because we don't really have much this kind of experience.
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hAha.. then i bought a Giordano Jeans. 30% off so can buy. hAha.. kOrkor bought a pants. Erm.. then we need to do alteration. hAha... cause for my size they don't have stock. Then one of them ran to Wisma to get the stock. Cool right? And it was fast. hAha.. sO mAi Li. hMm.. And think of Giordano.. i wasnt accepted that time when i went for the interview. Too quiet bAhz. hAHaha... introvet.
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While waiting, we went to MosBurger. Papa eat burger. Then we walked around again. Oh yA. Our main purpose of going to Taka is to make new Specs for my fAther. hAha.. that particular shop became smaller. hahaha.. sO fUnny. It used to be opposite Giordano. But now they only rent a small part of space there. And the VCD or CD shop closed down. Total of the space was rent out to another shop called WH. they also have a quote or something. "Everyone is beautiful" Hmm.. it is a boutique bahz. Selling a lot of clothes. hAha.. quite nice but is also quite common kind of clothing. hEehx. Think maybe i can go see their shorts if nice or not. Coz i didn't really look through the clothes.
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We also visited M1. See handphone. hAha.. Think also no money to buy. hAha.. but i still lOve my handphone. i used this when Jessie was around. hAha.. =)
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hAha.. later we went to the OSIM the hall. hAha... so big.. Think they spend lots of money on those things. hAha.. hMm.. then i saw Andrew in our class one. hAha.. dun know why. The first sight. See him look a bit like the Wang Renfu in 5566. Erm.. i don't know where . hAha.. don't mistaken arhzz... hAha.. i not saying he handsome or not handsome. Just a comment. -___- Ehh.. If Andrew reading this. Dun be too happy arhz. =P. Main thing is.. he only a little bit look like.
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hAha.. then we went to collect the Jeans and Pants. hAha.. mine is altered. But then my brother one is not. So we have to wait for 15 more mins. hAha.. Then we went to eat Mosburger again. SO fULL. Oh ya. The sales girl thought that it was our mistake at first. hAha.. but we didn't mind la. hAha.. but she a bit.... not friendly bahz. And insisted that they didn't give us the wrong one and there is no mistake in them too. hAha. Okiez... maybe the look on her face or her tone showed it. Anyway... She finally knew that is their shop mistake because the person forgot to do alteration for my brother. I think so bahz. Or someone took my brothers' one.
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After eating, we went to take it and went hOme.
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+__ 王牌天使 __+
hAha... Saturday is a gOod day for uS. hAha.. Fun and Full.
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I met Edmund at CityHall. By the time we meet already 3 plus pm. About 4pm i think. hAha.. then we went to EW to see if there is any nice movies. But.. nO~ why nowadays no nice movie at all. hAha.. So we walked around. Edmund suggested to go eat ice cream. We agreed. hAha.. sO we went to eat lo.
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We bought a Anderson ice cream... 3 scoop one. Then a Blueberry Cheesecake. And a milkshake which contain milk and 3 more scoop of ice cream. hAha.. see the amount so much. Edmund still wanted to order pastry in the beginning. Lucky never order that. hAha.. we ate the 3 scoop ice cream first. Then the cone of it. Then we eat the cheesecake. By that time.. already full le. Still got the 3 scoop ice cream milkshake to drink. hAhaha. We finished it and went out immediately. hAha.. cannot stay there and sit le. Coz we felt very very very very fULL. But the ice cream is nice. hahaha.. need some time to digest it. So we walked around at the Basement. Where all the food are. haha..
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Later, 2 ladies asked us for direction to Esplanade. hahaha... i know how to go but don't know how to say. hEeh.. but Edmund gave the direction. haha.. sO.. think... they will find their way there bahz. hahaha. Later, we went to Marina Square and walk walk. hAha.. see the movie time again. But is different place. hAha.. but also nothing to watch. Now i am missing Action plus Violent movies le. But i don't want tOrture type. Not nice. haha... I wanna watch the 'monster in-laws' one.
