Thursday, August 23, 2007
My temper is not good. haha... maybe i should do something to remember that i lost my temper. You know.. like maybe making a mark on my hand.. showing that i lost my temper today. haha...
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i dun know about you... but i do know that i always got this feeling.. Almost after every time i lost my temper.. i will feel guilty and a sense of regret. one word.. too harsh. =P thats 2 words..
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I will also get that feeling whenever i scold someone... like using bad word.. haha.. which i seldom do.. especially when i use those words on people close to me. haha... almost immediately i will get that feeling and then i will say touchwood.. and hope that i didnt say that.. and pray that they will be safe. I'm not sure about everyone.. but i always feel like this... haha..
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the bad words i use are like... Stupid.. shit... idiot.. asshole.. erm.. the others are more seldom lo. lol..
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It is really very hard to say those 3 words to people you care? Maybe i am not used to saying those words... but i know that she really need that 3 words from us but we just cant find the suitable atmosphere to say it. The most we can do is write the 3 words down.. but i am not sure whether it is enough to show our love. Can someone teach me how to say i love you to my Mummy?
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+_this feeling_+