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Thursday, November 29, 2007
Currently, i am working at an Australian school located in Singapore at Toa Payoh. hahah.. so convenient.. but have to be there at 8am. Quite early. haha.. Every thing is going to end on 7 December! My Last day there! Looking forward to it. haha.. coz working there is very boring.
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Are all Australians so friendly? Their friendliness is making me look like a unfriendly person. hehe.. coz i too quiet towards them. Think they feel that i am very cold. haha.. But i think everything is okie... i am trying to speak their language... proper english with Enthusiasm on the tone and the words used. Must use words like.. Well Done.. Wonderful.. Thats Beautiful.. Lovely.. hahahaha... so hard for me to say them.
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My job scope... is just to help the headmistress type things that she wants me to type. Sometimes i feel that their systems is not efficient and has a serious lack of communication among the headmistress and all the teachers. Coz at this time of the year, everyone is preparing the child's final report card. I don't see the teachers and headmistress having discussion or meetings to make a standard for the performance of the child and their grades to ensure that everything is fair.
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I had amended parts of the report card format and None of the teachers know about it. Till today... i told them about the changes to the word document. They said that nobody told them about anything. Sometimes, i feel that the headmistress is quite selfish. How can she just think about her own master copy and forget about informing the teachers. They are the ones responsible to grade the children. =___=
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She should have just finalise the final report card first before releasing it to the teachers and arranged some meetings for her and the teachers to communicate on the standard for grading the children. So much double work done. One of the teachers have to redo some little parts of the report coz of this lack of communication.
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Not that the headmistress have nothing to do. She is a very busy person. She really have a lot of work to do. Including communicating with the students... the Parents.. (chit chat) which is needed to keep a positive relationship on the parents helper side too.. and communicating with many other ppl. Just need to make small meetings to talk to the teachers is not hard at all for her. Plus planning for each level's curriculum and grading indicators. haha.. Still got a lot of other work... and thats a lot of things to do. Think she needs to plan her work too... everything is all over her desk.
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I think that there's some school politics and gossip between the teachers. weird...
5:18 PM


Monday, November 19, 2007
Yeah! Today is Wei Siang's birthday.. Happy Birthday to you. Hmm... its been quite some time since we cousins get together. haha... Just hope that we can meet within the year and not just during Chinese New Year. Coz that means its only once a year. haha.. or twice.. but less than five? But everything is okiez. Everyone is growing up and there will be changes. I'm not so ready to accept them yet.
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Growing up.. 8 Dec.. coming. haiz... Hannah said that theres a something we have to attend at school on my birthday. Think its in the morning. Not sure i want to go or not... but seems like it is a have to than a want to. =__=
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On 17 Nov, i went out with Jenny to shop for her D&D thingys. haah... long long shop. We shopped from 1pm plus to 9pm. Tiring man.. haha.. but we just cant find those nice checkered skirts.
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I remember at far east and marina square have one that i like. In Pur pur.. but that was in the past... maybe at the start of the year. Topshop also had a mid sales up to 50% i think for another cuter checkered skirt.. Right Now... most of the checkered skirts are out of the stores... nice once are hard to find lo. Left the checkered shorts.
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Haiz.. i still want that red skirt... at pur pur... or beige also can... no more le...
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Jenny and i ate at Ichiban Boshi. hehe... nice. But i still like Ichiban Sushi more... Erm.. they are the same company bah... Maybe that day the salmon sashimi not really good.. or fresh.
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oOh... Benefits have so many interesting things. That was the first time i went there.. haha.. cool man. But too expensive for me. Maybe when i got money and time to makeup then i will buy.
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After shopping, i went to my cousin's house to help her with the makeup stuff.. Teach Wendy how to make up using the Magazines... Vivi and Queen. haha.. but i not experienced also.. just see the magazine and follow lo.
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::Tired... need more sleep::
5:26 PM


