Thursday, July 27, 2006
hAha... tml 4 interns including me will be having lunch with 2 partners. hMm.... i hope all will turn out well. hAha...... so bored.
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Yesterday and today, Jie Mei came and Jie Mei and Cindy as in... for yesterday and today respectively. hahaha... what kind of english. Anyway... i had fun. =) Because... no one come visit me one mah... hahah... =P Little girl came to visit me before. Little girl is Xuan. Because she is small size so we call her little girl.
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I feel so... sorry for myself. Unable to express some feelings and i can only regret. So i can only feel happy for others and pray that they can be happy forever and eternally.Sunday, July 23, 2006
hAha... i gave my double exp thing to my younger brother because someone threw his away. hMm... so boreed. i want to go learn Yoga!!! hahah... my cousin say.. is good because very relaxing and will feel happy. I think i should... but.... i don't have enough time. =/ I need time to stare at blank space... rest.. sleep... eat... walk around aimlessly... write report... work... take bus... take MRT... talk... surf net... read comics... read book... watch tv... play Kingdom hearts 2... listen to what people say... think about food... think about places i want to go. hAha.. and so on.
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nothing to do.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
hAha... today i finally watched 1 episode of that series i have been wanting to watch. Finally fate let me see that show... What crap. hahaha... too lazy to take note of the time of the show. Anyway... the show is nice. If there is comic, i will most probably rent it. I think if i buy... my parents will think they are a waste of money... My brother will also think that it is a waste of money... time... Very childish story... not realistic... dumb story.... blah blah blah. This is why i cannot watch anime since don't know when already.
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I watched the happy ending... and i cried. Coz it is really not realistic... At least in my world.. That kind of thing will never happen. I think i will cry whenever i feel that i got deceived... even when it is only a show. That kind of happy ending.....
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Yesterday went KBox with Edmund. haha... yesterday i spent $100. hahaha... now i know how hard it is to support a family. I gave Cindy $70 for marketing. Last week was... $30. haha... going mad. No money madness. Yesterday.. i spent $30. As compared to what Edmund paid was only a little. hahah... why am i so.. hMm.. not rich.
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hAiz... when Mummy coming home? I want everyone in my family and my friends to be safe. Recently, i felt very insecure. haha... i mean.. still feel insecure. i dun know why...
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You don't look like you are enjoying yourself.. with me..
Today, i watched MTV My Sweet Sixteen. hAhah... why they look like 20 plus... and celebrating their 16 birthday. hMm... mature so quickly. =/ hMm... rich family.... their birthday was so grand and need so much money. Haha... and.. one of the girl.. had a super grand birthday party.. that looks like a prom night.. or even better.. wedding dinner...
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Maybe i am just feeling too lonely... or my mood swings are too serious... Maybe words are easily forgotten... Maybe it is fading... Maybe i dun know you well enough... Maybe you didnt mean the way i mean it... maybe you do it in your heart... Maybe i can't feel it... Maybe i am not sensitive enough.. Maybe i am giving too much space to myself... Maybe i am guilty of neglecting many ppl... Maybe there is no more than 10 person that cares... Maybe i will die tomorrow... Maybe the sky will fall tonight... Maybe i am just feeling depressed... Maybe i am still clinging to the past... Maybe the future can give me something more real and nice... Maybe i am just sad.. Maybe i am confused... Maybe i am not loved enough... Maybe my heart is gone... Maybe whatever i said to you ae rubbish... Maybe i am not trying hard enough... Maybe nothing is good now... Maybe the past is better... Maybe i should move on... Maybe i should try to know you better... Maybe i just need a someone to talk to... Maybe i need a friend to accompany me... Maybe i need a friend that truely accepts me... Maybe i am stressed.. Maybe they really like him better...
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Maybes...
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
hAha.. today is the 2nd day i go to work and come back home with company. I went to work with Ying ying. We got quite some stuff in common. I am 2 year younger than her but she look like my age. =P
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Finally, someone, a girl, i can talk to at work. Sometimes dun know what to talk about to guys. hAha... so.. got girl talk to me is good. Think about girl stuff only. haha..
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Yesterday was fun.. First, i went fo a hair cut. hAha... same hair style. I am starting to get bored with this hair style. hahah...
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Next, i met Edmund and we went to PCBunk to play game. haha...
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Then, we watch Scary Movie 4.
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After that, we went to KBox and sang till 10pm.
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Yes... it was fun. Sad... a fun day end like this.
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no trust? just because of a wrong use of words. it didnt even show betrayal. i hate everything..I want to win High School Musical cd!