Saturday, August 25, 2007
haha... i cut my own hair.. my fringe today. haha.. not bad lah.. still the same style but shorter a bit only.. coz my hair irritating my eyes... then dun want to spend money just to get someone to cut my fringe.. so DIY.
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hmm.. i think i cant find anyone who will be there for me to
comfort me when i cry.. someone who will
listen to me.. complain.. someone who will
talk to me... just communicate lo.. someone who will let me feel
secure.. someone who will always be there for me.. someone who is willing to share... someone who likes my existence or presences.. someone who will feel comfortable with me... someone who wants my attention... and a lot more. hey.. i am not just talking about bfs.. i meant bfs and good friends.
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I am sure that it is not my friends.. the problem is me. haha.. i just cant step out of my comfort zone. so useless one.. haha..
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I don't even dare to make eye contact with erm.. friends.. people lo. feel so weird.. haha.. aiya.. think i no hope le. Seriously No Hope!
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So Please.. don't put high hopes on me.. there must be someone even better than me.. and definitely there is someone better...
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im born to feel lonely, be alone. born to be a boring person too. don't come too close to me. really... don't.
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+_disappointment is written all over me_+