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Then we went to Esplanade. haha.. wonder if the 2 ladies found their way there yet or not. haha.. Anyways, we stayed there and chit chat. haha... then talk about the sea and stuff. haha.. then stayed there for quite long. We went home later. haha.. X
Saturday, April 23, 2005
haha... think it took me long enough to understand many things. Think for years already. hAha. But i guess some parts are the same and some are different. I am not feeling sad for understanding it later. Sad because...
it will never be the same again.
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haha.. so enjoy yourself.
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Just want to tell you.. i am not stopping you from doing anything you want. I am not restricting you ppl. Can't you see.. I
dON't CAre.
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*"You" don't refer to a particular person. Refer to many.*
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+__ Just like the crack in my heart __+
Friday, April 22, 2005
-=Friday=-
hAha.. today is Friday which is also the fifth day i work in Forever 21. haha... dun know why.. i still so blur and ot used to the place. Maybe.. need more time to adapt. And the shop so big.. so many things to remember also. Then see manager.. got the.. erm.. a bit like fierce look.. not really fierce. But she look like someone who wants perfection. I think.. hAha.. Anyways, it is quite alright working there. The only thing that is not alright is... haha.. think i too anti-social bahz. I never talk to people at all. Not even my friend. =P Not i dun want to talk. Is i don't know what to say also. hahaha... But i will still try to communicate with people.
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+=*Shouting* Lishan.. where are u??=+
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hAha... sometimes i really hope that the real me or acceptable me or natural me is not lost. So i can be me when i can be. hAha... think peopl e also don't understand. I changed because of the stress people give me. hAha.. like no freedom to be me bahz. And the stress is not caused by the real them because i know that they are not like that before. haha.. So if you can find back the real you.. then i am sure i will succeed as well. hEehx.. crappy words.
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n a h s i l wanna put Mariah Carey - Through the rain as Background Music. Can someone help me?
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Another episode of my funny weird dreams. hAha.. hMm.. i dreamt thi morning or last night that i was cycling on this street. It is an Estate. But for sure is not Sennett Lane.. Is like.. a black and dark place. Obvious that it is at night. i can only see the left side of the street which is occupied by houses. I remembered in the dream that we need to have licence to ride bike. hMm.. i got one in front of course. With plastic wrappings to protect it. hAhahaha... weird. Okiez. I stopped at one of the house. There is someone who offered me sweets. I was so willing to take it of course. Who doesnt like sweets? Esp me. I realised that she is doing some kind of donation thingy by going door to door in the estate. hAha.. she asked me if i wanna donate by buying candy from her. hAha.. i wanna buy. I say a lot of candy.. hard ones chewy ones. Like the pixk and mix in Mini toons just that it was portable and in big bags hanging on the rack. hAha.. I even saw a 5cm to 7 cm diameter mashmellow and is a few meters long.. So happy. I wanted to buy it. Then i digged my pocket and found out that i have not enough money. Coz i only have $1+++ got a lot of 10 cents. hMm.. i bought something else that is small. haha.. sO.. bad. Then i was riding and riding. I think i rode back home. But i don't know the place in reality of coz. haha.. is a house.. quite big. hMm.. i don't know what happen later in the dream. hAHa.. but i know that suddenly it was raining.. then i lost my licence but i wasnt afraid. Dun know why. Think is not important. Then i saw myself watching TV with m brothers and cousins. We were sitting on the staircase. hAha.. i also dreamt of my dog. I hugged my dog. Then i hugged my younger brother. Then i saw my younger brother turned and looked at my brother. But i dun understand what it means. hAha.. end.
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hMm... i also dun know what is the morale of the story. hEehx. Just filling up the space in the bLog. hAha.. Sat and Sun is my Off. Mon i still dun know what shift. hAha... see hOw lo.
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These few days... my stomach like got problem. hAha.. keep on having problems. Just understand why. Think i will try not to eat during break. Outside food maybe got problem. hAhaha... buy bread to eat. or TakoPachi. But then they always go lucky plaze to eat one. hAha.. taka also nth to eat. Oooh ya.. can eat at the B1 food court. But quite ex for some. hAha..
