Sunday, May 07, 2006
bOrreddd... Tell me what to do... I want to go K-ster... want to go shopping... blah blah..
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This morning at Bugis, a Toni&Guy person ask me to be his training school model from 10 to 11pm... free wash and blow + i can get $10 for doing it. hAhahaha... sounds gOod right? But i have something on.. like teaching my brother Chinese. So i rejected... Felt so.. hMm... poor thing for them.. coz their model last minute didnt come. But i overheard him say that he found a model before he left. hAha... Lucky for them bah...
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hAiz... i still haven figure out what to buy for Mummy... maybe.. cake? haha...
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Feel so... not good enough... In all areas.. i am not good enough... here.. there...
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Maybe i think too much for myself. But... no one think how i feel when they have a certain reaction. haiz.... restriction... Even in shopping... restriction... talking to some friends... restriction... when i go out... restriction... i feel like killing myself when i feel that way again...
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So unfair... you can do this and that... i cannot... i am not in the ability to do it even. But if i can do it... you will not be happy. Why is all this happening?
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+__ Anyone want to for hip hop dance class with me? hAhahaha... i am not a consistent person __+