Friday, April 22, 2005
-=Friday=-
hAha.. today is Friday which is also the fifth day i work in Forever 21. haha... dun know why.. i still so blur and ot used to the place. Maybe.. need more time to adapt. And the shop so big.. so many things to remember also. Then see manager.. got the.. erm.. a bit like fierce look.. not really fierce. But she look like someone who wants perfection. I think.. hAha.. Anyways, it is quite alright working there. The only thing that is not alright is... haha.. think i too anti-social bahz. I never talk to people at all. Not even my friend. =P Not i dun want to talk. Is i don't know what to say also. hahaha... But i will still try to communicate with people.
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+=*Shouting* Lishan.. where are u??=+
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hAha... sometimes i really hope that the real me or acceptable me or natural me is not lost. So i can be me when i can be. hAha... think peopl e also don't understand. I changed because of the stress people give me. hAha.. like no freedom to be me bahz. And the stress is not caused by the real them because i know that they are not like that before. haha.. So if you can find back the real you.. then i am sure i will succeed as well. hEehx.. crappy words.
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n a h s i l wanna put Mariah Carey - Through the rain as Background Music. Can someone help me?
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Another episode of my funny weird dreams. hAha.. hMm.. i dreamt thi morning or last night that i was cycling on this street. It is an Estate. But for sure is not Sennett Lane.. Is like.. a black and dark place. Obvious that it is at night. i can only see the left side of the street which is occupied by houses. I remembered in the dream that we need to have licence to ride bike. hMm.. i got one in front of course. With plastic wrappings to protect it. hAhahaha... weird. Okiez. I stopped at one of the house. There is someone who offered me sweets. I was so willing to take it of course. Who doesnt like sweets? Esp me. I realised that she is doing some kind of donation thingy by going door to door in the estate. hAha.. she asked me if i wanna donate by buying candy from her. hAha.. i wanna buy. I say a lot of candy.. hard ones chewy ones. Like the pixk and mix in Mini toons just that it was portable and in big bags hanging on the rack. hAha.. I even saw a 5cm to 7 cm diameter mashmellow and is a few meters long.. So happy. I wanted to buy it. Then i digged my pocket and found out that i have not enough money. Coz i only have $1+++ got a lot of 10 cents. hMm.. i bought something else that is small. haha.. sO.. bad. Then i was riding and riding. I think i rode back home. But i don't know the place in reality of coz. haha.. is a house.. quite big. hMm.. i don't know what happen later in the dream. hAHa.. but i know that suddenly it was raining.. then i lost my licence but i wasnt afraid. Dun know why. Think is not important. Then i saw myself watching TV with m brothers and cousins. We were sitting on the staircase. hAha.. i also dreamt of my dog. I hugged my dog. Then i hugged my younger brother. Then i saw my younger brother turned and looked at my brother. But i dun understand what it means. hAha.. end.
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hMm... i also dun know what is the morale of the story. hEehx. Just filling up the space in the bLog. hAha.. Sat and Sun is my Off. Mon i still dun know what shift. hAha... see hOw lo.
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These few days... my stomach like got problem. hAha.. keep on having problems. Just understand why. Think i will try not to eat during break. Outside food maybe got problem. hAhaha... buy bread to eat. or TakoPachi. But then they always go lucky plaze to eat one. hAha.. taka also nth to eat. Oooh ya.. can eat at the B1 food court. But quite ex for some. hAha..
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+__Finding the light and out of the Maze__+