Sunday, August 17, 2008
Now is 1am in the morning of 17 August 2008! Happy Birthday to Pei Fen!!!
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haha... feeling lonely. haha... i just feel really weird. Maybe thats what people call jealous. I looked through some pictures online... Majority of the people looked happy and carefree, doing the things they like, having many people they like around them, going places where they want to go, loving the people who loves them back and so much more.
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I just feel so lucky for them.. all this nice people i know. haha... so ironic.. im listening to Goo Goo Dolls before its too late. Yup, i know i always tell myself its never too late. I wanna know how long can i lie to myself. i hope Before its too late... i can really do somethings to make people i love happy, carefree, and so much more. Make these people i love love me.
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I just hope that someone can give me the opportunity to love, opportunity to be courageous, opportunity to believe, opportunity to see good things, opportunity to feel and so much more. The mission to be in this world is to bring happiness to people i love, earn lots of money, and make good use of my time here.
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Since i am not a doctor or scientist, i cannot contribute to mankind. haha.. so i can only earn lots of money.. and i wanna earn a lot of money.
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+_aimless_+