Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Shutting doors.
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Doors to my mind
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Doors to my heart
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Doors to communicate
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In school, can talk less than 30 sentence. Think no one will be excited about saying 20 sentence in a day. Talk as in talk... you know. Has been so boring. Why i am so... CLosed to communicating with Human Beings. Maybe me and Jack can talk more than the total adding up to everyone i know. Desperately need help from many people.
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Haiz, this morning, so unhappy becoz the bag keep making my skirt move side ways. Walk for quite a long distance becoz i took bus 985. Felt very uncomfortable and wanna faint le. hMm.. sorry if i just cannot be happy about things that are not there for me to be happy about. hMm... in school also seems to be in a cage. There is also a thick wall between me and a lot of people. Just that the thickness is different..
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I dislike the feeling that the real distance is near but the mind distance is far. Yet, the the distance is far but... Just feel.. so far and lone. I am bored. Dislike the fact that there is so much time and so little things to say. Dislike the sentence... "i go off now" Dislike the 3 letters... "nvm" Dislike myself to can't find anything to be happy about. Dislike.. almost all that i am looking at.
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