Monday, December 08, 2008
Yeah! Now I am officially 21 years old and is not a minority anymore. Haha... And all the freedom to do lots of stuff that we were not supposed to do before. Hehe... But I think even if I am already 21, I will still be treated as a 16 year old kid. Haha... So I dun really have much freedom.
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On the 6th December 2008, I had my 21th birthday party. To my family, it is like... What is being 21 without a 21 year old birthday party? Haha... So I had mine. I'm really happy that everything gone quite smoothly. Haha...
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I didn't have the chance to say my special thank yous to people who helped in planning and preparing for my birthday party. I would like to say a super duper big thank you to my mother, my brothers, weilong and weisong, aunt sue, ms lim aunty, mrs chen, irene auntie and lifang. I really love the deco they did for me and I appreciate all that my mother has done for my birthday. I practically did nothing to help.
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Haha... The party is okie but I think it is as dull as me. Haha.. But it is no one's fault but mine. Because I'm quite introvent and can't really mix around with the people. Haha... I guess this is the only very serious flaw in the party... And in me. For ages, I have been saying that I want to be more sociable. But I never change for the better.
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If there is birthday resolution, I wish that someone or something can help me in being more sociable and open to friends and people. I just wanna fit in and mix around with people in groups. Guess that i'm just too unfriendly, quiet and too cold.
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I'm really very happy to have this birthday party and it is my honour to have all my family, relatives, friends and aunties who watched me grow up to come and celebrate this special day with me. I just hoped that I was a better host.
Monday, December 01, 2008
Let me guess what this little guy is doing right now... RIGHT at this moment. I can tell you 100% he is badmouthing me and he have NO IDEA why am i upset about. I can tell you about 70% of the blame is always pushed to me. Always my fault... thats why it had cultivated his DISGUSTING character. I'm not sure if that is part of him or a part that he can control. If he can control... he better be able to control it. His brain is like i dun know what... He sees things only on the surface and does not comprehend it. The irony is... His funny MSN nick is.. Nothing is uncomprehendable. HAHAHA.. i can laugh my butt off. So many examples have showed me that he is unable to comprehend things.. Eg.. Simple mistakes in sms. Words people say. Emotions people show.. He says things to make himself understand.. Only comprehendable to him and not the others. I am not sure is the IQ part or the EQ part or he just doesn't want to use his brain.
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He makes so much noise when people is trying to talk to him. His voices.. works like a ultimate pair of earplugs that does not absorb any of the words communicated to him. The words out of his mouth when he can't control his "Communication inputs and outputs" is like.. duh duh duh.. Like Patrick the Starfish.
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Sometimes i wish that i can stuff something into his gap and make him listen. oh.. even if i stuff something into his mouth.. with his brain shutting me out.. i can't do anything too.
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Lastly, i can never understand why he is so arrogant... People are usually proud or arrogant of something they did well or possess or any other achievements. He's just weird.