Tuesday, May 31, 2005
hAha... so bOring. I am starting to dislike poly life. hAha... stupid me feel like working and not studying already. Not becoz of stress. hAha.. maybe a bit. But that is not important. hMm... how i wish..... then... maybe i can..... then.. i might be happier..... haha... who knows what i am thinking? I will not allow myself to stop schooling.
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Not in a good mood.... the whole day i was thinking of people i hate and how i wish i can see them again and Get bACk at them. hAha... evil grin. But i know i am not that erm... stupid to do stupid things to get back at them. Revenge is not the real solution. It is not worth it for making my own effort to do it to them. HAha! Waste my energy.
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Lecture was alright. But i still cannot understand what is what. hAiz... Tutorial is bad. hAha.. they way the teacher speak is making me more lethergic. How to spell? =P hAha... he look big. =PpPp. hMm... i dun know how to say.... dun really understand his explanation. hMm.. not becoz of his slang. Erm... somehow felt that he only explained things halfway. hAha.. or i need more then i can understand. Retarded mahz...
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hAha... after school went AMK. hMm.. Winnie aunty asked me to help to give out 2000 of the leaflet this week. hAha.. i dun know lo. But i agreed to it. So i better do it. If not i will get killed by them. hAha... haiz... wasting my time.
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Haven do any Hw. SiAn. hAha. i dun know how to do bahz... so bOring. There is so many things that i cannot see the reasons behind it. hAha... all i know is that it is not within my control. So whatever ppl act or feel i cannot change. And i better stay further and further away from them.
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Oh yA... erm... now i still dun know which group i am in for my BLaw. So bLur. hAha... i was just letting ppl decide for me. hAha.. this kind is alright. Many other things i have to learn how to control them myself and fate will be in my hands instead of others.
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Ooh ya... i got big STM problem. hAha.. these days i cannot remember if i eat anything already or not. hAha.. like yesterday. Today also. I forgot that i ate noodles at AMK and told my maid i haven eat anything. hAhaha... funny. now then i remember. hAiz.... maybe i am just thinking about too much things.
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+___ Standing alone out here ___+