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+__Finding the light and out of the Maze__+
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
hAha... suddenly i felt like saying this... but then... hMm.. just say it lo.. =) Felt that sometimes life is happening too fast.. and even though is slow or whatever... jUst don't keep clinging on that regret or remorseful feeling that is inside you... the things that happen had happened. Just learn from your mistakes.. and be more concious!! So will be happier. hAha... like.. i am saying to myself.. hAhaha... i don't always learn from my mistakes yOu know..
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nOw is.. hECk cAre time!!! =P jk.. haha..
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My 2nd day at work le. hAha... still doing work at the fitting room. hEeh.. Now i got a lot of names to learn.. Marvin.. Levin.. Sali.. Nimfa.. Madaline.. Simon.. Erm... still got quite a lot of ppl.. bUt.. i cannot remember their names.. hAhaha.. pOor memory. And i am still blur at work. Oh ya... first day at work.. Marvin taught me some of the things. But i cannot really remember le. =P hahaha.. tml have to ask again if i am doing anything new.
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Madaline taught me what to do in the fitting room. hAha.. hmm.. her style of teaching also good la.. for me. =D hAha.. she tell me what to do and when i o it what went wrong and tell me what i should do. bLah blah bLah.. But at least i know where i am heading to. What i really have to do and all... she will tell me.
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haha... then dun know tml going to do what.. heehx..
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Last night dream was weird. hAha.. i dreamt that i was flying kite. HAha... but quite fun. hMm.. is the small kind one.. diamond shape.. lIke just use white paper to do one. Tried to fly the kite but cannot. Later, the scene changed. hAha... then i saw myself in my own room looking at ppl outside my window walking. hAhaha.. then i realised that HDB in my dreams have staircase outside. -___- diAoz.. but fUnny dream lO.. hahaha..
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+___ Thinking bOut yOU ___+
Saturday, April 16, 2005
hAhahahaha... sO hAppy.. =D i fOund a jOb. hAha.. yeAh... means.. gOt money!! But also not much one lo. Coz is part time one. Will be starting work on coming MondAY.. have to wear Jeans.. and reach at 1.45PM. =D
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hAha... now at least i have something to do le. YeSh.. aNd got mONey.. hMm.. calculated.. think can only earn about mAybe less than $700. But.. still mOney.. =D
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ReaLLy reAlly wanna tHank Marvin. haHa.. if not no need to find jOb lE.
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hMm.. juSt hope i will not be a burden to them in the sHop. Wish me luCk~
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...Forever 21...
Yesterday was my Maid's BiRthdAy~. hAhaha.. but she never take any pictures. hmm.. Anyway, we had a lot to eat for dinner. Cannot finish the fOod. Got 2 small pizza from Pizza hut, Family feast (10 pcs chicken.. nuggets.. 2 whip potato (fAv).. 2 colesaw) from KFC, Mushroom soup and spaggetti.. home made. hMm... never give present.. HAha.. =P. Seriously... dun know can give what. -__- Anything lo. Next time see if she need anything then i can help one... Then get for Cindy bAhz.
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~HaPpy biRthdAy tO CindY~
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Yesterday, my friend called me and asked if i still want to find a job. hAha.. now i dun really know if i want a job or not. But i still say ya. hMm.. then i ask for part time kind one.. Then, i have to help in the shop till end of May. School reopen already. But still have to help bahz.. coz they are having sale. But i am only helping during the weekends. Now have to wait for ppl to call me to confirm when i am starting. hAha.. dun mind if cannot also.
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These few days extremely boring. hAha... Things that i expect... don't happen. I expected it because... people want it to happen. hAha.. but in the end... it is not happening.
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Words are only words... can you show me something else.
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Bullshit and Bull's eye. -__- hAha.. hOw come all have to do with BULL. Oh ya.. still got Redbull. So bOring...
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Want to go out... also dun know where i want to go. Might as well stay in my dreamy World.
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Someday sOon... have to visit Lady. So long never see her already. Hope she still remember me. Think tml try to ask if the person is at the place so that they can open the door for me.
