Monday, November 17, 2008
Yeah! Tml is the day that Edmund return to Singapore! So happy. haha.. Finally can see him again. =D Sometimes, people learn how to cherish someone because of separation. haha.. i wonder if he learn any of that.. hoho.. I dun need to suffer from this separation to know how to cherish someone. haha.. Cant wait to see Edmund!
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Don't know why suddenly i feel that i will lose someone... I always feel this way. haha.. or maybe coz i always offend people easily. haha... i know i am this kind of people. =P But i cant help it.. coz my temper tooo bad. But i don't wanna lose anyone coz of my unreasonableness... or any flaw i have. Even though friends are expected to see through our flaws and take what is "us" and live together.. but i never really expect others to do this for me. Becoz everything will end oneday.. This truth has stood since primary school till a certain period of time. This truth has wavered becoz of certain special people around me. Another truth is that i have never believed in myself that i can make this truth a total fake... becoz of the special people who are becoming more distant from me. Maybe the real truth is that i am a problematic person. haha.. yes.. everything will end.
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+_Sometimes i am really tired of waiting for the end_++_End now or Continue forever_+