Today, me and my Mummy went to the temple to pray. And i got some advice for myself which i cannot share. But i can tell you that.. some things are better left untold. haha... but i didnt regret knowing all those things. Must look on the bright side.
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Then i meet Edmund at City Hall. Today, i am late for i think about 40 mins. hehe.. We walked to Marina sq to see the movie slot thingy. haha.. but nv see anything we want to watch and the timing is weird coz we also cannot go sing k-box. So we walked around.
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The centre stage at Marina sq has this dancing competition. We stood there and watched 3 groups of dancers compete. The first grp combines dancing moves and those fighting or boxing moves. Not bad but very repetitive. The second grp is 3 women dress like erm.. show off their front kind. Their dance moves... turn here turn there band down show their ehem.. Better not win. The third grp is like our schools NRA. haha.. Theirs the Best among these 3 grps. Theres a lot of different moves and is a consistent kind of thing. No repeats and is catchy.
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The surprising thing is that the 3rd grp ppl.. there is this girl who looks like ChinPei when we look down. (that angle) Her looks (from tt angle), her figure, movements, way she stand, way her do her stuff, way she do the nervous action, way she dance, way she scratch her nose, way she clap her hand, way she Walk, even her VOice! EVERYTHING she do is 99% alike to Chin Pei. Is like a splitting image of her! Like Chin Pei's sister. But is not Chin Pei because i called her and she's at home.
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After much discussion, we decided to eat Sakae! wEe... hahah.. Edmund feels like eating rice or noodles mah.. dun want western.. want Chinese or Asian food. As usual, i anything also eat one. We ate a lot as usual. hehe.. We ate the unagi+the erm.. very nice to eat deep-fried thing set, 2 chawamushi, 1 cha soba, 1 salmon and 1 the erm.. salmon rolled over the rice, fish egg and mayo thingy. Always cannot remember the names.
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I think i got eating disorder. haha.. everytime i eat with Edmund.. everything taste extra extra extra nicer. haha... i think even if i eat with my family.. food taste extra nicer too..
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K-box time! very expensive... 5++++ to 9pm is $23 nett each person. haha.. After singing, we took taxi home. While waiting for the cab, we saw the fireworks! Super Nice lo! Actually, i dun mind squeezing with ppl just to admire the 15 mins fireworks. haha.. just that i dun think i will find anyone who will dun mind squeezing with ppl plus with Me (a extremely boring, expressionless, nothing to say, like an empty shell person) to admire the fireworks.
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End of day!
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Thoughts of the day
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I forgot what i wanna say. =P Okies.. is it really okie to look for your own happiness in the expense of hurting other people. Is it really okie to live your life for yourself in the expense of hurting more people... When i say "people" i meant close people like my Mummy, my family and Edmund.
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I never really tot that it is correct to want what i want.. most of the time i dun have a choice and i really dun know what i want. But i am glad that i have my Mummy to make decisions for me. But it really makes me feel so... mei zhu jian.. bei bei ren qian ze bi zi zou.. that kind of thing.. Means i dun have a mind of my own. But on the other hand, i think i did make some decisions on who i want to be with and follow my heart or sometimes Mind. I don't want to cause unhappiness cause of this few little major decisions i make...
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When people are young (playful ppl)... they will say 不在乎天长地久 只在乎曾经拥有. When people mature (especially
girls) will want the opposite 只在乎天长地久.
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+_I am just not born to make decisions_+ [i always get the wrong answers]