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+___ Lady laDy.. hEre i cOme ___+
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Today, i tried waking up at 7am. hAha... but cannot get up. So i woke up at 9am. i think. hAha.. then i bathe and all. Jack accompanied me in the toilet when i combing my hair. hahaha... so cute. Mummy brought me to school. HAha.. sO gOod. =D Feeling lazy mahz. So i reached school already and waited for ChinPei. hEehx.. suddenl felt like moving around then saw her. Then we went up.
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Then we waited for the people to arrive. Teresa came and Dzul came.. and 2 other people. haha.. i saw Jerry. hMm.. only person i know. hAha... i got this feeling he is still the same as in Secondary school. Got this smart feeling.. haha.. then can still impress people. Okiez.. coz he can really impress the lower secondary people. This is what i heard la. haha..
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After Dzul and another guy drawing, we rest a while and then Teresa and Dzul need to go for something. hAha... i didn't catch what was it. Later, we did the painting for the white base. hAha.. we did under that hot sun. So hot hOt hOT. Jenny and JiaQi came and accompany us awhile. hAha.. then they also helped in drawing and painting the white base. later, they went hOme. After doing it, it was already around 3pm or so. Then me and ChinPei went hOme.
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Back home, i bathe. With cold water. haha.. The first time i didn't jump around like a monkey. -__- hAha.. think coz i headache and feeling a bit hot. Need to cool down bahz. Later, i fell asleep.... then eat dinner.
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haha... you know... i feel so very bOred in Singapore. hAha.. how i wish i can fast forward time and go to the end of the year. Cause Mummy said that she might be arranging for us to go HongKong with our cousins at the end of the year. hMm.. of course happy lo. hAha... coz at that time of the year will be cooling in HongKong. Plus we can do shopping there and buy lOtzzzzz of clothes and nice nice things. hAha..
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hAha.. i just want to know what is missing in me and whatever. hmm.. ya.. now i realised that i have 200 plus 'say HI' friends. haha. From past past and more past experience. I reall think that the problem is within me. hAha... just that i don't know. Even if i know that, i don't know how to change myself. hAha... just not so socialable. I really envy you... haha.. ability to speak your mind. haha... maybe i too evil liaoz... =P
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
This entry is on Sunday. hAha..
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On Sunday, i woke up early at 8.20am. I accompanied my younger brother, Mummy and Auntie to Bugis. Wei Song have to go for Chinese tuition. Auntie went temple. hAha.. Me and Mummy went to the mArket. Bought only 2 packet of veg and some meat. hAha.. sO bOring. Then we met m auntie and had breakfast together. AS usual.. the Uncle for that drinks stall.. cOme LATE.. haha... and i think we eat finish already also haven start working. hAha.. 9am to 9pm. hAha.. at 10am not there yet. sO stupid... have to walk far far to buy drinks.
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After eating, we went to the car and sit there rest. hAha.. sitting in the car doing nothing means... SleePing time. hAha.. so i almost sleeping. Mummy said that they are going to wait at the tuition centre so that we will not waste petrol... staing in the car and blow air-con. hAha.. might as well go there blow air-con.
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I went off went they were going to the tuition centre. hAha... went to pAragon to find job coz Mummy said that.. newspaper showed a shop got job vacancies. Hmm.. i went there and they said that they do no want temporary workers. hAha.. sian lehz... cannot find job.
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later, i walked around Orchard. hAha... yupz. Kor kOr is right. When you have the money, you will not feel that Orchard is a bOring place. Infact, you will be busy buying things and Orchard will be a biGG place to you. hAha... then i no money walk walk and walk pass all the shops so time past fAst. sO bOring!! heehx..
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Then i called Edmund. hMm.. We were supposed to meet at 1pm. hAha... and i am already ready at 11am. My time estimation gOod. hAha.. jk. So i went to City Hall. hAha.. walked around. There is this donation going on. hAha.. i wanted to donate one. But then, i only have 10 dollars. hAha.. then they say nvm. Then i never donate. =P hAha.. feel quite bad. hAha... a bit la.
