Saturday, April 28, 2007
Well, today is my 4th day at work at ERA accounts department as admin assistant. haha... wished that onwards, i will be on my own. Jennifer the only admin person in the office left today.. a Saturday. haha... i shldnt have treated her that way. As in.. i think i am mean person. Didnt really give any expression like... so cold to her.
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When did i become like this... especially to her and her type of people. haha... in EY also like that.
Anyway, i should have treated her better. She is the one teaching me how to do the stuff.
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Too late for regrets... =/
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Why do i feel so lonely even when i have a boyfriend. Maybe coz we haven been spending time together.
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我是因为你不在我身边感到寂寞。 你却好像是感到无所为。
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haha... the work place ppl like to ask Do you have a boyfriend? How many years? haha... so funny one. Haiz... but i still feel that i cant click with them... nothing to talk about to them. haha... coz i like no life one...
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Think that i cant survive in this world. Hope that i can always stay aloof from all things outside. I think i shld go be a nun. hahaha... Dun have to worry about things outside.
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When did i become like this? haha... some kind of question. Really hope that i can find my happy, friendly, kind, can get along with others 'self' soon. Really hope so!!! But i got a feeling that it is too late.
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Dissappointed with myself.