Tuesday, August 12, 2008
12 August 2008.
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hMm... feel kinda down. haha.. for no reason. Women just like to have mood swings for no good reason. Maybe i should go shop more. haha.. so sian... i feel so hopeless... Just dun know what i need.. but maybe i guess i know what is missing. I know i cant hold on any longer. Maybe i should buy the manicure set to divert my attention.
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just make me feel that i am too direct on my comments... it is like what i want.. how i feel.. i am saying it directly in your face... It just like ordering McDonalds.. Direct direct direct... So i dun have to beat around the bush and observe your reaction... coz i have been doing that too much and i am feeling tired...
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and what you said.. dun make me feel that the words are sincere. I know you will feel like "just what the hell does this women want from me", "those words ain't enough to light you up?", "then i got nothing else..". I dun know what what what! Maybe those stuff is not what i want.. all i want is.....
Dun really feel like we are close anymore... i love and hate it when we....... i hope it will stop.
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+_Maybe its just mood swing_+