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We met at 1230pm. hAha... We walked and walked... don't know go where. hAha.. coz.. Singapore so small. hAha.. need to think of things to do! Other than shopping. hAha... coz.. need to earn money before spending. We walked to Suntec City. Don't know should watch movie or sing song. hAha.. so we flip cOin. Yupz. Watch Movie. hAha... we watched Miss Congeniality 2. hAha.. nOt bad lahz the movie. hAha.. quite fUnny also.
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After watching, we walking around again. Walk walk wAlk. hAha... then we walked to Esplanade. We went to the library. haha.. Sit on the chair... look at the computer which we cannot use. hAha.. We tried to play the com. But nothing to play one. Need to sign up and have to pay $0.03 per min i think to use the computer. haha..
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We mOved up to the rooftOp. See see. hAha.. the sun sO sUnny. hAha.. then very hOt. A while later, we went dOwn. hAha.. we went back hOme. X
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Mummy tried to contact me. But my hp out of battery. She just want to say that our block was shaking again. This time, the block was shook 2 times. hAha.. She called Wendy and WeiMeng. hAha... my cousins just at the next block. She asked them if they want to go down together or not. Wendy said that the weather is hot.. hAve to bathe first. hAha... then Wei Meng said that he want to watch tv. Funny lo. Block shaking then still like that. haha.. But nvm la.. they trust the construction of the bLock. hAhaha...
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But later there is already no more shaking when i reached home. Haha. So we watched tv. Watch the NKF thingy. hAha... mUmmy said that when Mayday come out.. more people scream like crazy than when 5566 come out. haha.. i personally think that the performance by Mayday more "mai li" than 5566 one bahz. So... like that bahz.
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By any chance, anyone knows... what food gives us Vitamin A?? hAha.. And.. iS there anything that is interesting to do when feeling bOred. hAha.. Other than playing MS.. PS2.. Or is there a new game for PS2 that is fUn.
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+__I think your boat left my shore long ago__+
Friday, April 08, 2005
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In the morning, i was woken up by my mother's voice. hAha.. erm.. is like everyday okiez.. =P Anyway, i bathe and stuff and went out with Mummy. We went to John Little and bought new toothbrush, shampoo, shower foam, new erm.. ya and no more. hMm.. Went with Mummy's friend. hAha.. funny lo. I showed Mummy a t-shirt i want. She say no. Later we walked a little bit. She show me another t-shirt. Then i say... don't suit me at all.. suit u. hAha.. erm.. i think my taste is too childish and Mummy's taste is too mature. See two extreme ends. hAiz.. hOw to bUY t-shirts?!?!!?
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Later, after settling things at Somerset, Mummy brought me hOme. If i continue to accompany Mummy, i will only sleep and sleep and sleep in the car. You know there is this low noise made by the car... i think that makes me sleep and feel quite sleepy. hMm.. think anywhere comfortable can make me sleep easily. =P
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Go home. I have nothing to do. At first i wanted to fake sleeping and see what is Jack's reaction. hAha.. he still stay beside me. So good hOr. haha... but after some time he went out. hMm... my fake sleep became real. So i sLept till 4 pm plus. hAha.. but Jack still came and check on me when i was sleeping. I knew it cause he was licking my arm. hMm. Wei Siang woke me up. hAha.. phone call. He need to find a present for his friend. So we went together to search for the erm... tights.. hOpe spell correctly. hAha.. okiez We saw nike one.. and adidas one. hMm... he discussed with his friend and decided to choose the nike one. At bugis, they do not have the size. So we have to go to Cine to find.
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We went to Cine. Bought the tights and went walking around. hAha... i think i was like starving Wei Siang. =P Coz i kept saying that i was not hungry. =P But is true la. I really don't feel hungry untill i see the food in front of me. hAha.. but that was only after we went to Suntec and check the price for singing at kbox, the games at the arcade and walking around looking for food. hAha.. nvm la hor.. Train him to stand hungriness... =P Sorry. Later, we went back to the arcade to play the drums. hAha.. then we play the hand thing we used to play when we were secondary. yUpz.. Xiang tang nian. hAha... hope i can stop growing.