Sunday, November 11, 2007
Hihi everybody! So many exciting things happened! haha... maybe just a few.. It is like an adventure to me. So Cool.
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Firstly, on Friday 9 November 2007, a very important day. That day was the day that.... i met a whole class of cute little kids. hehe.. My cousin was asked to helpout at the SIM ChildCare Centre. i didnt know it exist. hahaha... Though i saw kids at the SIM atrium before.
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I met Cousin LiFang in SIM then we went to the Childcare centre to help out on their graduation for the K2 kids. LiFang and i went around saying hi to kids. haha.. so cool and cute. But sometimes i feel a little tinsi winsi bit uncomfortable. coz they use they big large shiny eyes and stare at me. hahaha.. feel scared. Think they want something from me or feel that i am a stranger.
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The first job! Help the kids change into their costumes. haha.. I looked so clueless on how to do it lo. Then i just see what my cousin do and copy can le bah. Only changed 2 at first. The kids look at me with the shy expression... i also feel so shy lo. Never help kids change before... feel so awkard. Later i helped 2 or 3 more kids. This time, need to help them wear pampers! I dun know how to help them wear lo. My cousin helped me on that.
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Next, my cousin helped some kids do some make up. Look like crayons... easy wash off crayon. haha... must draw kitten looking kids. After that, I played with the kids.
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All the kids are so lovable! Personally, i like Tristan, Zac, Javier, Chensal? dun really know his name, Galvin and the others. Inesh is a bit naughty. haha... Zac is super cute and blur blur one. He always look blur. When i look at him and smile.. he will jump around and feel happy.. so cute. Cant forget him at all. In the end, he stood on stage but didnt dance or cry. haha.. so cute. I really like to hug Zac and Triston!
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Triston is also super cute! He kissed my hand. hahah... then i abit shock in the nice way.. so Sweet and touched. I "danced' with him too... Just spin him around.. He likes to jump around too. He also loves hugging super lot. He hug me.. a lot of times.. hug Miss Emiko.. And loves hugging his father.
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Javier is already wearing specs... but i dun know his degree. He looks very smart and cute but i didnt interact much with him.. just played a little bit. Galvin is also very cute. He keep refusing when its his turn to put makeup. hahah..
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Chensal is really cute too. haha... coz they are wearing the kitten costumes. I grabbed his tail and his reaction was the irritated, angry, in pain cat. So cute! Then i sayang.. he got the blur blur and feel comfort look. Cant forget his that expression.. Super cute! When i gave him the gummy bears, i hid it in his hands and quickly asked for another one. hahah... then i asked him to eat it first then i give another one.. [but i think i spell his name wrongly.. or.. this is not his name.. =X]
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I hope that i can go there and see them again. But dun think is possible. haha.. its a childcare centre.. not a playground for me. In the end, i think i didnt help much. haha.. just play alot with the kids. Feel so... sad... cant bear to leave them.. expecially Zac and Triston. *Sob sob*
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Second, today i bring my younger bro out for lunch. We ate 2 horrible, not tasty and a bit expensive stuff. Pepper lunch express Teriyaki Pepper Chicken and Pastamania Mussel and Clam in white wine. haha.. to me is average to not nice. For my brother is Not nice at all. I think if we went to the pepper lunch at Taka... should be able to eat something nicer than this. For Pastamania.. still a Nono for me. I just cant find any nice pasta there. Maybe i will try the pizza in future.
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::.I wanna play with the kids again *cry* i miss them so much.::
11:21 PM


Thursday, November 08, 2007
Yes! The exams are finally over!
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On that day, after exams, i went to meet Edmund at Jurong Point. Actually we were supposed to meet in school then go eat Rice Bowl at NP Atrium then got Clementi sing song. hehe... but then due to time contraints, i went to Jurong Point meet him, eat Crystal Jade (zha jiang mian, fried rice, prawn and egg thingy with crab meat and scallop thingy) hehe.. cant remember their names. After that, we watched The Game Plan.
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A Super extremely funny, warm, touching, nice, fatherly movie. haha.. really very envy them. Haha.. the little girl is cute too. The stupidest character is that dumb guy in the football team. haha.. if you watch it you'll know. The movie is really very touching... at least touching to me.. maybe for a reason... or is there.... The Rock can sing and play the guitar... haha... really not bad.. haha.. his expressions are also funny and cute... Think can buy this VCD and watch it again.
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After the movie, i saw the Spongebob soft toy at toysrus. haha.. it reminded me of my elder brother. So Edmund and i bought it as present for my brother. When i went home to celebrate his birthday and ask ppl to guess what is the present. Only my cousin Alan and my brother's gf knew what was it. hehe... dun know is they understand my brother or understand my perception of my brother.
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Today, i meet Edmund and his aunty at Bugis. Coz Edmund and his aunty want to go temple to pray for Edmund. Edmund aunty also bought a present for Edmund as birthday present. haha.. really a very good aunty. After that, we went to Suntec to sing at kbox. Edmund's other aunty came to join us too.
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haha... as usual.. i cant communicate with anyone. i think only i know that i am like this because i am shy and really dun know what to say... and timid and dun dare. haha... to others.. i am arrogant, stuckup, unfriendly, quiet, feel disturbed. haha.. i think if is myself looking at myself, i will think this way too. The thing is that.. i guess.. no one has time to understand someone like me. no one really has the patience to handle me. i just feel sad for myself. no one said anything yet... but i think most of the ppl feel this way about me. real sad. for myself.
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Today, i said the wrong stuff to Edmund. haha.. i think i shouldnt have said all those things. i always say the wrong things. I dun really mean it. haha.. i just hope that it will not get between us in future. another sad thing..
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..::Forgive me::..
10:37 PM


Friday, November 02, 2007
hAiz... the company law exam is a killer. So Super difficult okiez. haiz... somemore the teacher gives tips like never give like that. hahaha... actually is quite ok bah. Maybe i cant interprate what he said. so sian.
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The exam paper is so difficult that i nearly cry in the hall. I really dun know what to answer and how to answer the questions. I think this is my worse attempt. haiz.. no structure.. everything anyhow dump inside.
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I hope i will pass... at least pass... haiz... really dun know what to do. i think the examiner may tear off his hair when he read my answers. haha.. hope he can accept my answer.. maybe mark them when he is drunk... everything tick and full marks. hahaha...
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even after the exam, when i took a nap in the afternoon, i had a nightmare about the company law examination.
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The Horror... of company law... exams....
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dilemma
10:18 PM