Thursday, November 10, 2005
I felt so tortured by myself. Wkae up so early in the morning and sleep so late at night. hMm... average sleeping hours for this week should be 5 hours. haha. Maybe i just don't want to go school myself. No one pei one. Whole day quiet enough already. THink i don't mind being tortured like this. hAha.. XD
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Now Meng sending me the songs in the Zhen Ming Tian Nu song. 2nd song only. =( hMm... anyone have Luo Zhi Xiang Cui Mian Show must lend me orh~ Or send me some of his songs also can. hahaha... thanks arh..
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I wanna find a noisy place. A place full of music and i can just stare into space and listen to the music. Not at home. hahaha....
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Someone people have the ability to chase and achieve what they want but not me. Such a....... person i am. hAiz.. and all i know how to do is look and do nothing. Think but still don't know what to do. =(
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Oh ya... today i saw Khunglin again (2nd time in NP) with his girlfriend. So good hor. Go Np just to accompany her. hahaha... he FORGOT my name again. What kind of primary school fren arh........ bad. I just said... u forgot again arh... then he got the thinking and blur face then he remember my name. =/
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I don't like restriction. Everything also cannot. This cannot that cannot. No life. I cannot go here or there because... i don't know for what reason. More importantly, i don't know what is bad here. You are sensitive. Me too. haiz.... still again. Everyone is UNfair. Don't want me to do that but u have ur freedom to do it. You locked up my freedom. Even if i have my freedom, i cannot do anything.
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I am not in a good mood. haiz... but i didnt vent it on anyone. Nothing can go back anymore. I mean Everything also cannot. If it were pure again. bOred.
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+__ Sick mind __+