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Okiez, we played the other game which is the button kind one. You know the kind that is spppeeeeedy one. All together got 6 buttons. Left 3 and right 3. The set include... 1 red and 2 blue. Well... erm.. the main point is.. we don't know how to play!!! Then the time to choose the song is not long enough for me. haha.. then i accidentally chose a difficult one. Then we were like pressing all the buttons and stepping the foot one in a crazy manner. hAhaha... i think we were spotted. But no choice right. I meant... hahaha... already put coin so might as well play. heehx.. Then i hit the buttons till my hands is very very pain full. hAha.. after this game, we went back to the drums.
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After playing, we went hOme.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Today is Wednesday because it is the 3rd day of Edmund working at M1. hAha.. this is how i count my days. So bOring.
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How i spend my day today? hMm.. woke up early at around 9am. hMm.. i just cannot get to sleep. Last night too. I cannot sleep. Only lie down on the bed. hAha... Fa dai and sleep till 9am. I bathe and all. Followed Mummy to fetch Kor kor home from East Coast the Chalet. hAha... got 2 guys followed. Then we went to Bedok South market to have breakfast plus lunch. Lor Mee. Eat finish already then bring them to Bedok MRT to meet their other classmates. Of course Kor kor follow us home.
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Reached home. On the computer. Play MS. At 1.40pm, MS got big problem so me and my friend cannot play MS. So we play Hexic on MSN. Later, Chinpei called and asked me if i bathe already. hAhaha... anyways, her briefing in school ended. So we meet at Bishan to walk around from 2.30pm to 4pm. hAha...
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Reached home again. On the computer. Play MS. Then it is dinner time. Ate dinner. On the comuter. PLay MS. Saw Edmund online. haha.. then offline. MS got big problem again. So i am stuck here with nothing to do.
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hAha.. great day right? -__-
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I think i am missing something. Not only missing something, i am missing everything. Missing as in i am thinking about and hoping for that. The other Missing is that, it is not here.. gOne. hAha... so i have 2 Missing.
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+__am i bothering you?__+
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
hAha... what i did today?? a lOt of things. haha... see below the lyrics? This is the song my brother keep saying is nice. haha.. not bad la... but sound a bit funny and cute... but is a nice song.
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Today, i woke up at 8.45am. hAha... know that is not really early. But i need sleep. Mummy said we will be setting off to go bai bai Ah gong, Ah ma, Uncle and Ah gong fren at 9.30am with our relatives. Then we went to 2nd uncle house and waited. Watch tv till i sian. Look at my sian face then you know how sian i am. hAha... then we carry the things out at 10.30am. haha... went downstairs and waited for 3rd uncle and others. Then we went to the place to shao mu. Went to 3 places. haha... First was my Ah gong and Ah ma. Now then i know their age difference is 10 years. okiez. Then we went to bai bai 4th uncle. Then we went to bai bai Ah gong friend. Then we went hOme.
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At home. There was nothing to do. haha... so i played MS. Then Jenny.. Kenneth.. and Kenneth friend, Don, did PQ. hMm.. at first we thought Don is a girl then it turn out that he is a guy. hAhahaha... coz he look like a girl. =P Anyway we did PQ. hMm.. the level up is so slow. Like i can faint. haha.. Oh.. b4 doing PQ, i teach my younger brother a bit of Chinese. hMm... then do PQ finish already then eat dinner and continue to play PQ.
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Think this few days eat wrong thing. hahaha... just now play MS half way stomachache. Pain till wanna faint. haha.. not really that serious. haha... stomachache is bad. haha... then continue to play MS.. again.
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I think i can faint le.. Lee Sze haven reply me if there need job or not. haha.. if cannot means i have to adapt to new environment. Dun like new environment... hahaha.. erm.. not really dun like but then.. difficult to adapt.
