Thursday, September 11, 2008
hMm.. not sure since when.. but i kinda think that other people dun really have any feelings. and i have this assumption that everyone has more important things to care about and their feelings dun play in any part of their daily life.
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Hmm.. whats gotten into me..
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But i think my assumptions are totally selfish. I still dun know where this mindset come from anyway. Maybe becoz im already quite "numb" to having feelings.. haiz.. no one input any feelings to me..
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Im just an empty shellSunday, September 07, 2008
haha.. my head is going to burst. I'm being too emo lately. Almost everything i say has a bad meaning.. Bad-going-to-be-s keep coming out of my mouth. Appearing in my brain. haha.. forgive me if u are irritated by this. haha.. i irritated myself. haha...
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Today, when i was walking on the streets at somerset, i think i saw Lim Chong-U. hahah.. a primary and secondary sch mate. haha.. also stayed near my old house before. Also a sch bus mate. hMm.. then i ask my brother if he remember him, and he said he cant recall. haha.. thats funny. a little regret that i nv acknowledge him.
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The thing is not whether he is important or not.. the problem is i dun have the courage to acknowledge any one of my school mates if i see them on the streets. The first reaction is to avoid them if i spot them. hahah.. so weird.
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Haiz.. maybe i wanna cut and sever all ties with everyone in the world. Oh wait. I'm already doing that. haha.. considerably successful.
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Gosh am i EMO or what.