Saturday, March 29, 2008
Today is the day Edmund going overseas for his NS thingy. He say everything is confidential. haha.. but it is a secret that almost all adults know.. especially guys. haha.. so secretive.
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This morning, i woke up and did nothing. Read a story online.. quite touching but predictable.. but still touching.. haha.. In the end, we have to buy the book to read the last 3 chapters. haiz.. so sian.. never show us the ending... =___=
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Maybe becoz of this, then i didnt have a pretty mood. After this, i did nothing. Waited and waited and did nothing else. Sometimes, i am thinking if i should wait or take initiative. So i did. But that conversation didnt last. Then the waiting continues... hug my pillow and cry myself to sleep. woke up and waited somemore... return call.. waited even more..
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Finally, i gave up.. i called and talked about this.. he said he didnt mean the way i thought it is. So i thought should be me.. i always give verdict too soon. haha.. but time is never reversible.. we wasted so much time. In fact, we wasted more time than we thought we had.. In the end, we just waste time together.. Even he forgets about me..
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So tired.. so tiring..
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I am so used to being forgotten.. Thanks for all ur forgetting bout me..