[Lonely by Akon]
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Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnnIm so lonely,
im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
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Im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
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I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
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(Chrous X 2)
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Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
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(Chrous)
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Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
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(Chrous X 2)
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Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
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(Chrous X 3)
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The end.
Sunday, April 03, 2005
[Sunday]
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Sunday is family day so i spent my time with my family and also playing game. haha... In the morning to the evening, i was playing game. Game includes Samurai Warriors and Maple Story. In the evening, we went to East Coast Park to cycle and picnic. hahaha... and is after the rain. Although there is no more rain, the sand is still not dry and all. But the sun is out already. Faster dry the water on the ground!!! Kor kor.. Weisong.. Yang yang.. Ting ting.. and I went to cycle. We cycled one round then went back to the table to eat.
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When i was eating halfway, a cat jumped and "sit" beside me. hAhaha... at first i was okiez with it one. Then the cat... look.. a bit.. fierce.. haha.. then nvm la. The cat just want to wait for me to go away then she or he can jump on the table to eat all the food. hMm.. the cat later jump off the chair and sleep on the ground at the pathway. hahaha... still waiting for us to go. Coz she will occasionally open her eyes to see if we are gone. The cat look very steady. haha... not scared of anyone one. Must be a fierce one.
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Later, we cycle another round and came back. We went to the sea and play with water.. and sand. Most of the time is only use foot to kick water.
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lAter, we went hOme.....
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I walked Jack at night and met Alfred. Alfred said that he will be bringing back Sky's ashes if i am not wrong by tomorrow. So sad. Sky also pass away quite sudden. The doctors also not sure what is wrong. Jessie also go sudden. Haiz. Alfred like very sad. hMm.. maybe should just let it go ba. He still got Saber..
Saturday, April 02, 2005
[Sky]
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Beloved Sky... she passed away on Thursday. Due to some bacteria or virus attack. So sad. She was so beautiful. So obedient. So everythinG good.. Think about 5 to 6 years old only. hAiz... why is it so unfair. Why their lives are taken away. They didn't do anything wrong. Kill the evil people and don't hurt the kind ones for heavens sake. She was the one.. least expected to go. She is just too good to be gone. She should have be able to stay alive till she is old. So sad. She... is.. gone. i love you Sky....
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Today i went out... did some stuff... bad stuff... good stuff... haha.. like that only lo.. Went to Cine Kbox. haha.. the room was quite big. Then we took turns to sing. haha.. not the kind of intensive singing. We played the song till the end. After singing... we went hOme...
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I walked the dog and found out from Alfred's girlfriend about Sky.... sO sad...
Friday, April 01, 2005
"Hey you!! What is it that you want from me?!?! WHat yOu WANT?!?!?! ARHhHhh"
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hAha... this is me suffering from "Boring day because i got nothing to do pLus Violence Syndrome". hAha.. sO cRazy Boring at hOme.
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Recalling from last night, i was not at all sleeping nor tired. hAha... but there was just nothing to do and i was reflecting on things that i don't have a reason. So anyway, i tried to sleep. But sleeping is not the way to stop it!!! Coz the imagination still ran wild. hahaha... Tossing and turning... tOssing and tUrning for quite lOng. i Slept. I forgotten what i dreamt of last night. But it was quite long i think. Cause i woke up at 11.30am this morning. hahaha... sLeep sO lOng like a piG. Oh yA... before i sleep.. there was this mosqito attacking me.. i think i got 2 new bites from it. sTupid mosqito... get aaWAay from me...
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Hmm... woke up and bathe and all. hAha... the first thing i settled down was on playing Samurai Warriors. It was kOr kOr idea. hAha.. but anything lo. I got nothing to do anyway. I felt like calling Lee Sze and say... i can start work anytime.. even right nOw!! haha.. oKiez back to the game. We played story mOde for Oichi and Ina. I am Oichi and Kor kOr is Ina. Ina is such a cOol character. hahaha... coz she is a archer.
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Now which is after playing, i write bLog cause sOoOo vEry bOring.
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"aRhhHhh.... yOu oVer there... Come and graB yOur weApons... fIGHT!!!! VictoRy iS MINE!!!"