Sunday, December 30, 2007
Finally! Finally i have time to use the computer to do stuff. hahah
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8 Dec 2007
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My birthday. haha.. that day, Edmund and i went to the Golden mile to buy the army stuff he needs and to sew the ranks and stuff. We went to watch a movie before going back to collect the uniform. haha... i lead Edmund back... but in the end, we took the right bus... Wrong direction! haiz.. i really no sense of direction. =/ haha.. we ended up at Tanjong Pagar. Bought 2 donuts, eat on the bus, get down.. walk walk walk till we reach the market. We collected the uniforms and continue to buy the stuffs that Edmund needs. In the evening, we went to Crystal Jade to have dinner. haha.. again.. we order too much food. But still finished it. It was Delicious!!! Got my Fav! Cereal Prawn! We had cereal prawn, sweet and sour pork and chicken.. something.
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At home, i got a cute small little heart shape strawberry cake from Breadtalk. haha.. to be exact.. from my younger brother. Though he is in Malaysia with my elder brother, he still gave me a cake. hahah.. thats is my 2007 birthday cake. Good for 1 person only. Thank you very much!
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My birthday presents.. hMm.. lets see.. i have 1 angbao, a skirt, a pair huge speaker, a eyelash curler, a birthday cake, FIR cd, erm.. think no more le. haha.. Thank you very much everybody! Especially my Mummy, Auntie Uncle, Brothers, Jenny and Edmund. haha.
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I am glad that i have lots of Happy birthdays before... all in my memories..
This month is a very busy month for us because my papa is in the hospital. His body got a lot of problem... Liver, kidney problems, diabetis and now his leg swollen. But right now, it is all recovering. haha..
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This month, my 3rd auntie and 4th auntie from Malaysia came visit us with their kids. They took turns to come. haha.. but we need to accompany our father, so we had no time to go out with them. Thank you very much for coming... and Sorry we didnt have much chance to go out with you.
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This year Christmas.. i had 2 presents. One from Edmund's auntie and one from my Malaysia cousin, 4th auntie's daughter. haha.. Thank you very much! haha.. now i dont know what to buy for them.
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Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!Monday, December 03, 2007
Today watched Enchanted with Edmund. HAha.. It is a wonderful and nice movie. haha.. in my opinion.. its a 5 over 5 stars movie. hehe.. coz it is a fairytale. Ask my papa to buy the VCD back for me. wEe.. [how to read woot?]
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haha... i am not feeling any better. haha.. i guess i am too used to all this. Or my expectations too high. Haha.. Maybe i should lie to myself.. it is better than others lying to me. haha.. so weird. I guess i should draw the line right now and make sure we don't cross it. In this way.. there will be decrease in expectations.. responsibilities on each sides.. and in the end.. less love and understanding. haha.. good theory. So at least in this way... i know where i stand and what i should and should not do. haha... so complicated. If i read this some other day... i don't think i will understand what i am saying.
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Better to be loved than to love someoneSaturday, December 01, 2007
Feeling right now: Want to go out... want to go esplanade.. haha.. or Orchard see the lights.. so super nice! Erm.. i am easily amazed by lights and bright and shiny things.. hehe.. think most girls are like that.
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Feeling right now: Down.. haha.. i dun know what to say. My father dun know all our birthdays. haha.. expected thing.. i dun mind.. as long as i get a bigger birthday present.. but thats not going to happen. haha.. coz we no money now. Even my school fees.. maybe got problem. Then.. i dun know when need to pay fees. I don't really care.. haha.. if i cant continue studying.. the most go out work.. then continue to study.
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Feel so lonely when you're not by my side.. Even lonelier when you're back